*SharinG*

it seems like for ages I din express my feelings here.
suddenly have the mood, so here I am...
been in college for several months, seriously, I have experienced tonnes of things that I never had out of my life before ! high school girl like others. but living by myself, completely different, not controlled by anyone-parents, but I have to decide what I should do or should not. it's really challenging, as people say we study outside might become a spoilt child or something even worse. so far, I think I am still all right, but just getting more independence. learn how to take care myself, last time I always get sick after studying here, after sometimes, I used to it..although I am sick now.lol...
my friends, mostly are couple up ! at 1st I will still miss the moment being into relationship, being care, etc, but after sometimes, I think I don't need a boyfriend now, I have friends and freedom, with a boyfriend, it's just like i need to care about his feelings, and not really can enjoy my single life ! boyfriend ?! why so rush ?!! it isn't something I want !!! I finally get this into my mind !!! however, sometimes still will have crush on others, but it's not a big deal what... ~
studying college I know many friends and I was so scare I couldn't enjoy my life here compared to high school time...but it turns out well ! everyday I laugh like crazy fellow...although will go through some tough time too !!!
I look around, people start to work hard for MOCK or some don't really show this infront of us, but they are preparing for it too... it makes me feel scared too.. I keep telling myself I need to complete this and that but in the end, can't complete it at all... my determination not that strong, you know ? I feel sad for this !!!!
i cannot hold a book and sit for whole day which I would really try to do for so many years !!! I just relax and read a while and relax again, just like now !!!
is there any better way to improve myself??
I wonder.

13th - Friday

13th - Friday, supposed it's a bad day for everyone... but for me , it's a lucky day ! suddenly my friend bet with me by wearing the look-like-clown costume, and I accepted it ! in the end, he suddenly asked me to choose the dress i like...
and I chose it... !! hahaha..
now think about it, it seems I have dream about this before, I mean I dreamed I received a present suddenly... now i really feel that I can foresee something sometimes, it just weird, doesn't make sense.. I dreamed I heard the conversation of somebody and it really happened after few months, exactly the same !! what do we call it ?!!!?!
I really don't know. I told my mom about this, she thought I was crazy and said it was a bad sign if it were REAL ...
well, still have few more weeks to MOCK, really scare and tried to put efforts into my studies because everyone wishes to get into the best uni, I hope so, with scholarship !
everyone, LET's FIGHT ~!!!

splendid weekend

it was a splendid weekend ! everytime I go back to Ipoh, there will be some union thingy for me ! 1st, I went to Sam tet to meet Jo yee and Wooi Lun. we have lunch together chit-chat, captured many many pictures in the mall, infront of the people ... some people were looking at us, like 2 big girls and one big boy self-capture in the center of the mall.. but who cares? hahaha.
after that, Wooi Lun fetch me home. three of us bet that we need to lose weight ..at least 2kg, if not we need to hang a cardboard or anything written: I am a fat pig ...and walk around the shopping mall.. lol.. It really makes me have the effort to do so.
After that, I have dinner with my grandparents and cousins ... to eat the famous crab with noodles. Now I really realise that Ipoh has so many delicious food ! Yummy yummy...

The next day, I went out with my aunties and cousins, eat again.. it just like all families reunions... love it so much.. nothing much to write.. just feeling blessed ... I am born in this family ~~!!!

:)
i really miss my highschool friends ! when can we meet again? :)
last year, we met everyday, now ...not even more than 10 times per year..