Finally, After left it for few months, sudden urge to type again. Problems are coming again.
F-U-T-U-R-E..! Supposed to be ??? Everyone is deciding or heading to their new path. What about me? Trying so hard to get my mind set on certain field. sigh.
Leaving, Finally the word is used on me, on us. Stepping forward to another new stage. Friends, leavin'.. Should be used to it right? Why .. Sorrowfulness still growing from the bottom of my heart?
Sigh. My mind is confused, confused by all these unpleasant thoughts. Showing I'm not growing up yet? Yea, definitely. The one who cannot decide her own future, damn useless. It's like a blind man lost his walking stick. Where am I heading to at last ?
Sometimes I wonder, Boys and Girls.. would it be better just be friends..? If cross the line, everything will change. more complicated. happiness would be getting more than last time but there are more problems to be faced slowly, and both might not be able to back like last time, used to be like friends.
Hmmm........
Why am I so lost...
haha.....
