Friday, June 04, 2010

updates

Updates

Days after days, it has been one semester already. I feel like, so FAST ! maybe I enjoy studying here? yea, it is. but when I was alone, I started thinking all those unwanted stuffs. Think about how I managed to live in KL by myself all this while ?! Did I ever regret of my decision ? Comin' here without any friends, although there are relatives here but impossible everyday they gonna be with me, so I still need to suit myself in this new environment. If give me a chance again, will I make the same decision ? probably not ?! but because I want to study the subjects I want, I chose to come here, to accept the new environment, to learn all the things by myself. I stay away from home, which I miss so much, my parents have their "new" life without me, hahaha, become more sedentary, relax, but they always call me and hope I will be home once I'm free. My daddy always arranges transports for me, hahaha...
perhaps, after staying outside by myself, I realize that home always the best, that give you support. eventhough mom always cooks the same thing but now for me it tastes the best. that's what I learn today !

about friends, so far, friendship has a lot of changes, at first may get closer to someone but now already fading away(friendship). Some getting closer.
i start to laugh loudly after 2 months here, before that, just smile, now is big laugh. because I know a group of friends who know how to being crazy with me, gossips, play, chats...
all enlighten my life. i know I must keep going, to achieve my target !

Next, I am so dark now !! who says college girls will be fair compared to high school ?!!!! ahhhhhhh...even gain weight !! yeesh !!!!!!!! ok, skip this topic, nothing much about it !

I find that many people are in love currently, all started to have boyfriend and girlfriend, love in the air ?! hahaha....

some friends, busy with their life and slowly forget their "original" friends ! HELLO, I am here, OKAY ?!!!
don't tell me you guys will find me after 5 years !
now just graduated not even a year !!!
all busy with their life !
damn SAD ! :(

Final exam is around the corner, I start to feel panic ! urgh !
after that,I will have my semester break ! planning what to do for that time !
1st, watch all my anime ! I brought them here but din watch at all !!! T.T

anyway, just busy with life, and different kind of life, what i am thinking is, it's away from home, many years will it be, not like childhood time anymore, can stay by parents side every day and night, so, appreciate your parents more ! :)