+**>.Live behind a ShaDOw..<<+

My brain is still thinking about the bm paper 1.
I'm very scare that i will drop to bad class.
i Dont want to be
i cant take this pressure..
if it is reallly happened .....

I think i will hide myself
not to contact with my friends
change the enviroment.....
stay far from them
because i coudn't
face them...
I can't tahan..
the eyes.. that are looking at me
full of pity or look down on me..


Why i did the mistake ??????
why ~~~
maybe this reason
makes me cant focus
or i dun hv the energy to handle other subjects
but i will try hard
but it doesn't seem i got...
because i m online now !!!!!!!

I don'T BeliEve That What I couldn't see

God.. what are they thinking about L-O-V-e ? Although I'm not good in it.. but i know.. i wont be mad like that for love.
my fren, 14..
She met a guy who is 15
he loves smoking and drinking..
and .. her world likesss not 14 year-old-girl's world. it's complicated.. I cant believe got such things happen at here..

I recall back my memory..
actually.. my life is greater than others.
at least I dont have simply.. stead with people..
like what they said.. i love him.. even can give my life to him.. yucks.. their brains.. are thinking rubbish..
and.. they all are only using handphones to courting..
big troubles... happended they will commit sucide..
aiyo...

I m normal than them.. !!!

god bless them.. not to be that !!!!!!!