Sunday, July 06, 2008

I saw HK artists......yeepeeee



Guess what ??!! I was sad because yesterday I couldn't go to parade to see the Hong Kong stars.. but today.when I was having tuition..teacher told us..they were at downstairs...>>Kimbali's restaurant. He asked us to go down to see them.. wahhhh !! I thought he was kidding with us.. but he really asked us to do so. .. So, I became the "leader" to lead the friends to meet them.. close distance... between they and us. I don't have to go to parade...pack with other people.. just to peek at them.. haha.. no need !!! haha....... very happy !!!

by the way, I bought myself a shirt today... post the pic here.. hehe..^^


















I'm wearing it now.. hehehehehe..

so many people..unhappy today.. ai ling..matthew...and many more.. i guess..
hope u all happy..and i m willing to be your listener.. other than that.. i dont know how to help.. feell ssssooooo sorrrrrrrrrrry...for that.. ((.-.))

Annoucement.. haha.. SMall mac..or MCD finally takes up his books to study.. because of the promise.. I promised him if he studies and do well in his studies... i will treat him a MCD.. he really work hard for it. go !! go !! gooooooooo !!

Big mac. u really neeed to thank me
and don't ever call me.. mushroom head..hehe.........
obese...u are... not me ..!!! hehe........
in august.. I wanna trim my hair.. hahaha... saloon ..here I come !!!!!!!
today... Ipoh has Ipoh international run.. I din go... cz.. health problem...........

*ai ling... hope u always happy.. i will always support u .!!! *kisses and hugs*

the photos we took ... during ah qi and ah kai's birthday party... !! we have... bernice, janice-me, glenn, hui xian, xue yan, bertin, kent, kar wai, wai kit, amelia, eliza, shireen and so on !! ^^
enjoyable 1st of july...

Saturday, July 05, 2008

the two weeks I didn't online

Yo.. back to my lovely blog again.. What has happened recently.. that's really a lots. lol.. 1st, my mum sets a target for me.. if i can't do well in add maths I need to change tuition. she says...I'm too weak need to find another tutor.. not kian aun's fault of course..she says kian aun teaches smart people..who.. can catch up easily.. well......I have to score high marks ...in my exam..

Yesterday, after we took our report cards................ zEEeeee... hehe... we have lunch with Shireen's family.. my family and her family.. (no dads) .. then, Ying Xin.. Bernice... Shireen... came to my house.. to have GIRLS' talk... keke..* laugh...
We chat and we cried.. haha.. too many secrets.. not we cried.. is they cried.. haha.. I told them.. they are my best friends in my life.. no matter what.. I believe we won't betray each other because of anything in future.. 4.7.2008.. I did something.. which made my friends proud of me.. *cheeseeeezzz* hehe...

Today, I went to jusco with shireeen.. hanging around. .. .. .. nowadays the economy isn't good so we didn't buy anything...except a box of photo album...each one of us takes one. . we four... ^^
I joined Elim youth meeting today.. talked about "how far can we go"....it's kinda focus on sex... what bible said about it... and It gave me some ideas.-positive..of course.

I wrote 3 letters to my best friends... *blink blink...* others didn't know what's the issue in my letter.. haha...it's private and confidential..xp.

Oh ya........it has been a week or more than a week... I didn't online. sorry..you guys.. haha.. I am kinda busy for my schoooll activities.......homework.... tuition .......and watch tv.. hahaha......*smirk*
and.. I miss you ..Ai ling.. haha.. wish to chat with you.. but you aren't on the line now....sigh.. *sobs sobs*

Tommy offended me.. and he wrote many times "sorry" in a few pieces of papers.... So I forgave him... before that, I was really mad at him..and pissed out.......
so now......everything has settled............
we're friends.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Why files keep bothering me..

Sometimes I really wish to whack him. and now his girlfriend. they both really..weirdo. I didn't offend them also. I wish to kill them... but... this is not the best way... because at last I'll deserve the punishment myself. I kill them.. they will just feel the pain for 30 min..or less.. isn't worth to let those cheap feeeeelllowssssss to suffer for that only only only THIRTY minutes or lesss than that...

Next monday, I will be on the stage and sing..rap songs... OMG !!!!!!! scary**
for ms. leong - my form teacher 's retirement...
she's cute.. haha....

Recently, my emotions are like sea waves... up and down easily.... I am so speechless.. now !!!! who's fault. ... ... .. !!!!!!?!?!?!!

now Ai ling is opening her webcam.. and I can see her playing her guitar...*with no sound. haha...
feeeeling better ..after chatting with her. Thanks .. ^^

Loo and I become closer friends .. I think .. haha.. because sometimes..we are like strangers..sometimes like close friends.. whatever.. I am happy to have a good friend..like him.

BIG MAC on sales.. lelong lelong.. RM1... no business again....... T.T
stop here.
bye.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Don't bring your baby to find a barber again...



Some think it's very GRUESOME DISGUSTING ...but indeed... it Is cute..... ^^

I taught my friend how to wash clothes yesterday

Since she was born until yesterday.. she didn't even know how to wash the clothes......She is 16, my friend.. Bernice Ong.. haha... she came to my house.. I taught her how to wash clothes..rinse it...and so on.. see ... I am her master .. XD.
Next, today I went to Corporation shop of my school to buy two teddies to help the lady who diagnosed with leukemia... one is for myself.. another one was bought by my friend...my classmates...grabbed my teddies and pinched ... punched ... screwed... and twisted them.. T.T.. myy teddies.....
today, Bernice will go to Teluk Batik for 3 days.. so everyone, don't miss her too much.. I help her to pass this message around.. Yesterday, I send a forward msg to many friends.. haha.. then, that tommy rang me up.. he thought something happened to me....(the msg was told I was in danger).. but act it's a joke, a forward message....... ahahahahahaha.... oh then, matthew rang up bernice..as I used Ber's hp to forward the msg to him........ hehehehehe.

*BIG MAC ON SALES
Recently, there's another big promotion of big mac. this mac is hardly you can find in Malaysia because he is in Australia, Melbourne. He is not thin not fat but 90kg... not tall not short..but too short(140cm).... 6 pacs of his muscles... turn to become one.... and 3 layers under the belly.. Xp.
Well, there's a winter break in Aus now. So, he eats more than usual.. his meat is more oily ...fatty tissues under his skin are numerous that you have never seen. Big mac only costs RM3.60. It's cheap and it is imported from Aus. Make a call if you want. Thanks.

AMC is getting lesssss teacher.... now..... many teachers want to retired... and some are transferred to another school. WE have no BM teacher now.....

*I'm helping Ai ling to do her essay..and very very sorry ...If I don't really help much..

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Sunday

Is another week again....... ahhhhhhhhh... half a year has gone. Form 5 start to prepare their trial.. When will be my turn ??? Hope it wont come so fast.. I still haven't fully prepared yet. Stressed out.
today just as usual.. wake up..brush teeth....dress out ...tuition.. and argue with that tommy again.. but he can never win me..wakaka..... I became a magician in tuition.. just hid my highlighters in my sleeves ... and shook my hands.... dang lang.... !!! the highlighters appeared infront of you.. -.-||| .. you may have this expression but I tell you... my magic is cool...
around 4 something my friend rang me up.. this time our family and his family maybe go traveling together again.. haha... so cool.. hopefully we make it succeed. ^^
I am getting fatter and fatter.......... T.T and my heart or somewhere I don't know..still pain.. I cannot laugh..too loudly..or I will get the pain.. Ouch *
I haven't finished my homework so after dinner ..I cannot online and have to sit in my study room and doooooooooooooooooooooooooo..................................................

bye bye !!! =)

Saturday, June 21, 2008

hehe.. consider as a happy day

Today, our debate club has our meeting and I planned to have outdoor games for an hour before we started our AGM meeting.. means that.. I'm growing [elder] ... next year I am the head of the club .. I mean all form 4 are the leaders.. we guide the juniors.. we are the biggest.. stressed out !!
I ..consider as a little cunning and wicked when I in charged the game.. haha.. tried to make fun of them.. then, we started our AGM... many form 3 wanted to be the head of programmer.. means the current post I hold. They said they will do better ...than this year... TRYING TO TELL ME ..I M NOT GOOD ENOUGH.. i know they are kidding ..or maybe not. whatever it takes.. haha.. then, my turn to speak... I told them.. Why they all so wish to be the programmer... because of my friend and I.. so creative and initiative ..to think more games for them.. that's why we make them feel like it's good to be like us.. all clapped for what I said. *thanks + with princess waving hand style* Xp.
After that, I have Joyful Vanguard meeting again.. then, I went to have brunch with mum and sis. I saw a very cute baby girl...sitting next table ... She waved her hand and greeted me...with H-I !! ohhhhhhhh ..dear .. she is so sweeeeeeeeeeet......and why she only said hi to me not others?? hmm.... maybe I look caring-yes, I do. and pretty.. haha *boastful* she greeted me twice.. haha.. I was sinking in her heart ......drowning...
I went to Jusco today..hmm... Bought a music score book.. haha......then.. what else.. hmm.. my heart still pains and mr. uncle KIAN AUN still frightened me ...T.T.. miserable.. hope he doesn't read this part or I will get more add maths homework... T.T...
Today, Zhen Yong rang me up.. to ask me about love thing again.. He...only will find me.. when he has trouble in love.. I should tell his mum .. haha.. anyway, hope this year we can go traveling together ...
I saw BIG MAC online.. finally he's back.. my god brother ... growing fat and old.. haih.. pity him... haha.. anyway.. He likes to tease me which makes my life so miserable.. and heart pains again.. haha........*kidding
Oh ya... Matthew is very sad today ... pity him.... hope you are all right ..^^

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Why am I so useless...

This morning, my friend asked me where was the key for the cupboard. I forgot to return it to teacher and I didn't know where did I put it.. either in washing machine or in my trousers.. sigh*
I rang up my mom and told her to look for the key... and before that, I rang up her again to look for my purse which I left at tuition center yesterday.. Why am I so forgetful and I am unforgivable.... !!
I'm so hate myself. After school, we have debate competition.. well, my slang was definitely weird. The "pin yin" I said was wrong and my junior said,"why you so weak...last time you were better." anyway, I did ok during competition I think. *geez.. pulling my hair now..
My friends talked about guys today. I told them I hope to find a guy that can give me comfort and I feel safe to be with him,example: I don't have to worry about him for being too close with other girls... that make me always jealous.
My mum scolded me for being so forgetful again.. and my academic is so "so-so"... moderate. .. not good enough.. well, I think I am weak. haih.... What's wrong.. I utterly cannot focus in class ..because I feel so tired... all the times....... especially in chemistry and bio labs.
help me...... !!!!
Besides, my heart was so pain.. it was like my veins were poked by a needle.. I couldn't laugh or I'll get the pain...... T.T ..my health is hanging by a thread again........

Monday, June 16, 2008

Someone confess to...


Today I was so embarrassing during tuition.. my teacher saw me practicing for debate competition and she teased me and also in the class !!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh... my face was so red.
I told my parents.. but they just answered me, "cheh"... WHAT !!! T.T
someone finally takes his courage to confess to my friend...... he is a very good guy and my friend is very very good girl.. he asked her should they be in together or just like now.. he lets her choose.. see.. good right.. of course at last they both choose not to be together.. as they are still young.. but they will work for it .. when they grow older.. I'm so happy they are not like those having puppy love.. they think deeply and decide.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

**-Starwalk-**

This year starwalk.. I have walked 10 kilometers without stop. ^^ I met many friends, like Richard, Wooi Lun, Jo Yee and so on... I joined Jo yee's group and she has her own group too... Her friends-boys.. suddenly pushed that TOMMY HEW who walked beside me and.... he pushed me accidentally.. Well, I don't like that. It's like tricking me or him. wHatever it takes. I ran and joined Denise.. and I couldn't find Jo yee until I reached the stadium... I saw Matthew at the food stalls there.. He gave me a certificate. *thanks =) Then, we all walked to Jusco from Stadium again.. another 1 kilometer.. haha... we separated into two groups.. because Jo yee has her own friends.. and I don't know them. so I went to food court with Denise and Matthew. They all wanted to watch a movie.. and I have to wait them to buy tickets.. actually I didn't willing to stand there and wait.. I hate to wait people.. And those people I don't know also.. I was kinda hungry but they asked me to wait for them..... anyway, I was kinda bad mood for no reasons. maybe there were just I don't know how to express them out. They watched movie-the happenings. while I insisted to go tuition .. with jo yee and tommy.
today is father's day.
so I wished my dad.. after thinking about it for whole day.. I was kinda shy to say it. at last, I did. but my dad has no response ??!!! or maybe he did. .. Hide himself at a corner and smiled..... hehe.. Thinking too much. sorry.
I am arguing with someone now... sigh.....
is twelve now. gotta go.. night !!!

Friday, June 13, 2008

Fever sick


I am having fever now... since yesterday.. so ill.. I took a nap after I came back from school and now I am preparing for debate competition. ^^.
This week, my piano teacher praised my skill has improved.. she kept making fun of me. e.g. aiyo... you play piano full of feelings..sadness... so touched.. in fact, I am not that good ... ^^
Next, my debate teacher told me there are some members praised me.. I do well in my club and I'm creative. I was so happy when my teacher told me that. She added,"cannot praise you or your tail will come out," trying to say that... I will fly to the sky and forget who I am. hehe.
Yesterday, a friend sms me. I told him I have fever. haha.... He was like what ?? you din eat medicine... why you din tell your mum .... must take it seriously and so on... the 1st time, can see he is so caring but at the end.. he told me... you must take care yourself..or you get a damaged brain.. become sor por. WHAT ! He always tells me he doesn't study much... okay.. then, He gets 3 A1 4 A2 in his exam... T.T.. I wanna knock myself to the wall. I ask him, does he take part in starwalk... he says no.. don't want exercise. But I remember he said he wanna keep fit.. and now he tells me.. fat or not is not important.. healthy is fine. haha.......
My tuition friends also take care me.. thanks.^^...
* Today, Mr. Matthew asked me to buy him a bun and he would take it at outside the canteen gate. But, at last.. I was waiting him at other side... he didn't see me.. and He just walked into my school and looked for me and his bun.............. !!!!!!!!!!!! after he left, all the friends asked me why he was here.........
Ms Ai Ling likes to mention my name when she talks about her brother....... T.T....... hehe... her line isn't good.. so ... I type something and she off.. and I retype again.. she off again !!!
hope your line goes "smoothly"... no more.. rocky roads. I cheated her I have a boyfriend.. and I showed her the photo with I took with my cousin.. hehe.. and she belived it.. haha.. the 1st time, people believe that he is my boyfriend.. ^^ .. By the way, I just make fun of her. He is my cousin not my boyfriend.. DOn't get the message wrongly..

*photos I took before I went out on last saturday

Monday, June 09, 2008

One Earth, Two different worlds...

Today, I was in the car listening the 988 station news.. They said, " one earth, two different worlds.. we have power of gods to change the other world... Why don't we...? Just spend a little effort .. You can change their whole lives ..."
I get back my paperssssssssss once I back to school.. OMG.. the results are so terrible, horrible and "vegetable" .. sigh... next time do better.. all I can say is.
Many homework to catch up.. ahhh......so annoyed...help me !!!!!!!!!! T.T
actually I wanted to write many things here.. but suddenly I'm stuck.. maybe too many things in my brain now.. .. sigh......... Hope can finish it quickly.. I was lazy during holidays and now.... serve me right...

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Thursday.

Today, I followed grandparents to have lunch and we went to cousin's house. Her house design is so unique.. I can bring my friends to stay overnight next time.. ^^
Tuition today... Vivian did a brave thingy. We found out a boy was rewriting the same sentence on the board..so, Shireen told the st. micheal boys to tell him. But they didn't dare or whatever...At last, Vivian stood up and told him. SO BRAVE we girls... applause*
Denise said she'll migrate to england or Australia after some years. tak berat hati saya.....T.T.. REMEMBER SEND THE TICKETS TO ME TO VISIT YOU AS YOU HAVE PROMISED ME.
^^
Thank you.
I find everyday after 11pm ..I am quite moody... haih.. don't know why.
stop here. bye ^^

(the picture I took in bus with Denise)
guess which one is my shoes..
we wore Nike shoes & Addidas Pants.

A big surprise on Wednesday, thanks.. xo xo

Today morning, I needed to go back to school for extra BIOLOGY class.so bored...and ying xin & I was like....duh....although she taught us quite well this time but I really couldn't focus in class.
Ying Xin went to male's toilet in school as all the female toilets were locked.hahahahaha......we went to salim for lunch and met ying xin's mum.
They asked me to go for swimming at 5pm. My mum said it's gonna rain, so quite impossible to go swimming. I told friends but they said just tried.
At 4 something, Shireen rang me up and asked me to prepare for a swim later.[pack things] she said she came late so I continued to watch the HK drama until 5pm.suddenly, a car stopped infront of my house.BERnice came.. omg !! I havent prepared yet and I was wearing choir tee and a red shorts. I quickly packed my things and got into the car. Bernice, Bertin, Shireen & I went to ICCC only because Ying Xin said she wasn't free. We reached there and I saw Shireen. She was at the entrance of swimming pool. We went in there and the clerk told us, non members must pay RM5 each if they want to swim. so,we didn't swim as it was going to rain. Shireen suggested we could go to I-box and sing songs. We went into the lift then.=]we went to 2nd floor but it was for spa.aiya.the workers looked at us.we blushed.haha. we went to 3rd floor and here it is...I-BOX. We followed Shireen to go inside there..and I asked, "don't you need to ask people whether the room is available?" she said,"no need, as I'm a member.." I believed her. then, she went into a room... I wanted to stop her, "hey... You haven't asked them whether the room is available..Maybe someone is in the room... and see there's some food on the table...!!!" the room was so dark...and suddenly....... "ahhh..........." light turned on.. haha. They held a belated birthday party for me... I hugged Shireen and I cried.. I hugged Ying Xin....
Amelia, Ying Xin, Matthew, Bertin, Bernice, Shireen and I played in the room. We sang songs... ate yummy food.... threw ice to each other. haha..[actually only matthew, ying xin and me did that to others] =)
I was a bottle of champagne on the table.. I like it.. hehe.. so touched...
I was so happy and I thought I was dreaming.. I asked them to pinch my face.. haha.
We have a wonderful time...then, we left after 7.30pm... We went to playground.. I played the swing with Bernice.. and slide.. hehe..until Shireen's mum came. We fetched Matthew to home, he climbed into the house.......WOW...

Below are the photos we take...^^

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

What does my name mean ??




What Janice Means



You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.






What Sing Yee Means



You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.



You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

Happy Birthday.

Today is my auntie's birthday. this is the 1st time she has a birthday party. all family members gather around. I am looking forward to it. ^^
tomorrow need to back to school to attend the Bio class...sigh. lazy. i havent finished my homework also. gonna.. hang myself. hehe.
yesterday i slept at 4am. although i didnt want to sleep that late. but.. haha. playing .. what.
Recently, I always chat with Ai ling.seems like I know her better and more than before. ^^

Monday, June 02, 2008

Touched...


Touched video. !!

last saturday, I went to sam tet. for chinese orchestra concert. i talked alots that's why people asked me to keep my mouth shut. T.T...
hehe.. but i still enjoyed with two friends.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Trip to Penang + Miserable me.


It's me.Back to my blog finally.Recently got nothing to write or maybe my brain is totally blank or life is totally bored? I Don't know. I went to Penang for 2 days 1 night- hooray.. !!!
Last last week, We have a farewell dinner with an aunt. She went to US while her children are still here.
(photos with grandparents,friends,cousins,family)



Penang.. hmm.. the weather is so hot. H-O-T.. !!! can burn my skin and become charcoal. XD. It's true. We stayed in EVERGREEN hotel... which at the seaside. Morning... went to Queensbay, shopping.....I bought a skirt at B Club,now I'm wearing it. haha. At night, we walked from the hotel to the nearby stall to have dinner. Wind blew ...so comfortable and cold.
(the hotel is grand and nice.) The next day, we went to visit our aunt in ayer itam. They forget me already.. T.T..anyway, they are cute. haha.













Next, today my mum scolded me again. sigh. I just said I wanted to go out with friends this holidays.. and I always play with my hp recently.. holidays*.. she started scolding and thought I want to have a boyfriend. mix too much with boys... what? last time she said.. it is normal social. so now ??? I didn't do anything. anyway. she just scolded like I always go out with people. well, I didn't. she said need to do house coarse to help her.. ok...don't ask her to fetch here and there..well.. i agree but i didn't really plan to go everywhere that my friends ask me to go. plus. go out with guys.. once in a blue moon or can say hardly i will go out with boys. She also knows who they are. And she says I look cheap to loiter around the mall. hmm.. I didn't do that. just celebrate my birthday and it only happens once. I never go out with GUYS ...except during CNY. that's different. like family trip..
haih..anyway...no mood.

Friday, May 23, 2008

A right move ? haih...

Did I make a right move? Did I make the condition to be worse? I really want to rescue her from the plight. let her know what's the life she should have. I'm lost.
Telling parents... Is it wrong? but who can help you besides them ?

Monday, May 19, 2008

19th May

When the clock strikes to twelve, here is my sweet 16 birthday. but it seems I still don't have much excitement.
I went out with shireen, bernice, ying xin and my sis. WE watched NARNIA-PRINCE caspian.. well, I like King Peter. haha. cool him.....yoyoyo.

They bought me a clothes, after we have been going around for hours. hahahahaha. we were tired.

We took photos also.

happy birthday to me. =)

I get many messages from friends. thanks. xo xo xo xo xo xo xo xo xo.

today is dad's birthday too. happy birthday. we bought him a cake. and we sang birthday song.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Flame


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although today I received my 1st birthday present. thanks jo yee and tommy.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Stand up where I have fallen down

On Friday, I was not in class for whole day because the "teachers" - I don't know who they are, came to my school and taught us how to make a forum and ect for climate cool project. My physics ... sucks. I am the worst among my friends. 60 marks + + .. well, I am damn stupid I find. Even an easy formula I also can't remember on that day + I was having diarrhea. I can't focus in class, tuition or whenever. I am not focusing at all. Only know how to day dream ... Faeces.
Damn tired. Good luck. =)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Earthquake in China


Well, everyone knows there's a severe earthquake in China. I felt that's the signal from God. The world is going to be destroyed. I really hate to see the people murder people, rape the ladies and so on. Everytime I read the newspaper, these must be there. Why they like to be that ? haih... Earthquake.. I've been thinking. if it does happen to me, what will I do ? many people died.students were buried.moms lost their children.
I saw these via tv screen, I felt like crying. T_T.. I think I want my career links with the job can help people throughout the world. south china,gone. the government needs bucks of money to develop the state again. All corpse will be buried in the soil. People of new generations will trade on them after years. So sad.
My birthday is coming soon, want to celebrate it with friends. but in china, they are still suffering and some of their friends might die in this calamity. >,< ... If I were them, I think I will mad. Tears will splash out every minute , every second.
Their lives compare to those maggots in western countries are such a big big big difference. The 16 young girls or boys can have their parties in one night for millions. They just spend their money as they like. catching up with fashions, be the top of the community. yucks. They are maggots, bugs...... CAN YOU ALL FEEL THE PAIN ?





















END ~

Today I went to penang with Sue shyan, Ying xin, Denise and yee chee. I went on a shopping spree and now I owe Denise for RM 60 + ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
I bought many things for myself, family and friends.
Lolipop for bernice and matthew, shireen-nice and cute rubber band and so on.
I will post the photos of what I bought today. haha.
Penang team won the competition. THeir show was fantastic. Bravo !!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Incest !!!


INCEST ! The story of Jenny and John Deaves... Father and daughter, separated by close to 30 years, have a nine-month old daughter and are continuing their relationship despite pressure from the legal system for them to stop.

They're not having sex anymore, apparently, but they still remain very much a couple. I couldn't imagine if I were her...

It makes your skin crawl, and we all know the heart can do strange things to the mind at times, but really ... I just can't fathom incest at all. Is it a psychological disorder or something else?

yucks.

Next !!!

hope you enjoy this. =)

I.....



today, I saw a profile. He is the person, I've been liking for four years. hmm.. he is not in ipoh already. well, I don't know how does he now and we don't contact with each other for 3 years,after he left. I don't know do I still like him ? well, he is definitely won't be the boyfriend I want but that's always a special feeling towards him when I see his profile. hope I can forget him. =) no no no , definitely I can forget him. it's just a piece of memories.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Ferrari shows off new baby










YO yo yo yo yo... everyone. Let me-freaky fashion monger tell you what's the latest news.FERRARI SHOWS OFF NEW BABY.
*More details will become available before the new car makes its world debut at this autumn's Paris Show.

Just imagine you're the owner of this car.. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO ? FEtch me.. of course. I am the one who tell you this. haha.
Tomorrow is the last day of exam, yee-pee !! My friends came to my house to play/chat. ANNOUNCEMENT: JBS MEANS Janice, Bernice, Shireen & Sabrina.
My birthday is coming soon, so happy about it. sweet sixteen. When I was a kid, I couldn't sleep at all before a month to my birthday. Too happy and excited. =p. you ma
y think I'm crazy. Ying Xin knows many things about me, as she read my blog. thanks. we seldom can talk in school and she notices and cares me... I'll write more here. =) Again. Let me shout out : FRIENDSHIP does not Fluctuate

EST..today we have EST Paper 1 and 2. the essay was about the carbon cycle. I only wrote carbon dioxide this and that. can imagine what marks I can get for est ..

I played badminton today. haha... exercised after studying so much for mid-year exam.I love playing piano recently. learn harder. =)

Ah QI and Janice .. I love it. !



Monday, May 12, 2008

My little little childhood

For sure, everyone has own childhood, include me- this starting is totally lame.writing essay. *smirk. Well, today is another exam day. ADDITIONAL MATHEMATIC.. oh me gosh.. Totally didn't know how to do. Helpppppppppppppppppppp...................* Yee Chee cried for that. Pity.
After school, Denise and I were at the main gate, chatting. We chat about our primary school life. It reminded me that I didn't have friends when I was std.1 - 3 . Surprise?? It's true. I was neither a monitor or prefect in school.Academic- so so. Not getting much attentions from teachers or anyone. That's why. Studied in AMC you have to know, if you are not popular you're out.-In primary. So, after turning up to 13 and above, many people said I have many friends + popular. I doubt why I have so many friends if compared with the years in primary? Just wonder. Plus, honestly, I don't think I have MANY friends. I am just looking for friends are good, like what I have now-mostly.
Moreover, If I hate the person definitely he or she will become my good friend in life, funny. I wonder too. *smirk
My mum is asking me.. why am I so free. Don't have to study. watch tv, play piano & online again. Well, I am tired and exhausted facing the books. Don't ask why. I also ponder... WHY I change already..... Is to negative way, not positive.

Time for tuition. chao. =)

ATTENTION : MANY PEOPLE DIED IN CHINA TODAY. PRAY FOR THEM. STUDENTS ARE BURIED ... SOME OF THEM ARE STILL ALIVE, SEEKING AND ASKING FOR HELP.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Drinkin' Beer

Today is Sunday, I went to Chemistry as usual. Many people haven't reached there yet, What's

going on ? The people around me... I don't know them.. Or.. was I in wrong class? Oh me gosh.

Whatever.I laid on the desk. Jo yee came. Yeah.. ! haha. She looked pale. because she was having

diarrhea for days. poor girl. !! Jo yee suddenly asked me, does Amelia has a boyfriend ? I was

shocked she asked me that. I doubted. She said Amelia seems to be happier than before. I said,

I didn't say much. That's Amelia's privacy, I'm afraid she'll angry me.=(

After tuition, That TOMMY HEW said I'm outstanding because I always crap and talk nonsense.

Well, I am better than him. As he is a pig still wants to come tuition.. he should live in the pig sty.

haha.. luckily he doesn't know i got a blog here. XP. I called him RM3.30 ..because pork chop

only costs RM3.90... he is even cheaper than a pork !!!! hahahahahahahahha....

Oh ya, today Matt sms me that he drank Calsberg . I told him when I was a baby, I was

crawling and I saw there's a can on the floor. I drank it... for sometimes. Until my dad noticed

that. well, I didn't know what's that. haha.... He wanted to challenge me to drink beers next time.

I suggested, after 18 and above 1st. ATTENTION:We are not drinkers....... >.<.. He asked me for

my mum's mobile number and he sent my mum a msg(happy mother's day) which I didn't

expect he would.haha. thanks.

Today, Ying Xin rang me up. She told me she'll be busy after

exam and during holidays too.

Shireen and Bernice are busy too. Haih...All are busy. No companions again. Does anyone want to

find me ? haha........ It seems I am the only one so free... free like a bird. If they are still busy

on my birthday, I will kick them. =p.kidding.

Just came back from my uncle's house. He was undergoing an operation. He showed us what

did doctor take out from his... stomach ? not so sure about it. It was like little black stones...

I borrowed two DVD from him.. He has a lot of DVD... he has amplifiers at home. High tech. haha.

I don't know the actual name for the "hive 5" ... sorry ya. His son is the top student in

St. Micheal. I am far behind him. haha. of course.

I'll have exam tomorrow. add maths and moral. sigh.. haven't started to memorize the values.

What's the heck I am doing here.................................... please stab me. JUst imagine once I get my

physics papers ... I gonna knock myself to the wall again.


>>>>>>>>>>>> Am I mischievous ... ??

Saturday, May 10, 2008

A weekly report =) p/s: friendship does not fluctuate

Finally... eVERyone on the mother earth. I am succeed to make my blog nicely after struggling or working hard for more than 10 hours. HMm.. not exaggerate, is true !!! So many things happened around me. First, I want to thank Yit Guan & ai ling for helping me. Big round of applause for them... XD. Today, I was having add maths tuition. There's only one boy in our class. He... He.. !!!!!!!!! Although I am NOT so close with him, and he was teased by me before, p/s: He offended me 1st. He took away my pencil case, my books and so on. Acting like a kid.. my gosh.... what was he trying to do ???!!! I really want to sling him out of this class.. and my teacher was like... you and him... "chemical reaction" ? my gosh.. totally utterly I decline and ignore that. GEEeeeeeeeeez..
so, after tuition.. I went into the car. my mum thought I was being molested - my face showed that. Actually I was bad mood. sigh....


Yesterday I chat with Ai Ling, I find she is very talkactive and friendly because I just need to ask her one question she can take 20 minutes to talk about it... I know her because of Matthew. Last time ...whenever s
he saw me.. She'll mention him... I was like........ help me. haha... kidding. She said she wanted to tell me something which less than 10 people know that.haha.. but she was offline already. Never mind.
Anyway, is good to have a good senior or friend like her =).
GEeeeeeez... another big news made me angry and frustrated. In Austria, there was a freaky stupid mad father raped his child for 24 years.This is the despicable dad's photo. She lived in a dungeon for 24 years.. I wonder.. If I were her.. I will...... Stab him with swords. burn him... and chop the corpse and throw it into the ocean... feed the sharks. Thinking too much. sorry. They have 7 children.. SO........ I ponder, what is the relationship between the children and him ? they should call him DADDY or GRAndFather? Good question right ?? Think about it.. ^^
People always say I know many people. Well, Do I ? I also don't know why they say that. well, Is good to know more people.. mix around with those who don't harm me.. better than those like to have two faces..(infront of me and behind me) that is called Double faces.


Next, I'm going on 16...in this month.. hehe.. SWeet sixteen..
My friends ask me to delay the party to wait for them.. haha.. I'm touched they care my birthday.. thank you. This year, is totally different from last year. My life is hectic but meaningful. I love to stay with them. ^_^ And.. this year.. I get more and more friends.


Denise said she is happy to have a friend like me because I am like no worries and always happy. If she were a boy, she will like me. haha.. Now I am recalling myself, what type of boy do I want? Of course, it won't be
as hard as choosing a president for a country. 1st, he has the eyes of Brad Pitt, the nose of Beckham, the lips of Jesse McCartney, height of Wu Zhun, broad shoulders of Harry Potter and etc. It's nothing special, just that-enough. haha. JUST KIDDING.
What I want is, he cares me. NEVER SCOLD ME, if he dares, I will fry him. Don't ever make me worry about him, cannot keep secrets away from me, be honest, do not treat me as air bags, understand me, treat me as his important person besides family and study, can make me it's safe to be with him, that's what I want. Anyway, currently I don't have boyfriend. so don't misunderstand it. haha.

I have diarrhea yesterday(Friday), I went to toilet when I was having Physics paper. I thought I am good in Physics but actually not, I didn't study so I ended up become that sucks. English paper 2, I was happy with the titles given. I chose the title of Memories. The story began with, the silhouette of the tower against the dawn sky, it was a beautiful view but it recalled me something. "Shall I compare thee to a summer?" dad said. " Sonnet 18 is for lovers not daughter," I exclaimed. We lived in a small town then he always brought me to the tower to see the scenery. My mum died when she gave birth to me. I was grateful that she brought me to this world. One day, father received a letter from his company. We moved to the big city. He had a hectic life and neglected me. I started to spend my time with my friends instead of facing the walls at home. I went to pub, loitering around the malls and bla........... "Why your results are getting worse?" " You should......" I interrupted, " I should read more books, stop hogging phone all the time, stay away from my friends and................" I slammed the door.
One day, he brought a sleek woman back to home. "We are going to marry. I hope you can stay PEACEFULLY and happily with your new mother," he said.
"Yes, I will. You are callous, conceited, boastful, selfish, ridiculous and yet, there's still a stupid woman wants to marry you,"
Father slapped me.I ran away from home. He chased after me. I cried. My tears were splashing out and the path I passed by was flooded by the tears.. - EXAGGERATE.. haha. A car dashed towards me.............. "AHHHHhhhh........" I was lying on the road. someone pushed me away. Dad was knocked down by the car. "I'm sorry for what I have done to you, Jan," He died.
I loved you, father. ( Actually I don't remember all the parts, just wrote some here. My friends said my story was like a soap opera.XP)
>>>my exam look.Toooook it in my toilet.=)
tomorrow is Mother's day. Cook for mum. Is clean and delicious-my food. okie?

Next Thursday, I will follow my school to Penang to watch the drama competition. Don't know what's that but as long as I don't have to stay in the school.. I will just join it. haha.


I am blogging for hours. people say I am a tortoise. actually .....there's too many blockages or obstacles when I blog. You know it !!!!

Gotta sleep. or my skin will be like AH popo's skin...
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE. THANKS FOR READING, especially AH KHUAN AUNTIE.


Online Spree

OH MY GOD ! I spent 8 hours to online today. I was planning to write a blog at last I was busy with editing it and my blog came out nothing... T.T. Today chat with many people... like Ai ling and Amelia. Having diarrhea during exam - physics. My exam = faeces ... The English paper 2, I love the titles given by Pn. Jane. I picked the title of memories.. my essay was like opera soap. I even wrote the extract of Sonnet 18- Shall I compare thee to the summer ?.. the story was related with my father and I. FaKe story of course. haha. =)
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn........... Tired. time for bed.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

The 21st century in my mind

(Below is which I have typed when I was 14,it's funny)
everyone thinks the world of nowadays.. is beautiful, meaningful and full of lovess..
but it isnt be..
because.. human's actions.

or in other wordsss
money... tricks human.

how many people can be us..
take money as.. no. 2 in your heart ?
money can be everything
like study in a better place..
have a good living..

I agree money is very important
but money cant buy love.
true love
between family.. between people..

the world is changing..
warm to cold..
happy to sad..
but i know
there are still many
supermen and superwomen..
are saving this cold-blooded community.
hope i can do so.
the world is beautiful
as i can imagine...
no crime..
no arguments..
no war..
no famine...
no criticize..
no "foe"...
human bad habits.. should disappear..
if u can be one of them
the world is getting more peaceful

this is my opinion
from a 14 year-old-girl
not too special
but got own speciality
that's me

Amc Choir W.o.N

Today, there's so many things have happened.. and I'm so wish to drop it down here.1st, early in the morning,I woke up at 5am to study chemistry.FREaky Crazy I am but have to do so.XD. Then, Shireen passed a letter to Denise and the letter is for Bernice and I. Hmm...one day I told her about my opinion to her in Biology lab, just like sharing. She takes it seriously and thinks it deeply and she tells me what she has been thinking recently :). Well, We need time to cope with it-her problem. It's not a big deal. She does her best just she is busy around with her own stuffs, however, she always needs our supports. It's glad to hear that. That's what friends should be. Today is the last day of book fair held in our school. I bought an English novel called Pride. quite nice. i think it is about deadly seven sins - it is written there.xp.
Today, I went up and down to find teachers. 1st, Choir teacher. Wow... she nearly wanted to chop off my head as I didn't hear the announcement yesterday that we needed to come down and get the skirts and shoes for performance. Well, I was in the hall.. SO noisy and People were busy buying books. So, I didn't hear that. 2nd, my add maths teacher. I went out to find choir teacher and back and went out again.. haha. she said she will kick me out of her class if I still go out again. well... she was just kidding with me.XD. YOu know !!!?!??! I didn't bring her activities book and exercises books.. luckily she didn't punish me by paying that big big big and valuable 50 cents. 3rd, English teacher... I thought I didn't bring the literature book and I was stupid enough running to her office and told her that besides asking her something also. so many teachers were finding me... AHRRHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... spinning,my head.
Next,after school I went to sam tet to support amc team. WE have strong rivals.At last, we won in the district level competition =)... HERE WE GO.... !! hooray. I shouted and screamed so loudly in the hall. Richard has promised my friends and I to buy cheese cakes from secret recipe for celebration. yeaaaa........ Today, we were late to tuition. We sat at the back and so did Matt. haha... he was opposite of me. We Played "cardboard" ... just writing what we wanted to say-saving money. haha.then, I was back on track and continued to have tuition. After tuition,there's another tuition again. My house was under renovation, So I just ate M&M chocolates as my dinner..as I was so full after eating junk food in ber's house.
I joined starwalk with non-competition but at 1st, I decided to join the competition... I changed it because my friends may need to join a camp and no way I walk alone in 10km??? sounds crazy. haha. Oh ya, I saw a guy in sam tet. He saved my friends and I from being locked for whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy in sam tet. haha.
There's tonnes of homework and revisions I need to do. I can't finish all and so wish to read my novel. aiyaya... by the way, why my friends call me sor por.. AM i that insane or mad?? haha. maybe. just curious.. everyone also says that..nono.. except one. haha.
tomorrow need to go to the Ipoh city hall to have practice.At night, we will have the performance.. LAlalala..........
so many things to type now .. haha. I saw Wooi Lun today, we chat for a while. He took part the competition too.. SHireen said he was cool when he's marching. hmmm... let me think.... my little cousin came to my house yesterday. He was so talkative and the way he spoke like a teen or even older. haha.. HE is toooooo cute and adorable. HE told me he went to Disneyland and what he did there. HE is only F-I-V-E. haha.. nowadays, kids are not the KIDS we think anymore.
MY sis was being bullied by her classmate and she cries all the time.. I have to help her by finding her classmate out ... A big sis.. haha. of course I am not going to kill her.. smach her.. slap her or sling her out from AMC.
gotta do my homework. STop here.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Lazy bums

It's 10 pm sharp now. I am still like loitering in my own world. mid year exam is coming soon.. and I am sitting infront of the computer.. keep on typing the blog. I am cuckoo I think. haha. under tension ? perhaps. Don't feel like really want to study but always regret what I don't study.
I have contradictory in my mind. haih... Back to main topic. tEAChers !!! my chemistry teacher is a problem. THat day, I just asked her to repeat what she said.. She just shot me with a rifle by, "Didn't you listen to what I say? So slow".. GOd... WHat kind of teacher she is... normally the teachers will repeat what they say.. but she.. damn it. I was not in class one day.. and she asked us to pass up homework on that day. My friend didnt tell me.. so I passed it up the next day. she just put a big "LATE !!" word in my book. I explained to her.. but in other way round...... she opened her mouth and Bok bek bok bek... non-stop. I just asked once. she answered and scolded me for more than 5 minutes. no wonder she is "Ms" not "Mrs".. well.. too bad for me to say that. haha. I don't know what happens to me. I always get tired since 2008.. form 4 too much homework to handle??
Today at 5.10am. i woke up and studied chemistry.. haha...mad I am.
The distance between OOi and Me is further again.. maybe we are not in the same class or we are busy for own stuffs. I have no topic to say.. T.T... just hope..right after exam ..we four gather again and chat. !!
that's what I am waiting.
Recreation is important for a student right? so. what's wrong i go online now and typing blog????? haha. I am hypnotizing myself again...
I am sorry to friends or anyone.. If I show my temper to you... recently not in good mood especially when I start revising...
so sorry.

15+ going on 16...


Wow, it has been 1 or 2 years I didnt open this blogspot and write my blog here.Xp.

just feel like I want to write it today..so here we gooooo....haha.Recently, I have been thinking what I will do before world ends?? No doubt, I'll quickly run towards the boy I like and tell him I like him. well... SO Far... I dont think I want to have a boyfriend now. Study comes 1st. p/s: in reality, dont ever think that I will show my love to a boy before he does.

What is confusing me is.. Do boys really can read girls' minds? I wonder. My male friends cannot do that except one, S. He is a flirt so I may consider that it is a special case.xp.If one day before graduate, I like someone and he likes me too...and he shows his love to me, shall I accept it? What I am afraid is, if I say no but instead I am thumping my heart for saying that and he likes other..What a poor girl I am. but, in other way round, I accept him.. What will I face ?? parents... friends... school worksssssssss and many many more..... DOesnt it contradict ???? I guess so. haha. So, I am seeking for the answer before it really comes true. Today, I ask bernice,

what if a boy she likes is going to tell her he likes her so much..... what will she do. She answers me that she will ask the boy to wait for her. THat's it. I am happy with her answer because she solves my problem. haha...

2nd, to find a boyfriend, is he really has to understand my mind? I dont know... confusing. either he can make fun with me, jokking around or understand what i need ... what is the most important? These questions just suddenly pop up in my mind and I think if I can solve all of them, it is useful for me to look for one in future. ^^

3rd, I have been thinking ...... If I like someone(he likes me too), but I know there's impossible I will be with him for eternity. shall I accept him ?? I think I will. I keep our love as a sweet memory eventhough we cant be together at last. but but but... my mum tells me If I find a boyfriend in future, I must think he is my soulmate before I accept him. WHAt??? !!! If I am in relationship at the age of 18 or 19... he is my soulmate ...dont you think is too early for me to set my mind ... he is my one and only.. ??? I go back to school and ask my friend. most of them say they will treat their loved ones as their soulmates (in future)..... hmmmm... Am I abnormal?? haha. WHat I think is. I like him and just want to see how can we be... and I am serious with it also. Or I will even hurt him more if I do that.. and we dont even can be friends...???

Lastly.. all are the questions in my mind... I don't have boyfriend yet. so friends.. If you see my blog ..plz dont think I have one now. haha. honestly. I dont have. XD.

here I go studying again.............. work hard for mid-year...

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Frustating... !!!

What a day..
today it should be perfect.. but !!!
my teacher made my face turned black...
she said a boy was jbs's boy friend !!
well..
den..
she called me
SALLY somemore..
oh my god !!!!!!!!
den SALly @ janice somemore..
i hate that name
it jz recalled me something..
really BAD
BADdddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

SO..
the dinner
i didnt really enjoy it.
FUll of fire, my stomach !!!!!

PLus !!!1
am I TOooooooooooooo bad luck today.. !!!!
the coffee tin.. poured on my legs
should i scream or.. cry huh !!!!

Saturday, January 20, 2007

WHat A CACaT !!!

A teacher named Txxx. He is my english tutor. He is so nice and kind.. BUt.. he showed his real..
on thursday 18th Jan !!!!
On that night, After finishing our homework. WE started to talk !!! BErnice started it 1st..
then, suddenly he SPoke .. he said, " janice, do i need to separate a table for you to let you talk ?"
i said, "no."
He said, " then u should know what to do !!"
i Kept quiet
i felt sorry
but..
later on,..WE started to read
take Turns one !!
he didnt call my name
and he was sweet enough to call BErnice ~ Shireen ~
they talked also.. but why just me
and i was not the only one who talked !!
he was mad..
he didnt dare to look at me...
Or call my name
everyone REad except me
my face started to tun black..
he was fear of that.. !!

then, Two boys spoke ~!!1
he said, " CAn u be concentrate ?"
just that
gentle enough..sweet and what

i didnt offend him at all ~
but i bear him
1st time he did it..
I kept quiet..during the whole lesson !!
1st time i didn't talk..
after that..
normally he will open the door for us..to go home.
But.. this time
he quickly went into the house.
everyone also said that
it was not my fault
the problem was him !!!!!
I slammed the door.. when i went home.. BECause i really get mad of it
1st time i did that
YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 YOU spoilt my reputation ~

Chaos ~
disaster ~

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Frustrating

It's totally frustrating... !!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, December 24, 2006

School Reopenss Again

Yooo, When i was small..after the long holidays and the school reopened, I wil think that one year has over. The new look of me, new look of the friends, teacher.. and the new life I have. However, since I grew up, actually ..it just passses two months then, we have a new year. two months got any big changes? of course NOt !! It's our mental effect. haha..

today is 24th Of Dec, Christmas EVe. 1st time, my mum let me join the chiristian.. to celebrate this festival. i m so glad about it. at 7pm.. haha.. i will go out.. and enjoy the fun !!!

2007, for me.. for all 15 girls and guys.. the most exciting year.. PMR la.. haih.. gonna catch up all the form 1 and 2 works
i will not as free as last time. study.. !!! hopefully my hard work can turn out to be.. flying colour marks !!!!

Sunday, December 03, 2006

!*Some Secrets--~

actually what is love? I found out somebody..perhaps instant liking her.. and I asked her about it. Oops !!! Perhaps I was wrong or she,herself doesnt know it will be ..
The boy wrote that : my friend will go to beijing on 8th.. so happy..
hmm.. By the way, why he just wrote her stuff not others? Who knows..
Furthermore, They are just kids... I think They just enjoy their kids lifess and.. Friendship..
What a jie jie thinking.. >me .. embarassing

About me, Nothing happen recently..
just online..TV.. and so on
monday means tomorrow.. gonna go back to mr.ooi there
to have my tuition..

there's the place.. makes me embarassed always..

haha

holidays... almost over..

time for prepare pmr

haih...

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Bash.. A fish A day

Hey guys... You know, I'm quite pity all way round. I always make something which are very embarassed in my tuition class, school or whatever place. Why ????!!!!!
Soon, My face will become red. just like a tomato.. or I feel my body temperature is 40 celciius !!!!! What the heck it is ?!!!!
Fish and Fish..
is it i stay too close with my friend, water fish ong ???

By the way, Friends around me.. all are crazy fellowssss..
hehe.. LIKe JBS .. but J is not. she is very nice.. dont you know her ?? haha
B= water fish ong.. she always being crazy. so, dont worry.. if you meet her up.. ok ??
S= Frog Chow chow.. DO you know what are the meaning of frogy and toady ?? I dont mean her.. haha
got 2 more.. crazy friends.. they are adeline and ying xin.
both of them.. always gooooooooooooooooooooooo insane.
Well, My gang is crazy group.. we live happily ever after one.

Next, THis holidays.. although are quite boring..
but luckily..i still got online friends..
they arent normal like me too..
haha
got MCdull's mother
got.. sakai in the village
got... one needs to eat 10 pills of panadol a day 1
got... one sot sot runner too..
got... dota >>donkeyss..
many many more...
sor gong
sor po
din po.. got too..

all are my friends..
that's all
haha

HAmBurGer

To you all informations, I got a Godbrother. His named is.. not important. I wanna tell you all something.. He is a HAmburger..
You know why ??
because he always eats it, sleeps with it, dreams it and the way he looks like is.. like a hamburger ??!!!

btw, he got another character too.. that is Mcdull's mother.
FEel Freaky right ?? but it is true. BElieve me..

Why i drop this blog down ??
because i care him.. he is my brother..
of course, i have to praise him in my one and only blog world.

I'm proud to be his sister... he is from other planet one..
in other way means.. i met an alien.. !!!
who has this kind of brother ?? NO !! right ??
haha

So.. if u wanna try to get know about him..
plz drop a msg here.
i will try to contact him
by speaking alien language...

thx !!!
promotion..has stopped !!!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

A failure

I'm fall apart already... !!!!!!!!
Exam has over.. and teachers gave back us our papers..
now, i just get 2 A's..
well.. my science and bc got B.. and the marks were near to A !
I failed to get it..
shireen got cried.. and i hugged her..

just now, in the science lab... i hope.. i hope i can get A !!!
but i get B.. then, suddenly.. i became very down. i didnt want to speak.. and pretended it was nothing..
then, i took out my calender.. and planned when am i going to study for my PMR ?
then. i wrote many 'SCIENCE' on my calender..
then, i laid down on the table.. recall my mind !!
suddenly a drop of tears ... row on my face..

I cried and.. screamed something like that.
I really got did hard.............................................................

I Cried and CRIed

although i hv told myself
not toooooooooooooo CRY

Sunday, October 08, 2006

+**>.Live behind a ShaDOw..<<+

My brain is still thinking about the bm paper 1.
I'm very scare that i will drop to bad class.
i Dont want to be
i cant take this pressure..
if it is reallly happened .....

I think i will hide myself
not to contact with my friends
change the enviroment.....
stay far from them
because i coudn't
face them...
I can't tahan..
the eyes.. that are looking at me
full of pity or look down on me..


Why i did the mistake ??????
why ~~~
maybe this reason
makes me cant focus
or i dun hv the energy to handle other subjects
but i will try hard
but it doesn't seem i got...
because i m online now !!!!!!!

I don'T BeliEve That What I couldn't see

God.. what are they thinking about L-O-V-e ? Although I'm not good in it.. but i know.. i wont be mad like that for love.
my fren, 14..
She met a guy who is 15
he loves smoking and drinking..
and .. her world likesss not 14 year-old-girl's world. it's complicated.. I cant believe got such things happen at here..

I recall back my memory..
actually.. my life is greater than others.
at least I dont have simply.. stead with people..
like what they said.. i love him.. even can give my life to him.. yucks.. their brains.. are thinking rubbish..
and.. they all are only using handphones to courting..
big troubles... happended they will commit sucide..
aiyo...

I m normal than them.. !!!

god bless them.. not to be that !!!!!!!

Friday, October 06, 2006

Life is wonderful

Hmm.. i m just a little girl.. 14-year-old girl
but i have planned a lot of things.. lolz
one day.. i try to imagine
how wonderful the world is...
ocean...
forest...
every wonderful place.....
i hope i can go there.. before the god takes me back to his side.
but now..
in reality life..
all we need is money !!!
hmm...
can't we just live in the
mirage ...? hoho.. impossible.

I love my life be ... very meaningful..
how am i going to plan it ?
must start from the basic..
means that i have to.. work hard.

easy to say.. but not easy to do lar..

hehe...
anyway..
this mooncake festival..
was the 1st time
i didnt celebrate wif my grandma...

haih......

~..Last Minute+~

Today we were tested on maths and geography....
you know ~~~
the maths was very easy.. i think. but i know the result i get sure ..will be very cacat 1. lolx

GeoGRaphy..
i read it last night..
means that.. last minute i studied it.
i taught i will fail the exam... which i will brake my record !
but it came out.. hmm
just easier than I taught.
I need to catch up... to get my A's back.
otherwise,
my bm will make me..fall into the deep.

I didnt have enough energy to do my exam paper.. because
yesterday night.. i slept at the midnight.. So.... hehe

actually i got many things to write about...
but i 4got already !!!!!!!!!!!

haih
time for dinner.
bye

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Nothing can replace my pain

WHAT HAD HAPPENED ON ME ????
I AM REALLY A CARELESS PERSON
OR..EVEN I M A RUBBISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
A JERK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







I DID MY BM PAPER 2 ON MONDAY
I MISSSED OUT ONE PART OF IT
MEANSSSSSSS
I DIDNT DOOOOOOOOO THE SUMMARY
WHICH CONTAINED
20 MARKSSSS




















































IS IT I GOING TO DROP ??????????????




HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Monday, October 02, 2006

study

Now is 12:15 AM..
i m stil on the line..
why..
cz of exam loh
ishhhhhhhhh

but i trust hard work turns to be good results
hopefully lar..

got many people i want to thxxx
exspecially my gor and a fren.
they all
accompany me.. haha

white rats...

pooorrrrrrrrr blog spot it is...
haih
i wrote 4 blogs
only left 2 blogssssssss

system gets stuck !!!!!!!!!!!