hehe.. consider as a happy day

Today, our debate club has our meeting and I planned to have outdoor games for an hour before we started our AGM meeting.. means that.. I'm growing [elder] ... next year I am the head of the club .. I mean all form 4 are the leaders.. we guide the juniors.. we are the biggest.. stressed out !!
I ..consider as a little cunning and wicked when I in charged the game.. haha.. tried to make fun of them.. then, we started our AGM... many form 3 wanted to be the head of programmer.. means the current post I hold. They said they will do better ...than this year... TRYING TO TELL ME ..I M NOT GOOD ENOUGH.. i know they are kidding ..or maybe not. whatever it takes.. haha.. then, my turn to speak... I told them.. Why they all so wish to be the programmer... because of my friend and I.. so creative and initiative ..to think more games for them.. that's why we make them feel like it's good to be like us.. all clapped for what I said. *thanks + with princess waving hand style* Xp.
After that, I have Joyful Vanguard meeting again.. then, I went to have brunch with mum and sis. I saw a very cute baby girl...sitting next table ... She waved her hand and greeted me...with H-I !! ohhhhhhhh ..dear .. she is so sweeeeeeeeeeet......and why she only said hi to me not others?? hmm.... maybe I look caring-yes, I do. and pretty.. haha *boastful* she greeted me twice.. haha.. I was sinking in her heart ......drowning...
I went to Jusco today..hmm... Bought a music score book.. haha......then.. what else.. hmm.. my heart still pains and mr. uncle KIAN AUN still frightened me ...T.T.. miserable.. hope he doesn't read this part or I will get more add maths homework... T.T...
Today, Zhen Yong rang me up.. to ask me about love thing again.. He...only will find me.. when he has trouble in love.. I should tell his mum .. haha.. anyway, hope this year we can go traveling together ...
I saw BIG MAC online.. finally he's back.. my god brother ... growing fat and old.. haih.. pity him... haha.. anyway.. He likes to tease me which makes my life so miserable.. and heart pains again.. haha........*kidding
Oh ya... Matthew is very sad today ... pity him.... hope you are all right ..^^

Why am I so useless...

This morning, my friend asked me where was the key for the cupboard. I forgot to return it to teacher and I didn't know where did I put it.. either in washing machine or in my trousers.. sigh*
I rang up my mom and told her to look for the key... and before that, I rang up her again to look for my purse which I left at tuition center yesterday.. Why am I so forgetful and I am unforgivable.... !!
I'm so hate myself. After school, we have debate competition.. well, my slang was definitely weird. The "pin yin" I said was wrong and my junior said,"why you so weak...last time you were better." anyway, I did ok during competition I think. *geez.. pulling my hair now..
My friends talked about guys today. I told them I hope to find a guy that can give me comfort and I feel safe to be with him,example: I don't have to worry about him for being too close with other girls... that make me always jealous.
My mum scolded me for being so forgetful again.. and my academic is so "so-so"... moderate. .. not good enough.. well, I think I am weak. haih.... What's wrong.. I utterly cannot focus in class ..because I feel so tired... all the times....... especially in chemistry and bio labs.
help me...... !!!!
Besides, my heart was so pain.. it was like my veins were poked by a needle.. I couldn't laugh or I'll get the pain...... T.T ..my health is hanging by a thread again........

Someone confess to...

Today I was so embarrassing during tuition.. my teacher saw me practicing for debate competition and she teased me and also in the class !!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh... my face was so red.
I told my parents.. but they just answered me, "cheh"... WHAT !!! T.T
someone finally takes his courage to confess to my friend...... he is a very good guy and my friend is very very good girl.. he asked her should they be in together or just like now.. he lets her choose.. see.. good right.. of course at last they both choose not to be together.. as they are still young.. but they will work for it .. when they grow older.. I'm so happy they are not like those having puppy love.. they think deeply and decide.

**-Starwalk-**

This year starwalk.. I have walked 10 kilometers without stop. ^^ I met many friends, like Richard, Wooi Lun, Jo Yee and so on... I joined Jo yee's group and she has her own group too... Her friends-boys.. suddenly pushed that TOMMY HEW who walked beside me and.... he pushed me accidentally.. Well, I don't like that. It's like tricking me or him. wHatever it takes. I ran and joined Denise.. and I couldn't find Jo yee until I reached the stadium... I saw Matthew at the food stalls there.. He gave me a certificate. *thanks =) Then, we all walked to Jusco from Stadium again.. another 1 kilometer.. haha... we separated into two groups.. because Jo yee has her own friends.. and I don't know them. so I went to food court with Denise and Matthew. They all wanted to watch a movie.. and I have to wait them to buy tickets.. actually I didn't willing to stand there and wait.. I hate to wait people.. And those people I don't know also.. I was kinda hungry but they asked me to wait for them..... anyway, I was kinda bad mood for no reasons. maybe there were just I don't know how to express them out. They watched movie-the happenings. while I insisted to go tuition .. with jo yee and tommy.
today is father's day.
so I wished my dad.. after thinking about it for whole day.. I was kinda shy to say it. at last, I did. but my dad has no response ??!!! or maybe he did. .. Hide himself at a corner and smiled..... hehe.. Thinking too much. sorry.
I am arguing with someone now... sigh.....
is twelve now. gotta go.. night !!!

Fever sick

I am having fever now... since yesterday.. so ill.. I took a nap after I came back from school and now I am preparing for debate competition. ^^.
This week, my piano teacher praised my skill has improved.. she kept making fun of me. e.g. aiyo... you play piano full of feelings..sadness... so touched.. in fact, I am not that good ... ^^
Next, my debate teacher told me there are some members praised me.. I do well in my club and I'm creative. I was so happy when my teacher told me that. She added,"cannot praise you or your tail will come out," trying to say that... I will fly to the sky and forget who I am. hehe.
Yesterday, a friend sms me. I told him I have fever. haha.... He was like what ?? you din eat medicine... why you din tell your mum .... must take it seriously and so on... the 1st time, can see he is so caring but at the end.. he told me... you must take care yourself..or you get a damaged brain.. become sor por. WHAT ! He always tells me he doesn't study much... okay.. then, He gets 3 A1 4 A2 in his exam... T.T.. I wanna knock myself to the wall. I ask him, does he take part in starwalk... he says no.. don't want exercise. But I remember he said he wanna keep fit.. and now he tells me.. fat or not is not important.. healthy is fine. haha.......
My tuition friends also take care me.. thanks.^^...
* Today, Mr. Matthew asked me to buy him a bun and he would take it at outside the canteen gate. But, at last.. I was waiting him at other side... he didn't see me.. and He just walked into my school and looked for me and his bun.............. !!!!!!!!!!!! after he left, all the friends asked me why he was here.........
Ms Ai Ling likes to mention my name when she talks about her brother....... T.T....... hehe... her line isn't good.. so ... I type something and she off.. and I retype again.. she off again !!!
hope your line goes "smoothly"... no more.. rocky roads. I cheated her I have a boyfriend.. and I showed her the photo with I took with my cousin.. hehe.. and she belived it.. haha.. the 1st time, people believe that he is my boyfriend.. ^^ .. By the way, I just make fun of her. He is my cousin not my boyfriend.. DOn't get the message wrongly..

*photos I took before I went out on last saturday

One Earth, Two different worlds...

Today, I was in the car listening the 988 station news.. They said, " one earth, two different worlds.. we have power of gods to change the other world... Why don't we...? Just spend a little effort .. You can change their whole lives ..."
I get back my paperssssssssss once I back to school.. OMG.. the results are so terrible, horrible and "vegetable" .. sigh... next time do better.. all I can say is.
Many homework to catch up.. ahhh......so annoyed...help me !!!!!!!!!! T.T
actually I wanted to write many things here.. but suddenly I'm stuck.. maybe too many things in my brain now.. .. sigh......... Hope can finish it quickly.. I was lazy during holidays and now.... serve me right...

Thursday.

Today, I followed grandparents to have lunch and we went to cousin's house. Her house design is so unique.. I can bring my friends to stay overnight next time.. ^^
Tuition today... Vivian did a brave thingy. We found out a boy was rewriting the same sentence on the board..so, Shireen told the st. micheal boys to tell him. But they didn't dare or whatever...At last, Vivian stood up and told him. SO BRAVE we girls... applause*
Denise said she'll migrate to england or Australia after some years. tak berat hati saya.....T.T.. REMEMBER SEND THE TICKETS TO ME TO VISIT YOU AS YOU HAVE PROMISED ME.
^^
Thank you.
I find everyday after 11pm ..I am quite moody... haih.. don't know why.
stop here. bye ^^

(the picture I took in bus with Denise)
guess which one is my shoes..
we wore Nike shoes & Addidas Pants.

A big surprise on Wednesday, thanks.. xo xo

Today morning, I needed to go back to school for extra BIOLOGY class.so bored...and ying xin & I was like....duh....although she taught us quite well this time but I really couldn't focus in class.
Ying Xin went to male's toilet in school as all the female toilets were locked.hahahahaha......we went to salim for lunch and met ying xin's mum.
They asked me to go for swimming at 5pm. My mum said it's gonna rain, so quite impossible to go swimming. I told friends but they said just tried.
At 4 something, Shireen rang me up and asked me to prepare for a swim later.[pack things] she said she came late so I continued to watch the HK drama until 5pm.suddenly, a car stopped infront of my house.BERnice came.. omg !! I havent prepared yet and I was wearing choir tee and a red shorts. I quickly packed my things and got into the car. Bernice, Bertin, Shireen & I went to ICCC only because Ying Xin said she wasn't free. We reached there and I saw Shireen. She was at the entrance of swimming pool. We went in there and the clerk told us, non members must pay RM5 each if they want to swim. so,we didn't swim as it was going to rain. Shireen suggested we could go to I-box and sing songs. We went into the lift then.=]we went to 2nd floor but it was for spa.aiya.the workers looked at us.we blushed.haha. we went to 3rd floor and here it is...I-BOX. We followed Shireen to go inside there..and I asked, "don't you need to ask people whether the room is available?" she said,"no need, as I'm a member.." I believed her. then, she went into a room... I wanted to stop her, "hey... You haven't asked them whether the room is available..Maybe someone is in the room... and see there's some food on the table...!!!" the room was so dark...and suddenly....... "ahhh..........." light turned on.. haha. They held a belated birthday party for me... I hugged Shireen and I cried.. I hugged Ying Xin....
Amelia, Ying Xin, Matthew, Bertin, Bernice, Shireen and I played in the room. We sang songs... ate yummy food.... threw ice to each other. haha..[actually only matthew, ying xin and me did that to others] =)
I was a bottle of champagne on the table.. I like it.. hehe.. so touched...
I was so happy and I thought I was dreaming.. I asked them to pinch my face.. haha.
We have a wonderful time...then, we left after 7.30pm... We went to playground.. I played the swing with Bernice.. and slide.. hehe..until Shireen's mum came. We fetched Matthew to home, he climbed into the house.......WOW...

Below are the photos we take...^^

We should appreciate the food and drink we have , be thankful to god

What does my name mean ??

What Janice Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Sing Yee Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Happy Birthday.

Today is my auntie's birthday. this is the 1st time she has a birthday party. all family members gather around. I am looking forward to it. ^^
tomorrow need to back to school to attend the Bio class...sigh. lazy. i havent finished my homework also. gonna.. hang myself. hehe.
yesterday i slept at 4am. although i didnt want to sleep that late. but.. haha. playing .. what.
Recently, I always chat with Ai ling.seems like I know her better and more than before. ^^

Touched...