Friday, October 24, 2008
This October
It's not a good month for me.totally bad.1st, all my results... are..suck... like what Denise said," I'm flunking all my subjects." Absolutely true. Again, I wish I am out-of-body today. I wish the results are fake ! It is a silly prank by teachers.. a Hoax.. isn't it ? No, it is not. ( I'm mumbling myself )
I told my mum my result is worse than ever..
Next, today we have our choir practice. Can't believe I led the Bass group for a while.. Erhmmm .. a bit panic... because I am not talented in music. Ha ! Ha ! I took every ounce of courage to say these words.. " let's sing.. 1 2 3 4... lalalalala........" haha..
KILL mE with a THRUST of knife would please me.
ANYONE WANTS TO BUY TICKETS FROM ME? 70TH ANNIVERSARY OF AMC.. ON NEXT FRIDAY,8pm.. please respond !! gonna hang myself ~~~
Have you ever wished you could have the waist like hers ?
She cuts the ribs and under goes the plastic surgery...
I told my mum my result is worse than ever..
Next, today we have our choir practice. Can't believe I led the Bass group for a while.. Erhmmm .. a bit panic... because I am not talented in music. Ha ! Ha ! I took every ounce of courage to say these words.. " let's sing.. 1 2 3 4... lalalalala........" haha..
KILL mE with a THRUST of knife would please me.
ANYONE WANTS TO BUY TICKETS FROM ME? 70TH ANNIVERSARY OF AMC.. ON NEXT FRIDAY,8pm.. please respond !! gonna hang myself ~~~
Have you ever wished you could have the waist like hers ?
She cuts the ribs and under goes the plastic surgery...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Mix feelings
I got back some of my papers. Mostly...all are terrible.. terrible marks I get. so wish I am having an out-of-body experience today and the day before. I want to dig a hole, fit enough to put my head in.. add maths. . How could I lose people 30 marks?? I didn't know what happened on me. I know how to do.. but that day some steps or methods couldn't get into my mind..
Physics.. I put all my heart in this subject.. It turned me down.. haih.. I think is it wrong I study in pure science class? Why am I so ...stupid ?? my stupidity drives me crazy. I don't know what shall I do.. face it with a SMILE.. or TEARS ? I know .. to chase back all the marks I want.. is to study. Study.. but does it go into my brain and it is saved permanently ? No right. Obviously.
How am I going to tell my mom? She will chase after me with a knife/sword/machine gun?
I guess so.
On the other hand, we have an audition for those would like to join choir next year. I'm in charged of the bass group. Some of them really can sing... and I wonder.. If they are chosen for the choir school team but I am not.. Isn't that embarrassing..?.. I don't know what my talent is.. besides blabbing or making silly mistakes..
Physics.. I put all my heart in this subject.. It turned me down.. haih.. I think is it wrong I study in pure science class? Why am I so ...stupid ?? my stupidity drives me crazy. I don't know what shall I do.. face it with a SMILE.. or TEARS ? I know .. to chase back all the marks I want.. is to study. Study.. but does it go into my brain and it is saved permanently ? No right. Obviously.
How am I going to tell my mom? She will chase after me with a knife/sword/machine gun?
I guess so.
On the other hand, we have an audition for those would like to join choir next year. I'm in charged of the bass group. Some of them really can sing... and I wonder.. If they are chosen for the choir school team but I am not.. Isn't that embarrassing..?.. I don't know what my talent is.. besides blabbing or making silly mistakes..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
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