Stand up where I have fallen down

On Friday, I was not in class for whole day because the "teachers" - I don't know who they are, came to my school and taught us how to make a forum and ect for climate cool project. My physics ... sucks. I am the worst among my friends. 60 marks + + .. well, I am damn stupid I find. Even an easy formula I also can't remember on that day + I was having diarrhea. I can't focus in class, tuition or whenever. I am not focusing at all. Only know how to day dream ... Faeces.
Damn tired. Good luck. =)

Earthquake in China

Well, everyone knows there's a severe earthquake in China. I felt that's the signal from God. The world is going to be destroyed. I really hate to see the people murder people, rape the ladies and so on. Everytime I read the newspaper, these must be there. Why they like to be that ? haih... Earthquake.. I've been thinking. if it does happen to me, what will I do ? many people died.students were buried.moms lost their children.
I saw these via tv screen, I felt like crying. T_T.. I think I want my career links with the job can help people throughout the world. south china,gone. the government needs bucks of money to develop the state again. All corpse will be buried in the soil. People of new generations will trade on them after years. So sad.
My birthday is coming soon, want to celebrate it with friends. but in china, they are still suffering and some of their friends might die in this calamity. >,< ... If I were them, I think I will mad. Tears will splash out every minute , every second.
Their lives compare to those maggots in western countries are such a big big big difference. The 16 young girls or boys can have their parties in one night for millions. They just spend their money as they like. catching up with fashions, be the top of the community. yucks. They are maggots, bugs...... CAN YOU ALL FEEL THE PAIN ?





















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Today I went to penang with Sue shyan, Ying xin, Denise and yee chee. I went on a shopping spree and now I owe Denise for RM 60 + ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
I bought many things for myself, family and friends.
Lolipop for bernice and matthew, shireen-nice and cute rubber band and so on.
I will post the photos of what I bought today. haha.
Penang team won the competition. THeir show was fantastic. Bravo !!

Incest !!!

INCEST ! The story of Jenny and John Deaves... Father and daughter, separated by close to 30 years, have a nine-month old daughter and are continuing their relationship despite pressure from the legal system for them to stop.

They're not having sex anymore, apparently, but they still remain very much a couple. I couldn't imagine if I were her...

It makes your skin crawl, and we all know the heart can do strange things to the mind at times, but really ... I just can't fathom incest at all. Is it a psychological disorder or something else?

yucks.

Next !!!

hope you enjoy this. =)

I.....

today, I saw a profile. He is the person, I've been liking for four years. hmm.. he is not in ipoh already. well, I don't know how does he now and we don't contact with each other for 3 years,after he left. I don't know do I still like him ? well, he is definitely won't be the boyfriend I want but that's always a special feeling towards him when I see his profile. hope I can forget him. =) no no no , definitely I can forget him. it's just a piece of memories.

Ferrari shows off new baby

YO yo yo yo yo... everyone. Let me-freaky fashion monger tell you what's the latest news.FERRARI SHOWS OFF NEW BABY.
*More details will become available before the new car makes its world debut at this autumn's Paris Show.

Just imagine you're the owner of this car.. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO ? FEtch me.. of course. I am the one who tell you this. haha.
Tomorrow is the last day of exam, yee-pee !! My friends came to my house to play/chat. ANNOUNCEMENT: JBS MEANS Janice, Bernice, Shireen & Sabrina.
My birthday is coming soon, so happy about it. sweet sixteen. When I was a kid, I couldn't sleep at all before a month to my birthday. Too happy and excited. =p. you may think I'm crazy. Ying Xin knows many things about me, as she read my blog. thanks. we seldom can talk in school and she notices and cares me... I'll write more here. =) Again. Let me shout out : FRIENDSHIP does not Fluctuate

EST..today we have EST Paper 1 and 2. the essay was about the carbon cycle. I only wrote carbon dioxide this and that. can imagine what marks I can get for est ..

I played badminton today. haha... exercised after studying so much for mid-year exam.I love playing piano recently. learn harder. =)

Ah QI and Janice .. I love it. !

My little little childhood

For sure, everyone has own childhood, include me- this starting is totally lame.writing essay. *smirk. Well, today is another exam day. ADDITIONAL MATHEMATIC.. oh me gosh.. Totally didn't know how to do. Helpppppppppppppppppppp...................* Yee Chee cried for that. Pity.
After school, Denise and I were at the main gate, chatting. We chat about our primary school life. It reminded me that I didn't have friends when I was std.1 - 3 . Surprise?? It's true. I was neither a monitor or prefect in school.Academic- so so. Not getting much attentions from teachers or anyone. That's why. Studied in AMC you have to know, if you are not popular you're out.-In primary. So, after turning up to 13 and above, many people said I have many friends + popular. I doubt why I have so many friends if compared with the years in primary? Just wonder. Plus, honestly, I don't think I have MANY friends. I am just looking for friends are good, like what I have now-mostly.
Moreover, If I hate the person definitely he or she will become my good friend in life, funny. I wonder too. *smirk
My mum is asking me.. why am I so free. Don't have to study. watch tv, play piano & online again. Well, I am tired and exhausted facing the books. Don't ask why. I also ponder... WHY I change already..... Is to negative way, not positive.

Time for tuition. chao. =)

ATTENTION : MANY PEOPLE DIED IN CHINA TODAY. PRAY FOR THEM. STUDENTS ARE BURIED ... SOME OF THEM ARE STILL ALIVE, SEEKING AND ASKING FOR HELP.

Drinkin' Beer

Today is Sunday, I went to Chemistry as usual. Many people haven't reached there yet, What's

going on ? The people around me... I don't know them.. Or.. was I in wrong class? Oh me gosh.

Whatever.I laid on the desk. Jo yee came. Yeah.. ! haha. She looked pale. because she was having

diarrhea for days. poor girl. !! Jo yee suddenly asked me, does Amelia has a boyfriend ? I was

shocked she asked me that. I doubted. She said Amelia seems to be happier than before. I said,

I didn't say much. That's Amelia's privacy, I'm afraid she'll angry me.=(

After tuition, That TOMMY HEW said I'm outstanding because I always crap and talk nonsense.

Well, I am better than him. As he is a pig still wants to come tuition.. he should live in the pig sty.

haha.. luckily he doesn't know i got a blog here. XP. I called him RM3.30 ..because pork chop

only costs RM3.90... he is even cheaper than a pork !!!! hahahahahahahahha....

Oh ya, today Matt sms me that he drank Calsberg . I told him when I was a baby, I was

crawling and I saw there's a can on the floor. I drank it... for sometimes. Until my dad noticed

that. well, I didn't know what's that. haha.... He wanted to challenge me to drink beers next time.

I suggested, after 18 and above 1st. ATTENTION:We are not drinkers....... >.<.. He asked me for

my mum's mobile number and he sent my mum a msg(happy mother's day) which I didn't

expect he would.haha. thanks.

Today, Ying Xin rang me up. She told me she'll be busy after

exam and during holidays too.

Shireen and Bernice are busy too. Haih...All are busy. No companions again. Does anyone want to

find me ? haha........ It seems I am the only one so free... free like a bird. If they are still busy

on my birthday, I will kick them. =p.kidding.

Just came back from my uncle's house. He was undergoing an operation. He showed us what

did doctor take out from his... stomach ? not so sure about it. It was like little black stones...

I borrowed two DVD from him.. He has a lot of DVD... he has amplifiers at home. High tech. haha.

I don't know the actual name for the "hive 5" ... sorry ya. His son is the top student in

St. Micheal. I am far behind him. haha. of course.

I'll have exam tomorrow. add maths and moral. sigh.. haven't started to memorize the values.

What's the heck I am doing here.................................... please stab me. JUst imagine once I get my

physics papers ... I gonna knock myself to the wall again.


>>>>>>>>>>>> Am I mischievous ... ??