SPM RESULTS

haha. today.. really made my nerves froze while we were waiting for our results.
some even cried, for example anjoe. she hasn't got her results but she cried when our class teacher holding the results coming into the hall.

anyway, I also feel happy for my results although there's a little disappointments for a certain subject.

=)

escape

ESCAPE

please give me a boat, to sail on sea. alone.

please give me an airplane ticket, to fly to everywhere which can bring me peace.

please give me a rocket, if I need an escape.

I do need an escape.

Cause I can't feel happy here.

All bad feelings I am going through now.

Whether can overcome it or not,

sorry, I don't know.

It isn't decided by me.

I pray to GOD,

I'm a Buddhist i mean,

pray to her,

give me peace,

calm me down,

show me new path,

I wish to have a new life,

forget all those sorrowfulness and worries.

Hope she can help me.

hunger for food

Don't know why.. I feel so hungry now..
everyday also hungry...
what happen to me ?

I don't wish to be fat !!!!!!!!

just to view at these images... to fill my stomach !

New life

gonna start something new. haha.

recently, pressure is exerted on me, I hardly can breathe.

I wish to come out from the shadow... looking towards to place where I feel warm and safe.

I gonna make some changes.

cause what ?

I'm 18.

after sometimes, you will see the new me.

don't miss me if I lose contact suddenly. :)