Don't Cross The Line

Finally, After left it for few months, sudden urge to type again. Problems are coming again.
F-U-T-U-R-E..! Supposed to be ??? Everyone is deciding or heading to their new path. What about me? Trying so hard to get my mind set on certain field. sigh.
Leaving, Finally the word is used on me, on us. Stepping forward to another new stage. Friends, leavin'.. Should be used to it right? Why .. Sorrowfulness still growing from the bottom of my heart?
Sigh. My mind is confused, confused by all these unpleasant thoughts. Showing I'm not growing up yet? Yea, definitely. The one who cannot decide her own future, damn useless. It's like a blind man lost his walking stick. Where am I heading to at last ?
Sometimes I wonder, Boys and Girls.. would it be better just be friends..? If cross the line, everything will change. more complicated. happiness would be getting more than last time but there are more problems to be faced slowly, and both might not be able to back like last time, used to be like friends.
Hmmm........
Why am I so lost...
haha.....

Big news

Update my blog again.
1. I bought a new mobile on 2nd october. W595
2. I got my car license last friday.
3. I always play in class instead of study. xp.
4. Friends not happy. =(
5. Plan for Genting trip with friends and family on 23th Dec. It's done.
6. SPM is around the corner.
7. WHO CAN HELP ME !!?

My hp lost

everybody i lost my hp today, still finding it.
my mum still didnt know yet...
die man....
please don't contact that number

Abrupt change

Finished trial.. yeah ! but surprisingly I don't feel excited at all. I feel I lost something and strange that I didn't hold my book to study today. I wish to pick up my History textbook and read. You may think I'm odd but I know myself, I didn't do well in my exam. The chinese essay I picked the first one to write entitled : How Do I Look Upon Myself. I thought about for a few minutes..should I pick this topic ? Normally I write essay is following my heart.. I wrote about myself. People around me have their own talent but I don't have. Last time I felt bad about it and as days go on, I learn how to love myself. I walked out from the shadow. I wrote out the story, at the end I don't know will I get high marks for Chinese..
Recently, I find out that there's another me inside my body. the more emotional one. I went for a talk in Main Convent, the speaker said everyone have two personalities. my 2nd one is more emotional.. EMO-GIRL?? oh no.. but I won't cut myself or do anything stupid. Friends I know won't be together all the time, I know one day each of us will leave to chase after our dreams. But I have been living like this since standard 1..everyday go to school,meet friends, chat ... suddenly change..I admit, there's a sightly unpleasant feeling in my heart. I didn't show out to them, just when I'm alone, I start to think about it. Many friends have started to plan for their further study. Some will stay here, some will leave. When one by one tells me, they want to leave.. yea, study at oversea is good ..but I think : So Fast, everyone has to leave. I'm like..something is missed. My mum says I am not mature enough, friends of course won't be together for a long time. yea, I am immature but you can't stop me from thinking that. sigh...
Sometimes, tears will flow out automatically. Shireen says it is involutary action. I cry more compared to the last 4 years. I wonder is my hormone changed? an abrupt change of attitude.
please condone I sometimes look down ..
Nothing much I wanna say..
it's a rainy day in my heart today ..

Animation

video that you will never miss in your lifetime.. haha

Car Learning

Today I have my driving lesson for 2nd time at Sepakat. haha.. Parking is tough.. The teacher praised me, "pandai !" ..see.. so those who think I'm gonna make the teacher vomit through out the lessons ...you guys are so wrong !! haha... today is the muslims have their first day puasa...
oh ya.. I saw ooi too.. it was her first day to drive.. haha...
AYU.. GAMBATEH neh...
hehe...
exams are nearer to us... my gosh...
thrill......
erm... finally get back my car after repairation.=)
that's all for today...
haha...

yesterday we have our choir farewell in music room. they prepare a sketch for us.. so funny.. too bad I din take pic for it..
Janice teh's look made me burst into laugh...
Cheryl too.. So cute her plaits...

Update

such a long time I didn't update my blog. Friends always complain about it. i'm sorry guys. haha...
I don't know what to write and erm... no time to write. form5 is really busy and hectic. so many people sick recently.. I see getting more and more people putting on the masks.. I can really feel the danger of H1N1... Don't wish anyone i know will get infected by this virus.
erm...last 2 weeks, my sis and I went to grandma's house during weekend.. we have lots of fun there...Morning, we have our breakfast..after 2 hours.. food are served to us. lunch time, we ate roti canai...after 2 hours eat again... I didn't feel hungry at all throughout the day... >.<... *GAIN WEIGHT*
Next, I got my L license finally.. yeah.. my dad has bought a car for me.. erm..for the family la..
I will get the car tomorrow.. haha... but cannot drive it yet.. maybe can drive around my housing area... people don't worry.. it's safe.. p/s : I even bought a keychain for my car..



Ow... I love to watch Slam Dunk recently... everyday spend half an hour as my leisure.


Plenty of my hair has dropped...because of study ??? stress?? Arhhh I really don't know.. I dont want become bald...OMG !!! I see everyone starts studying ..and working so hard.. what's the heck am I doing.. I'm so slow to finish even one chapter... !!!

yesterday... I went to Golf Club with ber's , shireen's, auntie ann's and ying xin's families to have dinner at Japanese Restaurant...!!

Kl trip with shireen's family and mine...

KL 2 days 1 night trip .. @Shireen and I@

*The toilet we went... before we reached Kuala Lumpur

*Roti BOY !! we're the first customers to buy it...*MY HONEYMOON restaurant*

*We ate DURIAN PANCAKE & drank MANGO TONG SUI


* Ah Qi & I

*DOREMON SHOP
* SUBWAY
* Yo.. What's up.. GIRLS' Shopping time... >.<

* CRAZY in Fitting ROOM

*7a.m. got up from bed...and went for swimming.......... ^^

Do you support Science and Maths to be taught in Bahasa Malaysia ?

Everyone, if you DON'T LIKE science and maths to be taught in bahasa Malaysia .. please go to http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/ to vote for it !! It's Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad's blog. Don't worry. It doesn't involve anything in politics. just the people can voice out their opinions. =)

Different way of showing love

Different way of showing love and caring.

haha. Honestly, I may not be the best friend by your side to tell you don't cry and move on your life when you're sad.
But I will use my own way to show you I support you. It happens to my best friends.. recently, they love to sit in a small group suddenly confess all the problems and thoughts they have in minds for a long time. Well, it's not about me and not so linked with me. I am at the edge..."should I go over there or just stand here,don't move" ... I picked the second choice. because I don't know the situation and I know what can I do is.. right after they solve it.. cry for it.. I "counsel" them.. of course I'm not very good in counseling ...
anyway, as time flies, I notice we have grown up.a lot. We will separate and move on our life. wonder how would it be. I really miss the moment I have now. hope we won't just meet once in a year or slowly friends forget me.

That's the sharing for today. I know I din update blog for such a long time. haha. no time.
big boss. ^^

p/s: may get a laptop soon. weeee..............>,<

Amazing Natural Phenomena

Red tides are also known as algal blooms - sudden influxes of massive amounts of colored single-cell algae that can convert entire areas of an ocean or beach into a blood red color. While some of these can be relatively harmless, others can be harbingers of deadly toxins that cause the deaths of fish, birds and marine mammals. In some cases, even humans have been harmed by red tides though no human exposure are known to have been fatal. While they can be fatal, the constituent phytoplankton in ride tides are not harmful in small numbers.

A circumhorizontal fire rainbow arc occurs at a rare confluence of right time and right place for the sun and certain clouds. Crystals within the clouds refract light into the various visible waves of the spectrum but only if they are arrayed correctly relative to the ground below. Due to the rarity with which all of these events happen in conjunction with one another, there are relatively few remarkable photos of this phenomena.

While many see these apparently perfect ice circles as worthy of conspiracy theorizing, scientists generally accept that they are formed by eddies in the water that spin a sizable piece of ice in a circular motion. As a result of this rotation, other pieces of ice and flotsam wear relatively evenly at the edges of the ice until it slowly forms into an essentially ideal circle. Ice circles have been seen with diameters of over 500 feet and can also at times be found in clusters and groups at different sizes as shown above.
Blue holes are giant and sudden drops in underwater elevation that get their name from the dark and foreboding blue tone they exhibit when viewed from above in relationship to surrounding waters. They can be hundreds of feet deep and while divers are able to explore some of them they are largely devoid of oxygen that would support sea life due to poor water circulation - leaving them eerily empty. Some blue holes, however, contain ancient fossil remains that have been discovered, preserved in their depths.
When a thick lava flow cools it contracts vertically but cracks perpendicular to its directional flow with remarkable geometric regularity - in most cases forming a regular grid of remarkable hexagonal extrusions that almost appear to be made by man. One of the most famous such examples is the Giant's Causeway on the coast of Ireland (shown above) though the largest and most widely recognized would be Devil's Tower in Wyoming. Basalt also forms different but equally fascinating ways when eruptions are exposed to air or water.

Amazing Natural Phenomena

Denise with me

Last Friday, I hang out with Denise.
haha... We watched Night at the museum 2.... laughed our heads off.
then, we went to played the "sand art" eerrm..don't know what is the name for it..
AHH !! I got picture here.
Oh well.. I know it looks like witch.. but I wish to tell you all.. the workers there din teach us how to colour it... i mean they din say we need to use BLACK as outline !!! but they told other kids !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T.

anyway.. have a nice day with Denise, my sis and a friend.
we played car racing... basketball..and so on.. it hit my head so many times..

New moon Trailer

New moon Trailer !

Day with Ton

Day with Ton
Today hang out with Ton ^^.. we have a great time............ !!!!!
And we watched Angels and Demons.. But at last..we kept talking because we don't understand the story. haha..
I'm so much fatter than her... T.T

Quiz

I did the facebook quiz : Which hair colour suits you ?!!
Answer : you are very luck you fill like the whole world does not get you and you are very unique your lucky to have had black

Which Twilight girl you are ??? - The answer I get is Isabella Swam.... ^^



Why go through all the complications of dating a bad boy when you could just be with a good old fashion nice guy? He’ll always be there for you when you need him (even if you don’t ask), he’ll cheer you up when you’re down, he’ll play violin for you in the middle of the forest, and he’ll give you sage-like words of wisdom on Life and Love. He’s one yummy fortune cookie.

* I did the test which F4(korean) is perfect for me ?
Can you see how sweet it is ?? !!! i played facebook about what is my dream room !! ^^

Enjoying the whole day by playing the quiz .. ^^

HAng out

haha.. tomorrow date with ton ton.. first time we hang out together. hope we will have lots of funs..

Today is the last day for this semester... we have a little concert for teachers. Great PERFORMANCES...

Nothing much to write. haha.

Birthday

I celebrated my 17th birthday on 20th may. They brought me to MCDONALd.. but I didn't know their plans... then we went to Ipoh Swimming Club.. haha.. have a lot of funs.. !! really enjoyed.
I got many presents.. I know this year is the last year for my classmates to celebrate birthday with me. because next year everyone will go to different places to move on their life. !...really appreciate what they have done for me. thanks ya.
it is a memorable day.. and.. an old man took our picture when we were at MCD. everyone please be careful if you go there. !!!

Lelong

Lelong lelong
Hey, I have a 1GB NOKIA memory card would like to sell to you..
RM40.. or less than that if you want.
I have bought another new mobile so I can't use it.
whoever wants please leave a message here.
it is in GOOD CONDITION.. I'll delete all my stuffs in it. No viRUS...
TRUST ME =)

Connie Talbot

No doubt sure you know this girl is connie talbot who is only 6 when she took part Britain's got talent

American Idol

everyone !! American idol is going for finale... ADAM & KRIS !!!
omg omg omg.. Danny GOOKEY... feel sorry for him. he is the master vocal .. !!!

HOW CAN TWO PERFECT GUYS WITH GOOD VOCALS AND NICE LOOKING APPEAR IN MY LIFE ?!!!!!!!!
hahaha....