Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Capability

sometimes, when you wanna do something as you wish, ain't easy.
sometimes, we do need to bend our body to fate.
capability , this word becomes an important term in my life suddenly.
capability to do it, it really tests on your strength, not only that, it does include the people around you, to assist you for that.
Money ? Does money have something to do with your capability ?
for this current world, YES.
everyone knows money can't buy everything,
but money does can assist you to succeed, even in LIFE.
well,
there are other factors too, I, too lazy to list out all.

Passed by few cities, I stopped at this.
this is a student city, I called it as.
Every night,
as late as it better is,
girls and guys wearing fancy clothes,
holding cigarettes in their fingers,
playing around,
the smokes released from their noses,
inhaled by the trespassers,
or,
followed the movement of wind,
vanished in the air.
yea, I hate that seriously.
They may smoke at the streets,
infront of collage,
in pub,
snooker shops,
with a bottle of Heineken/Tiger Beer etc,
that's what they called Night life.

relate back to capability,
some rich kids just getting spoil,
spoil brats,
with the branded car they drive,
branded clothes they put on,
coming to this city ain't for study,
yea, study technically,
enjoying life instead.
I feel pity for their parents somehow,
although it is non of my business,
but thinking of others trying so hard to study,
to get scholarship,
they called them NERDS,
isn't showing the world is a bit unfair?
again,
we have to bend our body to FATE.

it's not trying to be a pessimist,
but it reflects the current world now.
the rich getting richer,
the poor getting poorer,
I read this extract from an article.

Capability needs some lucks to assist it, too.
I agree.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

this is the first holiday I din go to meet my friends at all, just families. well, I am busy everyday too, with study, and hang out with cousins.

get a lot of presents this time, when I open my wardrobe, I saw new clothes !!! from different relatives. they came back from all over the places, got me a shirt, jacket, etc. thank you so much. packing my luggage now, really need to think what should I bring back to my place.

there are so many things to do~
arghhhhhhhhhhh.........
can't wait to finish the exam, spend my time reading the books I like !! :)

that's all.
:)
cheers

Monday, October 11, 2010

AS first day

first day of AS, why am I so relaxing now ? Just finished the "heavy" paper. finally can gasp for air a while...

it's quite easy, hope I din miss out everything, and hope my hardwork does really pay off :)

my college peeps just sent me many messages for the wishes !! thanks guys !! LOVE YOU

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Shopping Spree

phew, finally finish my MOCK exam !!! I don't think I will get good results this time, it is so tough !! :( argghhhhhh !!!!!! especially my stats and maths papers !!!! kill me !!!
yesterday after finished exam, we went to TIME SQUARE to wander around, some girls did buy some clothes but Audrey and I just walked around looking for FOOD ~~!!! :)
after spending more than 4 hours there, some people already went back home, left Li ying, Shiow chi, Audrey, Hanley and I walking to the next destination-sungei wang ! it was not as crowded as time square, but my feet were so pain after walking whole day....
the worst part was taking KTM back to Subang, it's so tiring...we were like sardines in between the bread(people).. hard to grasp for fresh air. We went to Subang parade and Carrefour, to have our dinner and bought some books there !!! We went to 5 shopping malls in a day !! BREAK MY RECORD !! yeeepeee !!!!
today, shiow chi and i went to sunway pyramid, we just walked around to burn fats, in the end, ended up in popular, I sat on the floor reading books, which the kids would normally do !!! hahaa... lunch time, we went to Papa's John and the pizza I ordered was costly and small like ....as if it just a piece of bread !!! :(


now, just let me relax for a day, and fight again for AS ! :)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

*PhoTo EdiT*

*Janice* Myself :)
*WooI LuN*
*Jo Yee*
*ShioW ChI*
*DeNisE*
*AuDreY*
*Ton Ton*

The photos which are edited by me, just for fun !! :)

Friday, August 20, 2010

test with the way how you sleep...
















Dead BorEd

I don't know what happened to me this week, kinda have mood swing this whole week ! even I have tears rolling when I woke up, because of a dream, that was too funny, deep down, is there something hidden in my heart? that I couldn't find a place to release it. something unsolved, think too much...
1st, is about my study, suddenly feel like no mood to listen what lecturers teach this week, I am not paying attention this whole week.. feel sleepy, but at night I couldn't sleep well..
something pop out from my mind is : Hormone Change. since this year, whenever I have tension, I will go through all types of symptoms ...but I don't know how to handle it.
2nd, guys. this doesn't bother me much, but I was asked again the same question. at first, I set my mind that I wanna focus on study... but after sometimes, when I look at my friends enjoying their love life, whenever they are in trouble, the guy will be the first to help them. Sometimes girls like me do really need this kind of feeling, feel safe ! I also hope I will have one, however reality kills me...I heard the couple quarrel, the girl cried, all these things, I experienced before. it's like ArGh ! too troublesome, yes, it's so true.. I hate facing this part, quarrel will definitely affect the study.
The guy wishes to hold me back, that's what he told me..I just can say sorry. although it did make me recall back all those sweet days, sorry, not now..
even back together, I will break one day.
my mind changed.
not that immature anymore.
I know how I want my future goes before getting into a REAL relationship.
So, all those flower, soap opera thinking for LOVE needs not appear in my dream again.
It's very contradicting. I am 18, still hope for getting into a romantic love like other college students have..waiting for the right guy.
the other hand, I know it doesn't last long, I will leave this place to pursue my study elsewhere, strive for future...
I go alone, not with friends that are by my side now or parents.
The path I choose, I face it myself...
Long love distance, I saw the example. within half year, broke up. It doesn't work well for our age now.

Although I told friends about these, there are still something lock inside my heart.. is it all this while.. I make the problems "condensed" in my heart too long... until it gonna explode? I don't know...

I kinda like lost myself somehow....
trying to get back into one piece.
just wish to continue be a happy girl...

Thursday, August 19, 2010

1.当你过了二十岁的生日以后,请记得学会化妆。这里所谓的化妆并不是要你化的多么浓妆艳抹。是要给自己与他人一个好的精神状态。二十岁以前不化妆叫清纯,可爱。二十岁以后化妆是对别人的尊重,二十二岁以后化妆是对自己的尊重。我想,如果一个连自己面部都打理不好的女人,如何能让别人对自己产生好感呢?

2.任何情况下,请让自己的情绪尽量处于平和的状态。哪怕一件事情让你很抓狂,但你需要平静的分析,做出最好的应对措施。没有任何人能够容忍一个暴戾的,不能控制自己脾气女人。

3.不要在人多或者有陌生人的地方说脏话。一个女人,出口成脏,并不会显得豪放,只会让别人觉得你没有教养。如果出口成脏,你的朋友与男友是羞于带你出门的。

4.不要像个泼妇一样在大街上与人争吵。试问,如果你在街上看到一个衣着光鲜,明眸皓齿的女子与别人在大街上指着别人的鼻子与人争吵,你会是什么感觉?

5. 学会尊重。有的女性看到酒店的服务员,陪酒的小姐,出卖肉体的女孩会嘲笑并厌恶别人,觉得自己比她们高人一等。但是,请你想想,无论她们出卖任何东西,她们都是凭自己的努力去赚钱。可能她们出卖青春,出卖身体,但有一点你要相信,她们的钱是通过自己挣来的。她们没有偷,没有抢。

6.学会宽容。原谅那些伤害过你的人,是他们的伤害让你成长成熟。仇恨是一把双刃剑,刺伤别人,也会伤到自己。真正的报复是漠视和原谅伤害你的人,你的漠视与原谅会让他们觉得自己很渺小。

7.相信地久天长的爱情是存在的。或许你经历了男友的背叛,但请你相信,背叛你的人曾经也真诚的爱过,但他爱的那个人可能不是你。所以,请始终对爱情抱着积极的态度,这样容易得到幸福。

8.不要轻易抽男人耳光。除非他真的是卑鄙无耻下流。男人最在乎的是面子,你可以打的他满地找牙,但不要轻易打他的脸。打他的脸跟说他性功能不行有一样的效果。

9.我认为,一个女人一生最宝贵的财富不是拥有多大的权力,多高的地位,多少的金钱,而是在时间与经历的历练下,磨炼出良好的修养与气度。

10.学会做饭。我想这一点很多女孩会不屑,现在还要做饭吗?去外面多方便。但请你相信我,没有一个男人愿意找一个连面条都不会煮的女孩。即使偶尔犒赏自己,也应该跟妈妈学几道家常菜。

11.记得妈妈与爸爸的生日,还有自己的。在这三个日子里,请你回家陪伴他们,给他们做一餐饭,陪他们聊聊天。因为是他们把你带到这个世界上。尤其是你的生日,那是妈妈的受难日。

12.坚持有一份自己的工作。无论你的家庭与男友,老公多富有,但还是要工作。首先,你不会与这个社会发展脱轨,其次也会有一个自己的朋友圈,更重要的是,当你与提供你物质生活的人分开后,你还能够养活自己。

13.要有一个信念。这点很重要,信念是伴随一生的,有了一个信念,你便有了一个生活的目标。

14.对感情要认真,对爱情要忠贞。我们难免会被别人追求,当别人追求你,而你并不想与之交往的时候,请你明确的告诉他。不要玩暧昧,暧昧会伤害一颗有爱的心。对待爱情,要忠贞,相爱的时日里,请忠于对方,不爱的时候要果断的提出来,这样会省去很多不必要的纠缠与伤害。

15. 忍让并尊敬你丈夫的母亲。如果你结婚了,与婆婆的关系处理的不好,请你尽量的忍让。并且不要对爱人数落他母亲的不对。你要知道,是你的婆婆把你的爱人带到这个世界上,是这个女人耗尽了青春与心力抚养教育了你的爱人。你一纸婚书就让这个男人跟随了你,请你想想那个生他养他的女人的感受。

16.学会保护自己。在自己随身携带的包里放一只安全套。这个社会每天都有女性受到性侵害,如果你不幸遇到了这样的事,又没有办法求救,那么,安全套会让罪犯对你的伤害减少,至少不会意外怀孕或者得传染病。

17.尽量少喝酒,少抽烟。现在女人喝酒抽烟不是什么大事,但对自己的身体健康不好,尤其是对以后的宝宝不好。如果你准备要宝宝,请提前一年戒烟戒酒。

18.控制眼泪。女人是水做的,所以眼泪就成了女人的专利。但我想说,不要让你的眼泪泛滥,尤其是在工作上,会让上司与同事认为你太脆弱,不能委以重任。其次,太多的眼泪招人烦。记住,眼泪解决不了任何问题。

19.每天让自己有一段时间阅读。无论是报纸,杂志,新闻,小说,请每天至少有半个小时去做。这样可以提升自己的学识。没有人喜欢一个金玉其外,败絮其中,胸无点墨的女人。

20.做个聪明的女人。聪明不是说让你算计谁,而是能够看清别人的阴谋,而你可以不动声色的化解危机。包括爱人的出轨,同事的算计。

21.学会微笑。我们会有很多烦心的事情缠绕,但,请在出门后保持优雅的微笑,你的微笑会让更多的人快乐,也会淡化你的烦恼。更重要的是,隐藏了自己的弱点,让对你心有不轨的人没有偷袭你的机会。

22.信守承诺。当你答应别人一件事情后,请尽自己的能力做好。如果你没有能力做到,那就不要轻易许诺,否则,别人会越来越不信任你。

23.坚持自己的原则。当别人触到你忍耐的底线的时候,请你大声的说"不"。一个有原则的女人不会让别人觉得不近人情,反而会让别人佩服。

24.克制自己的欲望。包括寂寞时身体的欲望。人的欲望是可怕的,你不加以克制会让自己陷的更深。尤其是情欲,放纵自己的情欲会让别人觉得你滥情并且会骂你是烂货。

25.学会珍惜和感恩。一个懂得珍惜的女人必定是个快乐的人,珍惜每一份情谊,爱情,友情,亲情,这样,内心会是温暖的。懂得感恩的女人是善良的,能够记住对自己有恩,帮助自己的人,会用更多的爱去爱和保护身边的人。

26.学会放手。当你爱的人不爱你了,请放手,并祝他幸福。不要寻死觅活的纠缠,这样只会加深他对你的绝情。更丢失了一个女人的自尊。优雅的离去,会让他在多年以后怀念你们曾经的美好时光。

27.保持自我。女人一但恋爱,就把自己丢失了,为了他改变自己。孰不知,他爱的就是初遇你的样子。一些不好的习惯可以改,但不能盲目的把以前的自己全盘否定。

28.认识自己的错误,然后诚恳道歉。无论是与朋友,家人,爱人相处,如果你错了,请道歉。不要让别人牵就你,一句对不起会让别人觉得你更懂事。

29.选择一个爱好。这个爱好必须是健康的,它可以在你闲暇时,无聊时,郁闷时为你排解情绪,也会让别人觉得你有一个特殊的才艺。

30. 自尊,自爱,自强。老调重谈,也是最最重要的。做到这三点,说实话,很难。因为女人可能因为感情而将这三点抛下,或者将其中的一些抛下。但这三点,对于一个女人来说,是社会与他人对自己肯定的决定性筹码。没有这三点,女人将是随波的浮萍,男人的玩物,别人嘲笑的对象。所以,请所有女孩,女子,女人牢记,一定要自尊,自爱,自强。

以上三十点只是我个人在生活中的体会。我也一直在让自己做一个尽量不让别人讨厌的人。我们不可能让所有人都喜欢我们,但我们尽量不让别人讨厌。能做到不让别人讨厌,已经是一件很不容易的事了。所以,所有的女孩,女子,女人,让我们一起加油吧。

你们有什么好的建议与经验请留言。让我们一起学习。

Best friends

1.好朋友就是经常叫你“去死吧”的那些人……
2.好朋友就是老是说你有病叫你看医生的那些人……
3.好朋友就是抓住你的一个缺点说上半天的那些人……
5.好朋友就是在你面前肆无忌惮地说很难听的话的那些人……
7.好朋友就是说要拉大队去你学校把你吃穷的那些人……
8.好朋友就是看着自己玩的很开心在旁边不参与也会觉得很开心的那些人……
9.好朋友就是会教你怎么走路小心,过马路看车的那些人……
10.好朋友就是你考完试还晕乎乎的时候在你出现在你面前嘻嘻哈哈,还说你不要怕,吸取经验,明年再考过的那些人……
11.好朋友就是跟你一起不分轻重可是对你父母毕恭毕敬的那些人……
12.好朋友是平时恶型恶相,却在你遇到难事时语重心长地开导你的那些人……
13.好朋友就是那些无论原本是忧郁,沉默或是乐观向上,在一起总是嬉闹声一片的那群人……
14.好朋友是你想起嘴角上扬的那些人……
15.好朋友是时间和距离都无法从你脑海,心中带走的人……
16.好朋友就是听到你说了一句错话笑闹半天还要罗嗦上一段时间的那些人……
17。好朋友就是不经常联系,但你还忘不掉的那个人!
18。好朋友就是俩个人在一起,你不用担心会说什么错话。做错什么事的那个人!
19.好朋友是你会突然想念的那个人!
20.好朋友是无论谁湛诳诃一点便宜都不会计较的那个人!
21.好朋友就是和你同甘共苦。不会出卖你的那个人!
22.好朋友就是什么事都会和你分享的那个人。
23.好朋友就是好久没见,在一起时还会和你套心窝子说话,就像昨天刚在一起吃过饭的那个人!
24.好朋友就是和他在一起时你是最真实的你的那个人。
25.好朋友就是很久没联系,见面也不会尴尬的那个人。
26.好朋友就是无论你做了什么傻事。都会给你支持和信任的那个人。
27.好朋友就是……无论他做了什么,你也觉得他是你好朋友的人!
28.好朋友就是半夜三更会和你一起纠结要不要睡觉的那个人。
29.好朋友就是在你面前会变得啰嗦,你会笑着说他像你妈的那个人。
30.好朋友就是无聊时喜欢凑在一堆一起做无聊的傻事的那些人。
31.好朋友就是会和你在大街上丢脸会拽着你的手狂奔的那个人。
32.好朋友就是会跟你在无意间对视之后再跟你一块放声狂笑的那个人。
33.好朋友就是你会因为他的一句话而充满勇气与信心的那个人。
34.好朋友就是彼此之间喜欢恶作剧并且在恶作剧成功之后两人都笑得很开心!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

15种越吃越瘦的东东

15种越吃越瘦的东东

1. 紫菜-除了含有丰富的维他命a、b1及b2,最重要的就是它蕴含丰富纤维素及矿物质,可以帮助排走身体内之废物及积聚的水分,从而收瘦腿之效。

2. 芝麻 -芝麻它的「亚麻仁油酸」可以去除附在血管内的胆固醇,令新陈代谢更好,减肥收腿就轻松得多。

3. 香蕉-香蕉虽然卡路里很高,但脂肪却很低,而且含有丰富钾,又饱肚又低脂,可减少脂肪在下身积聚,是减肥时候的理想食品

4. 苹果-含独有的苹果酸,可以加速代谢,减少下身的脂肪,而且它含的钙量比其他水果丰富,可减少令人下身水肿的盐分。

5. 红豆 -所含的石碱酸成分可以增加大肠的蠕动,促进排尿及减少便秘,从而清除下身脂肪。

6. 木瓜 -它有独特的蛋白分解酵素,可以清除因吃肉类而积聚在下身的脂肪,而且木瓜肉所含的果胶更是优良的洗肠剂,可减少废物在下身积 聚。

7. 西瓜 -它是生果中的利尿专家,多吃可减少留在身体中的多余水分,而且本身的糖分也 ,多吃也不会致肥。

8. 蛋内的维他命b2有助去除脂肪,除此之外,它蕴含的菸碱酸及维他命b1可以去除下半身的肥肉。

9. 西柚 -柚大家早早便知西柚卡路里极低,多吃也不会肥,但原来它亦含丰富钾质,有助减少下半身的脂肪和水分积聚。

10. 蒟蒻 -完全不含脂肪又美味,说到底也是减肥必食之物,原来它的丰富植物纤维更可以使下身的淋巴畅通,防止腿部肿得松泡泡。

11. 菠菜-因为它可以促进血液循环,这样就可以令距离心脏最远的一双腿都吸收到足够养分,平衡新陈代谢,排毒瘦腿就话咁易。

12. 西芹 -一方面含有大量的钙质,可以补「脚骨力」,另一方面亦含有钾,可减少下半身的水分积聚。

13. 花生 -含有极丰富的维他命b2和菸碱酸,一方面带来优质蛋白质,长肉不长脂,其次亦可以消下身脂肪肥肉。

14. 奇异果 -除了维他命c是它的强项外,原来其纤维亦十分丰富,可以增加分解脂肪的速度,避免腿部积聚过多的脂肪。

15. 番茄 -吃新鲜的番茄可以利尿及去除腿部疲惫,减少水肿的问题,如果是生吃的话,效果就更好

Today, as usual, we have so much fun in college ! especially when Li ying taught us how to dance belly dance... Louis was the only guy in class, and he turned his head not looking us.. haha.. of course we didn't want him to see that too ! He asked why everytime we have girls' talk, he is the only guy there, make him so embarrassing ...well, it's ok, we treat you as girl as well :)
*Louis*
*Li ying*
Besides busy preparing for MOCK, we also will have our own leisure time ! to chit-chat.. always play around... come to think of this, my 18-year-old life is kinda colourful.. ! instead of hanging out with those only focus on studies, I mix with all friends who are hilarious, make jokes around, serious when study, funny when relax !!!


*Shiow Chi**Audrey*

Audrey and Shiow Chi always spend time with me, we are like "sampat" gang.. haha.. go anywhere will laugh as much as we can, "gossips" girls !! :)

hmmm, nothing much about today, I just felt I am so tired ! able to sleep at LEVEL 8 Office, omg !!! just lied on the table and fall asleep, so did Louis.
perhaps I slept at 2 am yesterday, but I already drank one glass of Chicken Essence... !! It's not working !!

my lecturer said I should give a try of the Uni that I wanna apply...
It gives me confidence !!

Friday, August 13, 2010

*SharinG*

it seems like for ages I din express my feelings here.
suddenly have the mood, so here I am...
been in college for several months, seriously, I have experienced tonnes of things that I never had out of my life before ! high school girl like others. but living by myself, completely different, not controlled by anyone-parents, but I have to decide what I should do or should not. it's really challenging, as people say we study outside might become a spoilt child or something even worse. so far, I think I am still all right, but just getting more independence. learn how to take care myself, last time I always get sick after studying here, after sometimes, I used to it..although I am sick now.lol...
my friends, mostly are couple up ! at 1st I will still miss the moment being into relationship, being care, etc, but after sometimes, I think I don't need a boyfriend now, I have friends and freedom, with a boyfriend, it's just like i need to care about his feelings, and not really can enjoy my single life ! boyfriend ?! why so rush ?!! it isn't something I want !!! I finally get this into my mind !!! however, sometimes still will have crush on others, but it's not a big deal what... ~
studying college I know many friends and I was so scare I couldn't enjoy my life here compared to high school time...but it turns out well ! everyday I laugh like crazy fellow...although will go through some tough time too !!!
I look around, people start to work hard for MOCK or some don't really show this infront of us, but they are preparing for it too... it makes me feel scared too.. I keep telling myself I need to complete this and that but in the end, can't complete it at all... my determination not that strong, you know ? I feel sad for this !!!!
i cannot hold a book and sit for whole day which I would really try to do for so many years !!! I just relax and read a while and relax again, just like now !!!
is there any better way to improve myself??
I wonder.

13th - Friday

13th - Friday, supposed it's a bad day for everyone... but for me , it's a lucky day ! suddenly my friend bet with me by wearing the look-like-clown costume, and I accepted it ! in the end, he suddenly asked me to choose the dress i like...
and I chose it... !! hahaha..
now think about it, it seems I have dream about this before, I mean I dreamed I received a present suddenly... now i really feel that I can foresee something sometimes, it just weird, doesn't make sense.. I dreamed I heard the conversation of somebody and it really happened after few months, exactly the same !! what do we call it ?!!!?!
I really don't know. I told my mom about this, she thought I was crazy and said it was a bad sign if it were REAL ...
well, still have few more weeks to MOCK, really scare and tried to put efforts into my studies because everyone wishes to get into the best uni, I hope so, with scholarship !
everyone, LET's FIGHT ~!!!

Sunday, August 08, 2010

splendid weekend

it was a splendid weekend ! everytime I go back to Ipoh, there will be some union thingy for me ! 1st, I went to Sam tet to meet Jo yee and Wooi Lun. we have lunch together chit-chat, captured many many pictures in the mall, infront of the people ... some people were looking at us, like 2 big girls and one big boy self-capture in the center of the mall.. but who cares? hahaha.
after that, Wooi Lun fetch me home. three of us bet that we need to lose weight ..at least 2kg, if not we need to hang a cardboard or anything written: I am a fat pig ...and walk around the shopping mall.. lol.. It really makes me have the effort to do so.
After that, I have dinner with my grandparents and cousins ... to eat the famous crab with noodles. Now I really realise that Ipoh has so many delicious food ! Yummy yummy...

The next day, I went out with my aunties and cousins, eat again.. it just like all families reunions... love it so much.. nothing much to write.. just feeling blessed ... I am born in this family ~~!!!

:)
i really miss my highschool friends ! when can we meet again? :)
last year, we met everyday, now ...not even more than 10 times per year..

Monday, August 02, 2010

I've been struggling all these days.. until migraine, headscalps....
first, really enjoyed spending time in KL. I took ktm by myself all the way up to kl central and waiting for my cousin to pick me up.
the first thing he said to me was, " hey, you are fat!" ..ookay.. I know I have put on lots of weights... since I came to kl... SO WHAT >?!>! so TERRIBLE !!! trying to reduce times of taking meal.. I tried and tried... really seriously..hopefully I can reduce at least 2 kg ... Please... ! T.T

I played with the kids who are abandoned by their parents, I looked at them, so cute, so naive... how can their parents don't want them? at that moment, I feel I am so grateful that I am born in a warm, "completed" family. I would like to post some pictures here, but too sorry, I'm at outside now, the pendrive isn't with me, if not can really share the pictures with you all...

appreciate what you have, that's what I learn last weekend ! :)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

another tiring day !!! after moving all the things and cleaning the room, feel so tired and relieve... !
a month away to MOCK exam, honestly, I don't know where should I start reading. I keep telling myself I need to study, in the end, the progress of my study is super slow...
the area I live is so hectic and at night can see so many people loitering. It gives me another night scene of KL.
louis, hanley, shiow chi dyed their hair today and skipped the MPW class, but in the end, not much changes also. haha, they still need to dye it at least twice.
today, it's the longest hours I spent in library, and I feeling great !!! :)
that's all for today !! :)
tata ~

Saturday, July 24, 2010

lookin' forward

Looking forward to stay with Shiow Chi, I bet she will be feeling terrible to stay with me ! haha !
first, I plan to sing K in our own room sometimes... hahaha...
since we still have 7 weeks away to have TRIAL, I plan to go library everyday until late night, perhaps audrey and she won't be following me...
although the room is small but as long as with the friend you like, the ambiance will be totally different...
so really looking forward to the new life ! :)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Inception

INCEPTION ? at first, I thought by looking at the poster of it, must be damn BORING .. but after my friends said people recommended us to watch that, I gave it a try.
instead, it's awesome and hardly can understand. dream with 3 layers?

I guess it gave Hanley some inspiration of becoming an architect ? :)
If we really live in dream, would you like it ? we can create whatever we want inside the dream, that also reflects in reality, this world, many people wish to escape from it and achieve what they strive for !
this is my 1st movie with Hanley, Ryan, Li Ying, Louis and Siau Lin. now I recall back, normally I watch movie with Audrey and Shiow Chi only ?! hahaha...
we have our lunch at papa john, my 1st time there, quite tasty. :)
really need to put in effort to study ! wanna get rid of my laziness !!
stop here, bye :)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

BOYS, Feelings?!

recently, deeply think that I have this kind of weird feelings or thoughts.
When I think of I wanna have a boyfriend, or when I like a guy, 1st comes into my mind is I can couple up with this guy, but I also think that when will we break up ?!
means like in my mind, there's no future, no further future, or is it I don't believe "forever" ?
I have thought about this lots of times, perhaps I am still too young to have a boyfriend, that's why ?!!!
but if this continues, it doesn't bring any benefits for me...
means I am not seeking for love in life, but love in short terms. that sounds bad for me....

Letter fir future boyfriend

给未来男友的信:

“未来男朋友你好,你是我的爱人,所以你应该知道什么事情是我喜欢的,什么东西是我不喜欢的。我不是一个霸道的人,我的要求很简单,你一定能做到的...好好看看下面的内容吧!

我只要你的世界里有我的存在,却不会干涉你的自由,只是我不喜欢什么事情都是我最后一个知道的,潇洒不等于没交待,我要的只是你要去哪里给我个通知...就算不能给我个通知,也在事后告诉我,别让我从你或我的朋友的口中得知那些消息...这样的感受,换做是你,也不能接受吧?

我要你懂得关心我,但不是每天call我,说想我爱我,是要你用你的心细细观察我到底要的是什么...男人都是粗枝大叶的,我明白,我不会怪你,只要一万次的试探中,你能发现一次,好好关心我一次,就能抵消那九千九百九十九次的粗心了...

我希望你不要时不时说起她,她是过去式了,现在你是我的了,要嘛你就好好爱我,要是你还老是想着她,那就别浪费你我的时间,去找她吧。就算我现在伤,总好过两个人相处的日子都在伤,我是你女朋友,这样的要求不过份吧?

你可以去找别的女生,不用经过我的同意,因为我知道我一定不会答应的,就算答应也只是勉强答应...而你也不会因为我的否定而不和她出门的,我了解,所以我不怪你,但记得手脚干净些,别让我从别人的口中听见。

我要的不是走得最快的那个人,我要的是能和我一起走到最后的人...上面的条件谁都能做到,但不是谁都能坚持...”

每个人在恋爱前总会设下一些标准,
但这些标准却都难以实现,
因为爱情不是附带条件的买卖,
当你爱上一个人时,
就算他没做到以上条件时,
你也还是一样爱你他的...

或许会觉得,
如果他能达到这些条件时,
或许你会更加爱他吧?

如果他都达到了你设下的标准后,

他还是他吗?

他还是你爱的他吗?


爱情可以很简单也可以很复杂,关键是在于你把爱情简单化还是复杂化...

Thursday, July 15, 2010

just another random blog !! I am feeling hungry again after eating mamak with audrey and her sis and chee wai.. all crap here and there, that's what I need after class, be fun ! but sometimes I will suddenly get down when I cannot concentrate in class. I find guilty if I din pay attention to teachers, as my parents paying so much money and I have my own targets ... I don't want just sit there and doing nothing.. but I also wanna join my friends to chit chat with them...just like it's very contradicting and feel so wrong, however, I decide when study I will be serious in study, when play I will be very playful.. hope you guys won't get angry when I suddenly walk away to sit infront cause I wanna focus in class. study 100% is impossible for me, but I learn how to make time arrangement....again, don't ignore me if I become very serious....

friends, all are about to break up !? break up season that's what we called... seeing..friends crying, headache, relief after going through all sorts of break up thingy... seriously... I find I DON'T NEED A BOYFRIEND...just like.. I am so much enjoying single life.. I can do whatever I want, be with who, go to where, all under my control.. not being locked up in a cage, to do what is told to do....
my love view has changed since I study in college. means I won't stop closing with guys because I have a BOyfriend ! such as... won't talk to guys much ? that's sounds so ridiculous for me now. social life is essential !! I hate guys being over sensitive, until get jealous...and come to arguments again? wasting time and energy...

nothing much here, my parents place a TV in my room ~ haha..so happy.. can't wAIT TO go back to my home... :)

Friday, July 02, 2010

Invade a boy's school

Invade a boy's school today !

haha, I borrow clothes from my friends and followed them into the school, only the form 6 has female students... I was so luckily that I didn't get caught by discipline teacher who was just a few steps infront of me.. PHEW ~
then, today the form 6 have their sports competition such as badminton, basketball and netball...
My friend brought me into the library, the hall and canteen... so far only those recognized me started calling my name...and they were so surprised of my appearance there... hahaha...
it's a nice day though ! :)

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Connect again !

it's been a long time, 3 of us din chat...
tonight we on Skype again. haha.
so it's true that if they are your best friends, no matter where we are, we still remain the same...
we are talking all sorts of things, so once in a while we need to update each other the latest news as it's the way to maintain the friendship too.
:)
good luck guys !
see you in DECEMBER ~

Sunday, June 27, 2010

it's been another week :)







it's been another week of my holiday !!
charge the battery and prepare for the next semester to begin... Wow.. ! how nervous I am because tomorrow evening I will know whether I can to maintain my scholarship...

today, suddenly I am interested in the flowers...
My skill isn't good but.. it still shows, the flower is beautiful, right ? :)

the roses that I found in the garden...
*I know I gain weight (alot) but still take a picture here ...hahaaaa...

really need to spend my holiday wisely ... watch tv and read my storybooks that I din touch for ages !!!

How do my collegemates spend their holidays ? most of them say that it's too long and boring ?! hahaha...

see you guys in JULY !!!

picture paints a thousand words

sometimes, picture tells everything, I wish to capture more pictures to show what I really wanna express my feelings here.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

SAD !

aiya ! why my friends don't tell me what have happened to them ? is it I am not the kind of friend that is worth telling ? it's happened lots of times but I really wish to know why ? unless I go to find them first and ask them what happen to them only they spill out all the things and let me know ?
hello ! I'm still here, can share problems with me eventhough I am busy ...
once we're friends, we are friends forever unless something negatively happened. I will always be there to care and love you ! :)

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Amazing days

You don't know how amazing my days have been ! hahaha... it's so cool !
my relatives came back from Canada...
We went shopping to buy clothes, went back to my popo's house to have dinner ~
and have little chit-chat ! haha..



after they left, I went to meet my friends, I went to "kacau" their schools... hahahaha...
It's Richard's farewell... well , I enjoyed it so much, we chat and sang K in Parade..
well, all the friends beside studying form6, they fly to other places to study which means we won't meet much after high-school time...
so, I really appreciate the time we being together !



suddenly, I feel I'm blessed, because I have warm and sweet families and lovely friends !
love you guys !!! :)

Friday, June 18, 2010

Exam is over !

my final exam finally finished, hooray ! but the results, eerrrrr... just temporary forget about it ! hahahaha...

now is packing all the things, thinking how should I spend my holiday !

Yesterday night, my friends and I were watching football competition, WORLD CUP, we totally forgot the exam, hahaha... Argentina v Korea Republic, Louis lost to me !!!! yeahhhhhhhhhh !!! hahahahahahahahaha.....*they so "gan jeoung" about the match
*this one, wanted to tell the whole world about the match (mobile)
*these two so sad about the match, especially LOUIS !!!

*SERIOUS TALK !

Before that,
*all busy studying
*headache !

*BURST !!!

yesterday, Shiow chi and I cooked spaghetti for my friends. and we really have an enjoyable night, laughter in the house...
cooking the spaghetti half way, we accidentally broke the chopsticks into two !!! hahahahaha

That's all !! :)