A little boy's story

It's easy to be happy, to receive happiness, if you know how to enjoy your life !
I was thinking should I quit the job as I start looking for University to pursue my degree. Yesterday, I went to my work place. The kids were sitting in the classroom waiting for me and when I came in, a girl said,"Teacher, he bought you a gift." I could see a joyous face on her and a blushing face on him. He gave me a small notebook, ANGRY BIRD notebook.
"Wow, thank you. Will it be too expansive? Where you bought it?"I sat down and he handed the notebook to me.
"No.I bought it at bookshop."He smiled without looking at my eyes.
"May I ask how much is it?"
"RM2."
"Wow."voices from both of us,the little girl and I. He bought RM3 to school and he spend RM2 for me? He is such a sweet guy. I understand why he gave it to me.
"Thank you. Can you write your name there? And date as well." I wanted to remember that day, meaningful day.
Recalling back to the first day I met him, I saw beside him, this little boy was shivering, didn't dare to say anything to me while the other two students were chit-chatting with me, non-stop.
He is a slow learner but he is a very nice boy, a very gentleman KID! The little girl always bullies him and he just dares to say,"Wey, it's my pencil." In the end, he still lets her takes his pencil.
By looking at them, I understand the kids' world now. Remember once I asked them what are their ambitions.
"Doctor!"
"Scientist!"
"...Car Technician."This little boy spoke softly. I was surprised why he wanted to become a car technician as this occupation doesn't really so-called appear in Moral Study book. The students wanted to become doctor or scientist become those terms appear in that book, ha-ha.
"Why you want to become a car technician?"I asked, curiosity drove me crazy.
"Because my father is a car technician!"He was smiling cheerfully. I could imagine a circle of light around his head. He smiled like an angel.

His smile melts my heart. Thank you for giving me a book to encourage me I should continue teaching until I leave to further my study.

Rest in peace

Din expect my 6th uncle passed away yesterday in all sudden. From Chinese New Year, we knew there's a tumor in his lungs and waiting to do the test for it, not within a week, he passed away. in the operation, losing too much blood, I was at MCD, suddenly get a call from mom, I was shocked, ANOTHER OF MY FAMILY MEMBER LEFT US. although we seldom met, but we were family. meet once a year, or more than that, at least I could greet him when we meet, but not now, it's like the recorder, repeating what had happened last few years ago, my grandpa had passed away, now his brother left us, this big family, his children and his wife, deepest sadness and sorrowfulness, kept within themselves, I can understand, I've been through, life is a routine, I am afraid the closest family members will leave me soon, although it's a natural process, I know, I know this clearly.

Hope he rest in peace, sorry uncle, I didn't get to know you very well, but I appreciate the love of the family we had. see you.

Faster

I watched a new MOVIE again ! it's called FASTER. at first, the title of the movie didn't catch my eyesight until I saw the guy beside this BIG WORD, he is Dwayne Johnson, hahaha, somehow I love to watch his movies. Audrey and I went to watch it and it was very touched and cool. He took revenge for his brother to kill all of the bad guys, and one survived. There's a guy with beautiful eyes chased after him too... with all sorts of dramatic scenes you could't imagine that !

If you wanna know more about it, just go for a movie !

before that, I just went for volleyball training with Li ying, and today was quite happy cause I able to play it erm... Better than That DAY.... :)

this is the first holiday I din go to meet my friends at all, just families. well, I am busy everyday too, with study, and hang out with cousins.

get a lot of presents this time, when I open my wardrobe, I saw new clothes !!! from different relatives. they came back from all over the places, got me a shirt, jacket, etc. thank you so much. packing my luggage now, really need to think what should I bring back to my place.

there are so many things to do~

arghhhhhhhhhhh.........

can't wait to finish the exam, spend my time reading the books I like !! :)

that's all.

:)

cheers

Shopping Spree

phew, finally finish my MOCK exam !!! I don't think I will get good results this time, it is so tough !! :( argghhhhhh !!!!!! especially my stats and maths papers !!!! kill me !!!
yesterday after finished exam, we went to TIME SQUARE to wander around, some girls did buy some clothes but Audrey and I just walked around looking for FOOD ~~!!! :)
after spending more than 4 hours there, some people already went back home, left Li ying, Shiow chi, Audrey, Hanley and I walking to the next destination-sungei wang ! it was not as crowded as time square, but my feet were so pain after walking whole day....
the worst part was taking KTM back to Subang, it's so tiring...we were like sardines in between the bread(people).. hard to grasp for fresh air. We went to Subang parade and Carrefour, to have our dinner and bought some books there !!! We went to 5 shopping malls in a day !! BREAK MY RECORD !! yeeepeee !!!!
today, shiow chi and i went to sunway pyramid, we just walked around to burn fats, in the end, ended up in popular, I sat on the floor reading books, which the kids would normally do !!! hahaa... lunch time, we went to Papa's John and the pizza I ordered was costly and small like ....as if it just a piece of bread !!! :(


now, just let me relax for a day, and fight again for AS ! :)

*SharinG*

it seems like for ages I din express my feelings here.
suddenly have the mood, so here I am...
been in college for several months, seriously, I have experienced tonnes of things that I never had out of my life before ! high school girl like others. but living by myself, completely different, not controlled by anyone-parents, but I have to decide what I should do or should not. it's really challenging, as people say we study outside might become a spoilt child or something even worse. so far, I think I am still all right, but just getting more independence. learn how to take care myself, last time I always get sick after studying here, after sometimes, I used to it..although I am sick now.lol...
my friends, mostly are couple up ! at 1st I will still miss the moment being into relationship, being care, etc, but after sometimes, I think I don't need a boyfriend now, I have friends and freedom, with a boyfriend, it's just like i need to care about his feelings, and not really can enjoy my single life ! boyfriend ?! why so rush ?!! it isn't something I want !!! I finally get this into my mind !!! however, sometimes still will have crush on others, but it's not a big deal what... ~
studying college I know many friends and I was so scare I couldn't enjoy my life here compared to high school time...but it turns out well ! everyday I laugh like crazy fellow...although will go through some tough time too !!!
I look around, people start to work hard for MOCK or some don't really show this infront of us, but they are preparing for it too... it makes me feel scared too.. I keep telling myself I need to complete this and that but in the end, can't complete it at all... my determination not that strong, you know ? I feel sad for this !!!!
i cannot hold a book and sit for whole day which I would really try to do for so many years !!! I just relax and read a while and relax again, just like now !!!
is there any better way to improve myself??
I wonder.

13th - Friday

13th - Friday, supposed it's a bad day for everyone... but for me , it's a lucky day ! suddenly my friend bet with me by wearing the look-like-clown costume, and I accepted it ! in the end, he suddenly asked me to choose the dress i like...
and I chose it... !! hahaha..
now think about it, it seems I have dream about this before, I mean I dreamed I received a present suddenly... now i really feel that I can foresee something sometimes, it just weird, doesn't make sense.. I dreamed I heard the conversation of somebody and it really happened after few months, exactly the same !! what do we call it ?!!!?!
I really don't know. I told my mom about this, she thought I was crazy and said it was a bad sign if it were REAL ...
well, still have few more weeks to MOCK, really scare and tried to put efforts into my studies because everyone wishes to get into the best uni, I hope so, with scholarship !
everyone, LET's FIGHT ~!!!

another tiring day !!! after moving all the things and cleaning the room, feel so tired and relieve... !
a month away to MOCK exam, honestly, I don't know where should I start reading. I keep telling myself I need to study, in the end, the progress of my study is super slow...
the area I live is so hectic and at night can see so many people loitering. It gives me another night scene of KL.
louis, hanley, shiow chi dyed their hair today and skipped the MPW class, but in the end, not much changes also. haha, they still need to dye it at least twice.
today, it's the longest hours I spent in library, and I feeling great !!! :)
that's all for today !! :)
tata ~

Inception

INCEPTION ? at first, I thought by looking at the poster of it, must be damn BORING .. but after my friends said people recommended us to watch that, I gave it a try.
instead, it's awesome and hardly can understand. dream with 3 layers?

I guess it gave Hanley some inspiration of becoming an architect ? :)
If we really live in dream, would you like it ? we can create whatever we want inside the dream, that also reflects in reality, this world, many people wish to escape from it and achieve what they strive for !
this is my 1st movie with Hanley, Ryan, Li Ying, Louis and Siau Lin. now I recall back, normally I watch movie with Audrey and Shiow Chi only ?! hahaha...
we have our lunch at papa john, my 1st time there, quite tasty. :)
really need to put in effort to study ! wanna get rid of my laziness !!
stop here, bye :)

just another random blog !! I am feeling hungry again after eating mamak with audrey and her sis and chee wai.. all crap here and there, that's what I need after class, be fun ! but sometimes I will suddenly get down when I cannot concentrate in class. I find guilty if I din pay attention to teachers, as my parents paying so much money and I have my own targets ... I don't want just sit there and doing nothing.. but I also wanna join my friends to chit chat with them...just like it's very contradicting and feel so wrong, however, I decide when study I will be serious in study, when play I will be very playful.. hope you guys won't get angry when I suddenly walk away to sit infront cause I wanna focus in class. study 100% is impossible for me, but I learn how to make time arrangement....again, don't ignore me if I become very serious....

friends, all are about to break up !? break up season that's what we called... seeing..friends crying, headache, relief after going through all sorts of break up thingy... seriously... I find I DON'T NEED A BOYFRIEND...just like.. I am so much enjoying single life.. I can do whatever I want, be with who, go to where, all under my control.. not being locked up in a cage, to do what is told to do....
my love view has changed since I study in college. means I won't stop closing with guys because I have a BOyfriend ! such as... won't talk to guys much ? that's sounds so ridiculous for me now. social life is essential !! I hate guys being over sensitive, until get jealous...and come to arguments again? wasting time and energy...

nothing much here, my parents place a TV in my room ~ haha..so happy.. can't wAIT TO go back to my home... :)

Invade a boy's school

Invade a boy's school today !

haha, I borrow clothes from my friends and followed them into the school, only the form 6 has female students... I was so luckily that I didn't get caught by discipline teacher who was just a few steps infront of me.. PHEW ~
then, today the form 6 have their sports competition such as badminton, basketball and netball...
My friend brought me into the library, the hall and canteen... so far only those recognized me started calling my name...and they were so surprised of my appearance there... hahaha...
it's a nice day though ! :)

Connect again !

it's been a long time, 3 of us din chat...
tonight we on Skype again. haha.
so it's true that if they are your best friends, no matter where we are, we still remain the same...
we are talking all sorts of things, so once in a while we need to update each other the latest news as it's the way to maintain the friendship too.
:)
good luck guys !
see you in DECEMBER ~

it's been another week :)

it's been another week of my holiday !!
charge the battery and prepare for the next semester to begin... Wow.. ! how nervous I am because tomorrow evening I will know whether I can to maintain my scholarship...

today, suddenly I am interested in the flowers...
My skill isn't good but.. it still shows, the flower is beautiful, right ? :)

the roses that I found in the garden...
*I know I gain weight (alot) but still take a picture here ...hahaaaa...

really need to spend my holiday wisely ... watch tv and read my storybooks that I din touch for ages !!!

How do my collegemates spend their holidays ? most of them say that it's too long and boring ?! hahaha...

see you guys in JULY !!!

Amazing days

You don't know how amazing my days have been ! hahaha... it's so cool !
my relatives came back from Canada...
We went shopping to buy clothes, went back to my popo's house to have dinner ~
and have little chit-chat ! haha..



after they left, I went to meet my friends, I went to "kacau" their schools... hahahaha...
It's Richard's farewell... well , I enjoyed it so much, we chat and sang K in Parade..
well, all the friends beside studying form6, they fly to other places to study which means we won't meet much after high-school time...
so, I really appreciate the time we being together !



suddenly, I feel I'm blessed, because I have warm and sweet families and lovely friends !
love you guys !!! :)

Exam is over !

my final exam finally finished, hooray ! but the results, eerrrrr... just temporary forget about it ! hahahaha...

now is packing all the things, thinking how should I spend my holiday !

Yesterday night, my friends and I were watching football competition, WORLD CUP, we totally forgot the exam, hahaha... Argentina v Korea Republic, Louis lost to me !!!! yeahhhhhhhhhh !!! hahahahahahahahaha.....*they so "gan jeoung" about the match
*this one, wanted to tell the whole world about the match (mobile)
*these two so sad about the match, especially LOUIS !!!

*SERIOUS TALK !

Before that,
*all busy studying
*headache !

*BURST !!!

yesterday, Shiow chi and I cooked spaghetti for my friends. and we really have an enjoyable night, laughter in the house...
cooking the spaghetti half way, we accidentally broke the chopsticks into two !!! hahahahaha

That's all !! :)

updates

Updates

Days after days, it has been one semester already. I feel like, so FAST ! maybe I enjoy studying here? yea, it is. but when I was alone, I started thinking all those unwanted stuffs. Think about how I managed to live in KL by myself all this while ?! Did I ever regret of my decision ? Comin' here without any friends, although there are relatives here but impossible everyday they gonna be with me, so I still need to suit myself in this new environment. If give me a chance again, will I make the same decision ? probably not ?! but because I want to study the subjects I want, I chose to come here, to accept the new environment, to learn all the things by myself. I stay away from home, which I miss so much, my parents have their "new" life without me, hahaha, become more sedentary, relax, but they always call me and hope I will be home once I'm free. My daddy always arranges transports for me, hahaha...
perhaps, after staying outside by myself, I realize that home always the best, that give you support. eventhough mom always cooks the same thing but now for me it tastes the best. that's what I learn today !

about friends, so far, friendship has a lot of changes, at first may get closer to someone but now already fading away(friendship). Some getting closer.
i start to laugh loudly after 2 months here, before that, just smile, now is big laugh. because I know a group of friends who know how to being crazy with me, gossips, play, chats...
all enlighten my life. i know I must keep going, to achieve my target !

Next, I am so dark now !! who says college girls will be fair compared to high school ?!!!! ahhhhhhh...even gain weight !! yeesh !!!!!!!! ok, skip this topic, nothing much about it !

I find that many people are in love currently, all started to have boyfriend and girlfriend, love in the air ?! hahaha....

some friends, busy with their life and slowly forget their "original" friends ! HELLO, I am here, OKAY ?!!!
don't tell me you guys will find me after 5 years !
now just graduated not even a year !!!
all busy with their life !
damn SAD ! :(

Final exam is around the corner, I start to feel panic ! urgh !
after that,I will have my semester break ! planning what to do for that time !
1st, watch all my anime ! I brought them here but din watch at all !!! T.T

anyway, just busy with life, and different kind of life, what i am thinking is, it's away from home, many years will it be, not like childhood time anymore, can stay by parents side every day and night, so, appreciate your parents more ! :)

My first presentation

* After presentation
*My classmates, guys are my group presenters !
*My group presenters, smart ??
* there's another guy is my presenter too !

this is my 1st presentation in college !

It made me nervous yet it's enjoyable !
thank you guys for making your efforts ! although everyone doing last minute work !

Picture of the day

PICTURE OF THE DAY

it's random pic taken by my friend...
I love it alot.
these two are my good friends in college.
love you guys ~! xoxoxo

Mix FeeLings

Woah ! what a week ! it's indescribable ! I feel like a bit strange, is love flowing around in the air ?
haha, well, I enjoy being a single ! so much fun !

this week, mix feelings I have, sad but friends support me, thanks a lot ! although they don't know what happened to me, but they always cheer me up, even I come far from Ipoh to KL to study, I still able to meet some nice & good friends ! really GOD BLESS ME !

Yesterday night, I went to Audrey's house to stay over, certainly, we've girls talk ! haha :) enjoyed it also.

I went to IOI mall today with my aunt and cousin, bought the formal attire and high heels ! >.<...just imagine I suddenly become an OL and also, my daddy's birthday present ! it's a very nice shirt, I like the colour !

I'll buy myself a birthday present too (parents promise to pay it for me) ! surveying now... ~

hmph... this week, I always follow Audrey and her boyfriend to go out for dinner, like a light bulb now, but they address me as their "lui lui" = daughter, so means one big family go out... lalala ~ actually Audrey like my real mom also, while her bf also like my real dad too. I mean the way they talk, how Audrey bullied her bf, etc....

I spent my week meaningfully, and I feel time flies so so so so FAST ! don't you think so ?
sit there a while, 2 hours pass; do something, one day over... hahahahaha....


oh ya oh ya, I met Ching Miao this Wednesday, we planned to sing "may our path meet again" and record it !!!! cool ! :)

* HAVE A NICE WEEKEND*

I'm not a bad girl

Sigh... It's close to my bedtime but wish to express my feelings here. Just now, I brought my friend and her boyfriend back to my apartment, we just did homework. However, my housemate's parents suddenly came here and they saw us, I greeted them, so did my friends. After that, my housemate sent me a message, she said her dad doesn't like guys around here, this is girl's hostel, he wanted to talk to me about that, in the end he did not. Of course, this frightened me as I scare I give bad impression to other people but boys come over I don't find anything wrong because we are NOT doing anything what we shouldn't do. He just accompany his girlfriend and waited her to finish her homework and send her back to home, sigh. Just a simply misunderstand. I know parents may not like to see that and I can understand it because they will think what kind of boys we meet and even bring into the house, however we din make noise or did any improper things. My parents also know about that, but they trust on me so I bring friends back it's okay.
Anyway, still feel not that happy after knowin' this. like doing wrong things or give a bad impression to others again. What else, that guy also feels bad for that, haha...