Thursday, April 24, 2008

The 21st century in my mind

(Below is which I have typed when I was 14,it's funny)
everyone thinks the world of nowadays.. is beautiful, meaningful and full of lovess..
but it isnt be..
because.. human's actions.

or in other wordsss
money... tricks human.

how many people can be us..
take money as.. no. 2 in your heart ?
money can be everything
like study in a better place..
have a good living..

I agree money is very important
but money cant buy love.
true love
between family.. between people..

the world is changing..
warm to cold..
happy to sad..
but i know
there are still many
supermen and superwomen..
are saving this cold-blooded community.
hope i can do so.
the world is beautiful
as i can imagine...
no crime..
no arguments..
no war..
no famine...
no criticize..
no "foe"...
human bad habits.. should disappear..
if u can be one of them
the world is getting more peaceful

this is my opinion
from a 14 year-old-girl
not too special
but got own speciality
that's me

Amc Choir W.o.N

Today, there's so many things have happened.. and I'm so wish to drop it down here.1st, early in the morning,I woke up at 5am to study chemistry.FREaky Crazy I am but have to do so.XD. Then, Shireen passed a letter to Denise and the letter is for Bernice and I. Hmm...one day I told her about my opinion to her in Biology lab, just like sharing. She takes it seriously and thinks it deeply and she tells me what she has been thinking recently :). Well, We need time to cope with it-her problem. It's not a big deal. She does her best just she is busy around with her own stuffs, however, she always needs our supports. It's glad to hear that. That's what friends should be. Today is the last day of book fair held in our school. I bought an English novel called Pride. quite nice. i think it is about deadly seven sins - it is written there.xp.
Today, I went up and down to find teachers. 1st, Choir teacher. Wow... she nearly wanted to chop off my head as I didn't hear the announcement yesterday that we needed to come down and get the skirts and shoes for performance. Well, I was in the hall.. SO noisy and People were busy buying books. So, I didn't hear that. 2nd, my add maths teacher. I went out to find choir teacher and back and went out again.. haha. she said she will kick me out of her class if I still go out again. well... she was just kidding with me.XD. YOu know !!!?!??! I didn't bring her activities book and exercises books.. luckily she didn't punish me by paying that big big big and valuable 50 cents. 3rd, English teacher... I thought I didn't bring the literature book and I was stupid enough running to her office and told her that besides asking her something also. so many teachers were finding me... AHRRHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... spinning,my head.
Next,after school I went to sam tet to support amc team. WE have strong rivals.At last, we won in the district level competition =)... HERE WE GO.... !! hooray. I shouted and screamed so loudly in the hall. Richard has promised my friends and I to buy cheese cakes from secret recipe for celebration. yeaaaa........ Today, we were late to tuition. We sat at the back and so did Matt. haha... he was opposite of me. We Played "cardboard" ... just writing what we wanted to say-saving money. haha.then, I was back on track and continued to have tuition. After tuition,there's another tuition again. My house was under renovation, So I just ate M&M chocolates as my dinner..as I was so full after eating junk food in ber's house.
I joined starwalk with non-competition but at 1st, I decided to join the competition... I changed it because my friends may need to join a camp and no way I walk alone in 10km??? sounds crazy. haha. Oh ya, I saw a guy in sam tet. He saved my friends and I from being locked for whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy in sam tet. haha.
There's tonnes of homework and revisions I need to do. I can't finish all and so wish to read my novel. aiyaya... by the way, why my friends call me sor por.. AM i that insane or mad?? haha. maybe. just curious.. everyone also says that..nono.. except one. haha.
tomorrow need to go to the Ipoh city hall to have practice.At night, we will have the performance.. LAlalala..........
so many things to type now .. haha. I saw Wooi Lun today, we chat for a while. He took part the competition too.. SHireen said he was cool when he's marching. hmmm... let me think.... my little cousin came to my house yesterday. He was so talkative and the way he spoke like a teen or even older. haha.. HE is toooooo cute and adorable. HE told me he went to Disneyland and what he did there. HE is only F-I-V-E. haha.. nowadays, kids are not the KIDS we think anymore.
MY sis was being bullied by her classmate and she cries all the time.. I have to help her by finding her classmate out ... A big sis.. haha. of course I am not going to kill her.. smach her.. slap her or sling her out from AMC.
gotta do my homework. STop here.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Lazy bums

It's 10 pm sharp now. I am still like loitering in my own world. mid year exam is coming soon.. and I am sitting infront of the computer.. keep on typing the blog. I am cuckoo I think. haha. under tension ? perhaps. Don't feel like really want to study but always regret what I don't study.
I have contradictory in my mind. haih... Back to main topic. tEAChers !!! my chemistry teacher is a problem. THat day, I just asked her to repeat what she said.. She just shot me with a rifle by, "Didn't you listen to what I say? So slow".. GOd... WHat kind of teacher she is... normally the teachers will repeat what they say.. but she.. damn it. I was not in class one day.. and she asked us to pass up homework on that day. My friend didnt tell me.. so I passed it up the next day. she just put a big "LATE !!" word in my book. I explained to her.. but in other way round...... she opened her mouth and Bok bek bok bek... non-stop. I just asked once. she answered and scolded me for more than 5 minutes. no wonder she is "Ms" not "Mrs".. well.. too bad for me to say that. haha. I don't know what happens to me. I always get tired since 2008.. form 4 too much homework to handle??
Today at 5.10am. i woke up and studied chemistry.. haha...mad I am.
The distance between OOi and Me is further again.. maybe we are not in the same class or we are busy for own stuffs. I have no topic to say.. T.T... just hope..right after exam ..we four gather again and chat. !!
that's what I am waiting.
Recreation is important for a student right? so. what's wrong i go online now and typing blog????? haha. I am hypnotizing myself again...
I am sorry to friends or anyone.. If I show my temper to you... recently not in good mood especially when I start revising...
so sorry.

15+ going on 16...


Wow, it has been 1 or 2 years I didnt open this blogspot and write my blog here.Xp.

just feel like I want to write it today..so here we gooooo....haha.Recently, I have been thinking what I will do before world ends?? No doubt, I'll quickly run towards the boy I like and tell him I like him. well... SO Far... I dont think I want to have a boyfriend now. Study comes 1st. p/s: in reality, dont ever think that I will show my love to a boy before he does.

What is confusing me is.. Do boys really can read girls' minds? I wonder. My male friends cannot do that except one, S. He is a flirt so I may consider that it is a special case.xp.If one day before graduate, I like someone and he likes me too...and he shows his love to me, shall I accept it? What I am afraid is, if I say no but instead I am thumping my heart for saying that and he likes other..What a poor girl I am. but, in other way round, I accept him.. What will I face ?? parents... friends... school worksssssssss and many many more..... DOesnt it contradict ???? I guess so. haha. So, I am seeking for the answer before it really comes true. Today, I ask bernice,

what if a boy she likes is going to tell her he likes her so much..... what will she do. She answers me that she will ask the boy to wait for her. THat's it. I am happy with her answer because she solves my problem. haha...

2nd, to find a boyfriend, is he really has to understand my mind? I dont know... confusing. either he can make fun with me, jokking around or understand what i need ... what is the most important? These questions just suddenly pop up in my mind and I think if I can solve all of them, it is useful for me to look for one in future. ^^

3rd, I have been thinking ...... If I like someone(he likes me too), but I know there's impossible I will be with him for eternity. shall I accept him ?? I think I will. I keep our love as a sweet memory eventhough we cant be together at last. but but but... my mum tells me If I find a boyfriend in future, I must think he is my soulmate before I accept him. WHAt??? !!! If I am in relationship at the age of 18 or 19... he is my soulmate ...dont you think is too early for me to set my mind ... he is my one and only.. ??? I go back to school and ask my friend. most of them say they will treat their loved ones as their soulmates (in future)..... hmmmm... Am I abnormal?? haha. WHat I think is. I like him and just want to see how can we be... and I am serious with it also. Or I will even hurt him more if I do that.. and we dont even can be friends...???

Lastly.. all are the questions in my mind... I don't have boyfriend yet. so friends.. If you see my blog ..plz dont think I have one now. haha. honestly. I dont have. XD.

here I go studying again.............. work hard for mid-year...