volleyball

hey we come, it makes me feel alive since I joined volleyball, first, I love to play this kind of sports, 2nd, I get a proper training from the people.

doing exercise twice a week at least I can persuade myself I have change to keep fit, by not just sleep and eat, STUDY as well. hahahaha...

at the beginning of those training days, I was afraid of the new people. luckily Li Ying joined the club with me, and both of us really tried to learn as much as we can.

She is a fast learner, now she already can play it quite well compared to those in my high school.
The people there are friendly as well, I start to mix with them, hmmm, actually I've fun now !
although only left one month more, I will still appreciate the days I spent in this college, and volleyball club will be one of my best college memories !

Faster

I watched a new MOVIE again ! it's called FASTER. at first, the title of the movie didn't catch my eyesight until I saw the guy beside this BIG WORD, he is Dwayne Johnson, hahaha, somehow I love to watch his movies. Audrey and I went to watch it and it was very touched and cool. He took revenge for his brother to kill all of the bad guys, and one survived. There's a guy with beautiful eyes chased after him too... with all sorts of dramatic scenes you could't imagine that !

If you wanna know more about it, just go for a movie !

before that, I just went for volleyball training with Li ying, and today was quite happy cause I able to play it erm... Better than That DAY.... :)

AS first day

first day of AS, why am I so relaxing now ? Just finished the "heavy" paper. finally can gasp for air a while...

it's quite easy, hope I din miss out everything, and hope my hardwork does really pay off :)

my college peeps just sent me many messages for the wishes !! thanks guys !! LOVE YOU

Shopping Spree

phew, finally finish my MOCK exam !!! I don't think I will get good results this time, it is so tough !! :( argghhhhhh !!!!!! especially my stats and maths papers !!!! kill me !!!
yesterday after finished exam, we went to TIME SQUARE to wander around, some girls did buy some clothes but Audrey and I just walked around looking for FOOD ~~!!! :)
after spending more than 4 hours there, some people already went back home, left Li ying, Shiow chi, Audrey, Hanley and I walking to the next destination-sungei wang ! it was not as crowded as time square, but my feet were so pain after walking whole day....
the worst part was taking KTM back to Subang, it's so tiring...we were like sardines in between the bread(people).. hard to grasp for fresh air. We went to Subang parade and Carrefour, to have our dinner and bought some books there !!! We went to 5 shopping malls in a day !! BREAK MY RECORD !! yeeepeee !!!!
today, shiow chi and i went to sunway pyramid, we just walked around to burn fats, in the end, ended up in popular, I sat on the floor reading books, which the kids would normally do !!! hahaa... lunch time, we went to Papa's John and the pizza I ordered was costly and small like ....as if it just a piece of bread !!! :(


now, just let me relax for a day, and fight again for AS ! :)

Dead BorEd

I don't know what happened to me this week, kinda have mood swing this whole week ! even I have tears rolling when I woke up, because of a dream, that was too funny, deep down, is there something hidden in my heart? that I couldn't find a place to release it. something unsolved, think too much...
1st, is about my study, suddenly feel like no mood to listen what lecturers teach this week, I am not paying attention this whole week.. feel sleepy, but at night I couldn't sleep well..
something pop out from my mind is : Hormone Change. since this year, whenever I have tension, I will go through all types of symptoms ...but I don't know how to handle it.
2nd, guys. this doesn't bother me much, but I was asked again the same question. at first, I set my mind that I wanna focus on study... but after sometimes, when I look at my friends enjoying their love life, whenever they are in trouble, the guy will be the first to help them. Sometimes girls like me do really need this kind of feeling, feel safe ! I also hope I will have one, however reality kills me...I heard the couple quarrel, the girl cried, all these things, I experienced before. it's like ArGh ! too troublesome, yes, it's so true.. I hate facing this part, quarrel will definitely affect the study.
The guy wishes to hold me back, that's what he told me..I just can say sorry. although it did make me recall back all those sweet days, sorry, not now..
even back together, I will break one day.
my mind changed.
not that immature anymore.
I know how I want my future goes before getting into a REAL relationship.
So, all those flower, soap opera thinking for LOVE needs not appear in my dream again.
It's very contradicting. I am 18, still hope for getting into a romantic love like other college students have..waiting for the right guy.
the other hand, I know it doesn't last long, I will leave this place to pursue my study elsewhere, strive for future...
I go alone, not with friends that are by my side now or parents.
The path I choose, I face it myself...
Long love distance, I saw the example. within half year, broke up. It doesn't work well for our age now.

Although I told friends about these, there are still something lock inside my heart.. is it all this while.. I make the problems "condensed" in my heart too long... until it gonna explode? I don't know...

I kinda like lost myself somehow....
trying to get back into one piece.
just wish to continue be a happy girl...

*SharinG*

it seems like for ages I din express my feelings here.
suddenly have the mood, so here I am...
been in college for several months, seriously, I have experienced tonnes of things that I never had out of my life before ! high school girl like others. but living by myself, completely different, not controlled by anyone-parents, but I have to decide what I should do or should not. it's really challenging, as people say we study outside might become a spoilt child or something even worse. so far, I think I am still all right, but just getting more independence. learn how to take care myself, last time I always get sick after studying here, after sometimes, I used to it..although I am sick now.lol...
my friends, mostly are couple up ! at 1st I will still miss the moment being into relationship, being care, etc, but after sometimes, I think I don't need a boyfriend now, I have friends and freedom, with a boyfriend, it's just like i need to care about his feelings, and not really can enjoy my single life ! boyfriend ?! why so rush ?!! it isn't something I want !!! I finally get this into my mind !!! however, sometimes still will have crush on others, but it's not a big deal what... ~
studying college I know many friends and I was so scare I couldn't enjoy my life here compared to high school time...but it turns out well ! everyday I laugh like crazy fellow...although will go through some tough time too !!!
I look around, people start to work hard for MOCK or some don't really show this infront of us, but they are preparing for it too... it makes me feel scared too.. I keep telling myself I need to complete this and that but in the end, can't complete it at all... my determination not that strong, you know ? I feel sad for this !!!!
i cannot hold a book and sit for whole day which I would really try to do for so many years !!! I just relax and read a while and relax again, just like now !!!
is there any better way to improve myself??
I wonder.

13th - Friday

13th - Friday, supposed it's a bad day for everyone... but for me , it's a lucky day ! suddenly my friend bet with me by wearing the look-like-clown costume, and I accepted it ! in the end, he suddenly asked me to choose the dress i like...
and I chose it... !! hahaha..
now think about it, it seems I have dream about this before, I mean I dreamed I received a present suddenly... now i really feel that I can foresee something sometimes, it just weird, doesn't make sense.. I dreamed I heard the conversation of somebody and it really happened after few months, exactly the same !! what do we call it ?!!!?!
I really don't know. I told my mom about this, she thought I was crazy and said it was a bad sign if it were REAL ...
well, still have few more weeks to MOCK, really scare and tried to put efforts into my studies because everyone wishes to get into the best uni, I hope so, with scholarship !
everyone, LET's FIGHT ~!!!

another tiring day !!! after moving all the things and cleaning the room, feel so tired and relieve... !
a month away to MOCK exam, honestly, I don't know where should I start reading. I keep telling myself I need to study, in the end, the progress of my study is super slow...
the area I live is so hectic and at night can see so many people loitering. It gives me another night scene of KL.
louis, hanley, shiow chi dyed their hair today and skipped the MPW class, but in the end, not much changes also. haha, they still need to dye it at least twice.
today, it's the longest hours I spent in library, and I feeling great !!! :)
that's all for today !! :)
tata ~

Inception

INCEPTION ? at first, I thought by looking at the poster of it, must be damn BORING .. but after my friends said people recommended us to watch that, I gave it a try.
instead, it's awesome and hardly can understand. dream with 3 layers?

I guess it gave Hanley some inspiration of becoming an architect ? :)
If we really live in dream, would you like it ? we can create whatever we want inside the dream, that also reflects in reality, this world, many people wish to escape from it and achieve what they strive for !
this is my 1st movie with Hanley, Ryan, Li Ying, Louis and Siau Lin. now I recall back, normally I watch movie with Audrey and Shiow Chi only ?! hahaha...
we have our lunch at papa john, my 1st time there, quite tasty. :)
really need to put in effort to study ! wanna get rid of my laziness !!
stop here, bye :)

Exam is over !

my final exam finally finished, hooray ! but the results, eerrrrr... just temporary forget about it ! hahahaha...

now is packing all the things, thinking how should I spend my holiday !

Yesterday night, my friends and I were watching football competition, WORLD CUP, we totally forgot the exam, hahaha... Argentina v Korea Republic, Louis lost to me !!!! yeahhhhhhhhhh !!! hahahahahahahahaha.....*they so "gan jeoung" about the match
*this one, wanted to tell the whole world about the match (mobile)
*these two so sad about the match, especially LOUIS !!!

*SERIOUS TALK !

Before that,
*all busy studying
*headache !

*BURST !!!

yesterday, Shiow chi and I cooked spaghetti for my friends. and we really have an enjoyable night, laughter in the house...
cooking the spaghetti half way, we accidentally broke the chopsticks into two !!! hahahahaha

That's all !! :)

updates

Updates

Days after days, it has been one semester already. I feel like, so FAST ! maybe I enjoy studying here? yea, it is. but when I was alone, I started thinking all those unwanted stuffs. Think about how I managed to live in KL by myself all this while ?! Did I ever regret of my decision ? Comin' here without any friends, although there are relatives here but impossible everyday they gonna be with me, so I still need to suit myself in this new environment. If give me a chance again, will I make the same decision ? probably not ?! but because I want to study the subjects I want, I chose to come here, to accept the new environment, to learn all the things by myself. I stay away from home, which I miss so much, my parents have their "new" life without me, hahaha, become more sedentary, relax, but they always call me and hope I will be home once I'm free. My daddy always arranges transports for me, hahaha...
perhaps, after staying outside by myself, I realize that home always the best, that give you support. eventhough mom always cooks the same thing but now for me it tastes the best. that's what I learn today !

about friends, so far, friendship has a lot of changes, at first may get closer to someone but now already fading away(friendship). Some getting closer.
i start to laugh loudly after 2 months here, before that, just smile, now is big laugh. because I know a group of friends who know how to being crazy with me, gossips, play, chats...
all enlighten my life. i know I must keep going, to achieve my target !

Next, I am so dark now !! who says college girls will be fair compared to high school ?!!!! ahhhhhhh...even gain weight !! yeesh !!!!!!!! ok, skip this topic, nothing much about it !

I find that many people are in love currently, all started to have boyfriend and girlfriend, love in the air ?! hahaha....

some friends, busy with their life and slowly forget their "original" friends ! HELLO, I am here, OKAY ?!!!
don't tell me you guys will find me after 5 years !
now just graduated not even a year !!!
all busy with their life !
damn SAD ! :(

Final exam is around the corner, I start to feel panic ! urgh !
after that,I will have my semester break ! planning what to do for that time !
1st, watch all my anime ! I brought them here but din watch at all !!! T.T

anyway, just busy with life, and different kind of life, what i am thinking is, it's away from home, many years will it be, not like childhood time anymore, can stay by parents side every day and night, so, appreciate your parents more ! :)

My first presentation

* After presentation
*My classmates, guys are my group presenters !
*My group presenters, smart ??
* there's another guy is my presenter too !

this is my 1st presentation in college !

It made me nervous yet it's enjoyable !
thank you guys for making your efforts ! although everyone doing last minute work !