hehe.. consider as a happy day

Today, our debate club has our meeting and I planned to have outdoor games for an hour before we started our AGM meeting.. means that.. I'm growing [elder] ... next year I am the head of the club .. I mean all form 4 are the leaders.. we guide the juniors.. we are the biggest.. stressed out !!
I ..consider as a little cunning and wicked when I in charged the game.. haha.. tried to make fun of them.. then, we started our AGM... many form 3 wanted to be the head of programmer.. means the current post I hold. They said they will do better ...than this year... TRYING TO TELL ME ..I M NOT GOOD ENOUGH.. i know they are kidding ..or maybe not. whatever it takes.. haha.. then, my turn to speak... I told them.. Why they all so wish to be the programmer... because of my friend and I.. so creative and initiative ..to think more games for them.. that's why we make them feel like it's good to be like us.. all clapped for what I said. *thanks + with princess waving hand style* Xp.
After that, I have Joyful Vanguard meeting again.. then, I went to have brunch with mum and sis. I saw a very cute baby girl...sitting next table ... She waved her hand and greeted me...with H-I !! ohhhhhhhh ..dear .. she is so sweeeeeeeeeeet......and why she only said hi to me not others?? hmm.... maybe I look caring-yes, I do. and pretty.. haha *boastful* she greeted me twice.. haha.. I was sinking in her heart ......drowning...
I went to Jusco today..hmm... Bought a music score book.. haha......then.. what else.. hmm.. my heart still pains and mr. uncle KIAN AUN still frightened me ...T.T.. miserable.. hope he doesn't read this part or I will get more add maths homework... T.T...
Today, Zhen Yong rang me up.. to ask me about love thing again.. He...only will find me.. when he has trouble in love.. I should tell his mum .. haha.. anyway, hope this year we can go traveling together ...
I saw BIG MAC online.. finally he's back.. my god brother ... growing fat and old.. haih.. pity him... haha.. anyway.. He likes to tease me which makes my life so miserable.. and heart pains again.. haha........*kidding
Oh ya... Matthew is very sad today ... pity him.... hope you are all right ..^^

Why am I so useless...

This morning, my friend asked me where was the key for the cupboard. I forgot to return it to teacher and I didn't know where did I put it.. either in washing machine or in my trousers.. sigh*
I rang up my mom and told her to look for the key... and before that, I rang up her again to look for my purse which I left at tuition center yesterday.. Why am I so forgetful and I am unforgivable.... !!
I'm so hate myself. After school, we have debate competition.. well, my slang was definitely weird. The "pin yin" I said was wrong and my junior said,"why you so weak...last time you were better." anyway, I did ok during competition I think. *geez.. pulling my hair now..
My friends talked about guys today. I told them I hope to find a guy that can give me comfort and I feel safe to be with him,example: I don't have to worry about him for being too close with other girls... that make me always jealous.
My mum scolded me for being so forgetful again.. and my academic is so "so-so"... moderate. .. not good enough.. well, I think I am weak. haih.... What's wrong.. I utterly cannot focus in class ..because I feel so tired... all the times....... especially in chemistry and bio labs.
help me...... !!!!
Besides, my heart was so pain.. it was like my veins were poked by a needle.. I couldn't laugh or I'll get the pain...... T.T ..my health is hanging by a thread again........

Someone confess to...

Today I was so embarrassing during tuition.. my teacher saw me practicing for debate competition and she teased me and also in the class !!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh... my face was so red.
I told my parents.. but they just answered me, "cheh"... WHAT !!! T.T
someone finally takes his courage to confess to my friend...... he is a very good guy and my friend is very very good girl.. he asked her should they be in together or just like now.. he lets her choose.. see.. good right.. of course at last they both choose not to be together.. as they are still young.. but they will work for it .. when they grow older.. I'm so happy they are not like those having puppy love.. they think deeply and decide.

**-Starwalk-**

This year starwalk.. I have walked 10 kilometers without stop. ^^ I met many friends, like Richard, Wooi Lun, Jo Yee and so on... I joined Jo yee's group and she has her own group too... Her friends-boys.. suddenly pushed that TOMMY HEW who walked beside me and.... he pushed me accidentally.. Well, I don't like that. It's like tricking me or him. wHatever it takes. I ran and joined Denise.. and I couldn't find Jo yee until I reached the stadium... I saw Matthew at the food stalls there.. He gave me a certificate. *thanks =) Then, we all walked to Jusco from Stadium again.. another 1 kilometer.. haha... we separated into two groups.. because Jo yee has her own friends.. and I don't know them. so I went to food court with Denise and Matthew. They all wanted to watch a movie.. and I have to wait them to buy tickets.. actually I didn't willing to stand there and wait.. I hate to wait people.. And those people I don't know also.. I was kinda hungry but they asked me to wait for them..... anyway, I was kinda bad mood for no reasons. maybe there were just I don't know how to express them out. They watched movie-the happenings. while I insisted to go tuition .. with jo yee and tommy.
today is father's day.
so I wished my dad.. after thinking about it for whole day.. I was kinda shy to say it. at last, I did. but my dad has no response ??!!! or maybe he did. .. Hide himself at a corner and smiled..... hehe.. Thinking too much. sorry.
I am arguing with someone now... sigh.....
is twelve now. gotta go.. night !!!