Frustrating

It's totally frustrating... !!!!!!!!!!

School Reopenss Again

Yooo, When i was small..after the long holidays and the school reopened, I wil think that one year has over. The new look of me, new look of the friends, teacher.. and the new life I have. However, since I grew up, actually ..it just passses two months then, we have a new year. two months got any big changes? of course NOt !! It's our mental effect. haha..

today is 24th Of Dec, Christmas EVe. 1st time, my mum let me join the chiristian.. to celebrate this festival. i m so glad about it. at 7pm.. haha.. i will go out.. and enjoy the fun !!!

2007, for me.. for all 15 girls and guys.. the most exciting year.. PMR la.. haih.. gonna catch up all the form 1 and 2 works
i will not as free as last time. study.. !!! hopefully my hard work can turn out to be.. flying colour marks !!!!

!*Some Secrets--~

actually what is love? I found out somebody..perhaps instant liking her.. and I asked her about it. Oops !!! Perhaps I was wrong or she,herself doesnt know it will be ..
The boy wrote that : my friend will go to beijing on 8th.. so happy..
hmm.. By the way, why he just wrote her stuff not others? Who knows..
Furthermore, They are just kids... I think They just enjoy their kids lifess and.. Friendship..
What a jie jie thinking.. >me .. embarassing

About me, Nothing happen recently..
just online..TV.. and so on
monday means tomorrow.. gonna go back to mr.ooi there
to have my tuition..

there's the place.. makes me embarassed always..

haha

holidays... almost over..

time for prepare pmr

haih...

Bash.. A fish A day

Hey guys... You know, I'm quite pity all way round. I always make something which are very embarassed in my tuition class, school or whatever place. Why ????!!!!!
Soon, My face will become red. just like a tomato.. or I feel my body temperature is 40 celciius !!!!! What the heck it is ?!!!!
Fish and Fish..
is it i stay too close with my friend, water fish ong ???

By the way, Friends around me.. all are crazy fellowssss..
hehe.. LIKe JBS .. but J is not. she is very nice.. dont you know her ?? haha
B= water fish ong.. she always being crazy. so, dont worry.. if you meet her up.. ok ??
S= Frog Chow chow.. DO you know what are the meaning of frogy and toady ?? I dont mean her.. haha
got 2 more.. crazy friends.. they are adeline and ying xin.
both of them.. always gooooooooooooooooooooooo insane.
Well, My gang is crazy group.. we live happily ever after one.

Next, THis holidays.. although are quite boring..
but luckily..i still got online friends..
they arent normal like me too..
haha
got MCdull's mother
got.. sakai in the village
got... one needs to eat 10 pills of panadol a day 1
got... one sot sot runner too..
got... dota >>donkeyss..
many many more...
sor gong
sor po
din po.. got too..

all are my friends..
that's all
haha

HAmBurGer

To you all informations, I got a Godbrother. His named is.. not important. I wanna tell you all something.. He is a HAmburger..
You know why ??
because he always eats it, sleeps with it, dreams it and the way he looks like is.. like a hamburger ??!!!

btw, he got another character too.. that is Mcdull's mother.
FEel Freaky right ?? but it is true. BElieve me..

Why i drop this blog down ??
because i care him.. he is my brother..
of course, i have to praise him in my one and only blog world.

I'm proud to be his sister... he is from other planet one..
in other way means.. i met an alien.. !!!
who has this kind of brother ?? NO !! right ??
haha

So.. if u wanna try to get know about him..
plz drop a msg here.
i will try to contact him
by speaking alien language...

thx !!!
promotion..has stopped !!!

A failure

I'm fall apart already... !!!!!!!!
Exam has over.. and teachers gave back us our papers..
now, i just get 2 A's..
well.. my science and bc got B.. and the marks were near to A !
I failed to get it..
shireen got cried.. and i hugged her..

just now, in the science lab... i hope.. i hope i can get A !!!
but i get B.. then, suddenly.. i became very down. i didnt want to speak.. and pretended it was nothing..
then, i took out my calender.. and planned when am i going to study for my PMR ?
then. i wrote many 'SCIENCE' on my calender..
then, i laid down on the table.. recall my mind !!
suddenly a drop of tears ... row on my face..

I cried and.. screamed something like that.
I really got did hard.............................................................

I Cried and CRIed

although i hv told myself
not toooooooooooooo CRY

+**>.Live behind a ShaDOw..<<+

My brain is still thinking about the bm paper 1.
I'm very scare that i will drop to bad class.
i Dont want to be
i cant take this pressure..
if it is reallly happened .....

I think i will hide myself
not to contact with my friends
change the enviroment.....
stay far from them
because i coudn't
face them...
I can't tahan..
the eyes.. that are looking at me
full of pity or look down on me..


Why i did the mistake ??????
why ~~~
maybe this reason
makes me cant focus
or i dun hv the energy to handle other subjects
but i will try hard
but it doesn't seem i got...
because i m online now !!!!!!!

I don'T BeliEve That What I couldn't see

God.. what are they thinking about L-O-V-e ? Although I'm not good in it.. but i know.. i wont be mad like that for love.
my fren, 14..
She met a guy who is 15
he loves smoking and drinking..
and .. her world likesss not 14 year-old-girl's world. it's complicated.. I cant believe got such things happen at here..

I recall back my memory..
actually.. my life is greater than others.
at least I dont have simply.. stead with people..
like what they said.. i love him.. even can give my life to him.. yucks.. their brains.. are thinking rubbish..
and.. they all are only using handphones to courting..
big troubles... happended they will commit sucide..
aiyo...

I m normal than them.. !!!

god bless them.. not to be that !!!!!!!

Life is wonderful

Hmm.. i m just a little girl.. 14-year-old girl
but i have planned a lot of things.. lolz
one day.. i try to imagine
how wonderful the world is...
ocean...
forest...
every wonderful place.....
i hope i can go there.. before the god takes me back to his side.
but now..
in reality life..
all we need is money !!!
hmm...
can't we just live in the
mirage ...? hoho.. impossible.

I love my life be ... very meaningful..
how am i going to plan it ?
must start from the basic..
means that i have to.. work hard.

easy to say.. but not easy to do lar..

hehe...
anyway..
this mooncake festival..
was the 1st time
i didnt celebrate wif my grandma...

haih......

~..Last Minute+~

Today we were tested on maths and geography....
you know ~~~
the maths was very easy.. i think. but i know the result i get sure ..will be very cacat 1. lolx

GeoGRaphy..
i read it last night..
means that.. last minute i studied it.
i taught i will fail the exam... which i will brake my record !
but it came out.. hmm
just easier than I taught.
I need to catch up... to get my A's back.
otherwise,
my bm will make me..fall into the deep.

I didnt have enough energy to do my exam paper.. because
yesterday night.. i slept at the midnight.. So.... hehe

actually i got many things to write about...
but i 4got already !!!!!!!!!!!

haih
time for dinner.
bye

Nothing can replace my pain

WHAT HAD HAPPENED ON ME ????
I AM REALLY A CARELESS PERSON
OR..EVEN I M A RUBBISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
A JERK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







I DID MY BM PAPER 2 ON MONDAY
I MISSSED OUT ONE PART OF IT
MEANSSSSSSS
I DIDNT DOOOOOOOOO THE SUMMARY
WHICH CONTAINED
20 MARKSSSS




















































IS IT I GOING TO DROP ??????????????




HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

study

Now is 12:15 AM..
i m stil on the line..
why..
cz of exam loh
ishhhhhhhhh

but i trust hard work turns to be good results
hopefully lar..

got many people i want to thxxx
exspecially my gor and a fren.
they all
accompany me.. haha

white rats...

pooorrrrrrrrr blog spot it is...
haih
i wrote 4 blogs
only left 2 blogssssssss

system gets stuck !!!!!!!!!!!

My real blog

hehe... after having the experiment..
now is the time to say my stuff...

haih..
dont know why..
my feeeling get confuse
just same as my fren
pity..
cant shout too much at here....

later got people...
discriminating meeeeeeeeee

anyway
the feeling is good
i think this secret
only my brother knows it
jian xun lee
u must be proud of that

haha

succed in writing second blog

Aiyo..
what is blog spot.......
haih..
tooooo sad

i m still being stupid in creating blog
now i m typing 2nd one
to see
my blogsss
can be combine together or not
cz my gor said i m vv special
my blogsssss
all duno gone tooo where..

My DAIry..* Jan

haih..
i have to create a new blog site again..
is tough.. to post a blog here.
or else i m stupid in that..

well this is my new
paradise blog site

-janice-