Saturday, April 25, 2009

April

APRIL
I don't like this APRIL. there are too many conflicts happen to me. Stress, the 1st time I have such big stress, now I understand why some people cannot cope with stress. I wish to buy a book consists of many jokes. but it has been sold out. sigh. Like what Bernice said, " I don't know how to express myself anymore." You give me more stress it will not just come out what you want me to be. You push me to the edge don't mean I can fix myself into it. I'm not flexible enough. I am a high "S"... today I went to Main Convent to listen a talk about personality. It shows I'm a loyal and very firm in relationships. I search for long term relation. in friendships or family or love...
It's quite accqurate. Because it also says that I cannot accept change fast.
Losing it is worse than gaining it. I rather hope it never comes to me than it just disappears infront of me suddenly.

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