Distance

Friends don't last long. it's so true as you grow older. Not all the friends, but instead, we need more time and efforts to hold the friendship. new friends, start to have feelings like: oh, I have to meet new people again... it's so tired to maintain the friendship. new friendship. to meet and to understand a person. it takes time, long time though. even the one talking, sleeping, eating etc next to you, you still can't read her/his mind. She still tells herself, the world doesn't change. even your close friends, you will doubt have they changed? or have I changed? environment , people are connected to our life eventually, thus, if our circles of life are different, it may end up we walk in different paths. not surprising though. She has learned not to adapt whatever she doesn't want(if it is given a chance for her to say no), not to just accept although she doesn't like it, not to follow when she feels it isn't right. Who can tell her why people can change? places can be the same, but people, here, the hearts, you can no longer understand them. The hearts become your neighbours, so close yet so unfamiliar with. She is not putting the blame on others, but as she feels, the views from her and her friends start to get different. different points of views, neither she nor them are wrong, just they have different points of views.

no matter what, just try to get yourself fix into the pieces whenever something goes wrong.