on SUNDAY

*Siu Mai
*Cha Siu Pao
* so called " AH XIAN JUICE" .. mixture of fruits and veggies
* Chee cheong fun
* the famous "lao sha pao"
* Dang Lang ! It's AXIAN Dim Sum Restaurant ...
* In the afternoon, we went to a cake shop...

* B-U-N-S
* butter.. I guess...
* WOW !!!

* carried things back to home... ?>>>!??!?!?
* We went to K3K to eat some refreshment...
* BIG CURRY PUFF !! (not nice)


At night, I'll back to my hostel ~
Before that, I will attend a birthday party. =)

Sunway Pyramid

Got CHA ! I bought myself a pair of slippers today in Sunway Pyramid. It's Banana Peels ... erm.. don't know what brand is that, anyway, just to share with you all..the patterns of those slippers are cool. the price is reasonable only if it doesn't worn out fast. haha.

then, my cousin brought me to watch a movie entitled Another Pandora's Box, SuPER DUper ExtremLy FUnNy. It's a good x 1000000 comedy ! =)

My cousin and her family provided me nice food and warm shelter, again, thanks. Other relatives keep calling me up to ask whether I need anything else. so Sweet, huh..? *sniff sniff*

going to start my class soon, get prepared, must be diligent and TAK BOLEH MALAS ! ...haha

My College Life

haha, guys, I know you can't wait to know how's my life in college.

hmm... Let me show you !!! =)



* in a JAPANESE RESTAURANT ???


Basically, there's too many food you can choose in KL. This is the 1st time I away from home to have own life, currently, still staying in auntie's house 1st.

today I went into the college, I saw some girls wearing high heels + mini skirts, while I was wearing long jeans + t-shirt ...
I was like : OMG ! My attire is so much different from them.
Once I stepped my feet into the campus, I saw some people were gathering outside the hall, they were attending orientation just like me :).
GIRLS : holding PRADA, GUESS, ROXY handbags + clothes + shoes.. etc etc..

GUYS: REEBOK, NIKE, ADDIDAS, DIESEL belts + shoes + bagpack ..etc etc...

haha.. it's like I've entered a fashion world in Miami. haha.
after that, I met some new friends. They are kind and friendly.

1. no chinese/mandarin/cantonese in campus. we need to speak in ENGLISH ...

2. the principle requested us to be well-groomed, but look around ... nobody listens to her.. xp.

3. the library is quite cool, we need to surf the net to look for the book we want to borrow in library.

4. E-learning. bringing own laptop while attending the classes.

5. FOOD PARADISE... more than 30 restaurants !! I'm gonna be fattttttttttttttttttttttttt

6. LENG ZHAI + LENG LUI everywhere... :)

7. My timetable is quite free, enjoy it so much.

8. Subjects I take quite difficult, based on my friend in TAYLOR's collge saying that LAW (A levels) passing rate ... 19 % ++ .. O.O OMG !!!

9. Received many phone calls from relatives and friends in Kuala Lumpur, thanks for caring me. =)

SPM RESULTS

haha. today.. really made my nerves froze while we were waiting for our results.
some even cried, for example anjoe. she hasn't got her results but she cried when our class teacher holding the results coming into the hall.

anyway, I also feel happy for my results although there's a little disappointments for a certain subject.

=)

escape

ESCAPE

please give me a boat, to sail on sea. alone.

please give me an airplane ticket, to fly to everywhere which can bring me peace.

please give me a rocket, if I need an escape.

I do need an escape.

Cause I can't feel happy here.

All bad feelings I am going through now.

Whether can overcome it or not,

sorry, I don't know.

It isn't decided by me.

I pray to GOD,

I'm a Buddhist i mean,

pray to her,

give me peace,

calm me down,

show me new path,

I wish to have a new life,

forget all those sorrowfulness and worries.

Hope she can help me.

hunger for food

Don't know why.. I feel so hungry now..
everyday also hungry...
what happen to me ?

I don't wish to be fat !!!!!!!!

just to view at these images... to fill my stomach !

New life

gonna start something new. haha.

recently, pressure is exerted on me, I hardly can breathe.

I wish to come out from the shadow... looking towards to place where I feel warm and safe.

I gonna make some changes.

cause what ?

I'm 18.

after sometimes, you will see the new me.

don't miss me if I lose contact suddenly. :)

New Laptop

hohohoho... Finally get my 1st laptop ! Kian Aun helped me to choose as I don't know anything about laptop ! thanks !!!!

Thanks dad and mom pay the money !!

it's acer. My laptop is something like that shown above !!

just share my joy with you all !!

so happy !

Photofunia

haha... robbert pattison and I

notification

spm results will be released on 11th MARCH !!!!! this is real. heard from radio

Go to Ooi's house

1st March, we took that day as Denise's birthday because her birthday is on 29th feb,haha.
We went to Jusco to watch movie, Kbox.
at night, we went to Ooi's house to sleepover. just denise and I went to her house, amelia ling din go.

We chat whole night and around 2am felt hungry... we went to the kitchen to drink "longan tong sui".
then, today morning we woke up around 7 smtg to get prepare to have breakfast with my mom and shireen's mom.

Ooi's mom fetched us out, and we enjoyed our breakfast. after that, went back to Ooi's house to sing songs...watched korean show by using Denise's laptop.

*thanks for accompanying me*

Colour

红色：温暖，热情，喜庆，性感
橙色：成熟，活力，收获
黄色：警示，醒目
绿色：青春，活泼
蓝色：忧郁
紫色：神秘，富贵，浪漫
黑色：端庄，沉默，神秘，严肃，冷酷
白色：纯洁，希望，干净

Which colour represent you?

新不了情

新不了情
心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝
这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了
心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝
这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
深情难了
缘难了
深情难了

Depressing

Finding so hard to get someone to listen to me. I am not the one who will tell my problem to people I am not 100% close with. so, so suffering now.
nobody understands me.
feel like crying.
no.
already crying,
in my heart

Turning Left Or Right ?

Turning Left or Right ?

I've been thinking about my future. But Don't really sure of my interest. The closer day to take my SPM Results, the heavier my heart is. I am afraid I only get 5 or 6 A's, just honestly, I aim higher, but doesn't mean I will achieve it.
Just annoying. I don't wish to think about it.
FUTURE. is quite a mess now.

Speechless

Nothing much I wanna write here. Cause recently, too many unhappy things happen which I don't want to talk much or I don't know where to start to talk about it. I rather keep it myself.
sigh.

Feasts On Food

Feasts On Food

I've been eating a lot this whole week ! First, there's a party in Bernice's house (monday).
Tuesday night, we went to eat Korean & Japanese Food with Friends (costs about RM200+),
then, we went to Sidewalk Lounge to eat ice-creams. Talked about true "ghost story" happend on Andrew Chun. haha. On Thursday night, we went to Shireen's open house... gambled in her room and for a sleptover Today which means Friday, we have our breakfast at Fu San Restaurant with Steven and Adeline. (We as in Shireen and her siblings, Bernice, Sabrina and I).. and then, later at night, we'll go to Elim Church to have dinner and party again !!!!

bring more coins.. (gamble later) ..xp..just kidding. I want US DOLLAR !

杯具茶几

杯具茶几

人生是就像一个茶几 ，上面摆满了杯具….对不

1.0版：人生是杯具。

2.0版：我的人生就像茶几，上面摆满了杯具。

3.0版：人生像茶几，上面摆满了杯具；人生又像茶杯，本身就是个杯具；人生更像茶叶，终究要被浸泡在杯具之中。

4.0版：人生就像牙缸，你可以把它看成杯具，也可以看成洗具。

5.0版：人生就像茶几，上面摆满了杯具。当你努力跳出一个杯具时，却发现自己跳进了一个餐具（惨剧）。

6.0版：人生就像是一个茶几，上面摆满了杯具。当我们认为自己跳出一个杯具时，却已经掉进了另外一个杯具。而若你发现你没有跳进另一个杯具……那恭喜你……你掉下茶几了。

7.0版：人生就像一个透明的杯具，我们自知身在其中，偶尔和另一个杯具一见钟情，却出不去。

8.0版：人生是一只茶几，上面放满了杯具。而本身就是杯具的我们还非加上茶叶自以为与别人没有茶具（差距）， 结果人人都说咱现在要具就用餐具（惨剧）。我们在沉默中灭亡，成了文具；在沉默中爆发，成了火炬。我们想明哲保身，都成了面具。我们想一鸣惊人，都成了京 剧。不能再次相聚，执手相看泪眼，成了默剧。生活是自己的杯具，别人眼里的洗具（喜剧）。

9.0版：我跟上帝说我渴了，于是上帝给了我一大堆杯具。

10.0版：女人是水做的，为了迎合她们，男人注定成为一个个杯具。

11.0版：人参要泡在杯具里才能入味。

Sleepover Night at Shireen's house

"That tonight gonna be a good night.That tonight gonna be a great night.That tonight gonna be a good good good good night !!!"

-Black Eyed Peas-

*helping ah Qi to brush teeth

*Doing Warm up ???

*our friends

*our dads

*our moms

First, we went to Bernice's house for her farewell party. There's lots of food. and we played around with friends, playing pokers & so on...

Around twelve, we JBS went to Shireen's house for a sleepover ... ^^

A man pee at street

A man pee at street

Tonight, after finishing our dinner, my mom,sis and I walked back to take our car.
Suddenly, an INDIAN man pee infront of the shop... We were just there !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my mom quickly ran away, so did we.

GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When Can You See The Harvest Moon?

What makes me,or I can say a girl to feel that she jumps from the land of Earth, pass through the atmosphere, ozone layer, and finally reach the moon. Flying there and fly back to the Earth, that exciting ?

DO YOU KNOW THE REASON ???

First, it could be ...
1. "hey, you look thin!"

or...

2. "hey, you look thinner than before!"

3. "hey,you are super duper thin !!"

Finally...

4."You're the slimmest person among us !!!!"

Conclusion is : They all say I look thinner now !!!! :)

Elim's cafe

Everytime, when it is Shireen's and Sabrina's turn to prepare the food, it will always be late !
I came to Elim at 9 something, however the "chef" Shireen not around yet. The cafe is open from 11 a.m. but in the end, I was the helper to buy the ingredients for food. I've came here twice to support them but I have become their assitant instead of customer ~
Now still waiting Sabrina to serve the food for me, starving !! T.T

After SPM

Those former form 5 people started to plan their holidays after exam. Before SPM, everyone was hoping and wishing that day would come faster. However, now, everyone starts to make complains!

"So bored,"
"Nothing to do,"

They started to find part-time jobs but in the end, they complained their jobs !
Some has already applied the scholarship,or even has entered the college in local or oversea.
For me,
I'm enjoying and that's fun to play around everyday.
At first, I went to malls with friends, a lot !
but after that, as you guys know... malls that we acknowledge are Jusco or Parade only. Currently, Jusco got the first ranking, am I right?
so, if you go there thrice a week, you'll feel boring definitely, like I do!
but but but,
we can do other things.
I watch Anime, those I want to watch and wait for that day to come for ages...Finally, it's my turn to "tan sai gai".
My mom allowed me to watch anime after SPM, but she saw me sitting infont of the televsion everyday, she started to scold,"Why can't you do something, something more meaningful? You're wasting your time! Find a job!"
but but but, I reminded her she promised me to let me watch,so she kept quiet.
One day, I told her I wanna work at the DVD shop.
You know what she said?
"Do do do... you will be working after studying for your whole life time! What for in a hurry need to work now? Relax first!"
See... that's what mom will do.
Contradictory and makes me don't know what to do.
I planned to study form 6, so I din do any research about college, parents who are the one encouraging me to take form 6 too.
"Why are you sitting infront of tv or hanging out with friends all the time? How about your future? Don't want to study anymore? Why don't you find some informations about college? People already start studying...!"

When I always go out for movies,
she will say,"Wasting Money!"
When I din go out much like now,
she will say,"What's wrong with you? Argue with friends? Go out with them la..since they're leaving here soon!"

Are you facing the same problem with me?
Therefore, now I'm playing and working (helping my dad a lil) ... Woohoo !!

Accident On The Road

Today, Shireen fetched Vivien, Anjoe, Bernice, my sis and I home. While on the way back to Vivien's house, we were chatting and playing in the car. Suddenly, a motorbike fall infront of me. I saw the car infront of the bike has stopped his car,his car bumper was damaged. Luckily, Shireen able to stop her car if not we would knock down the biker!!!
Thanks God that the biker and the driver didn't get any serious injury!
and thanks for protecting us from the accident !

Chinese New Year Video !

Enjoy it ! watch it if you want to get some cny mood !

How much time do we left?

*How much time do we have?*
*countin'*
less than 2 weeks I think.
two of them in this picture, will be going to have their new life.

GIVE ME SOME CNY SPIRITS

hey hey guys, Chinese New Year is just around the corner, besides Shireen and Bernice are leaving(NOT A BIG DEAL), we should have some plannings !!!
PARTIES !!!
VISITING !!!
SHOPPING !!
BUY THE CLOTHES AS MANY AS YOU..
CAUSE WHAT ?
WE'RE ALL OUT...........
CRAZY TO HAVE FUN ^^

Penang

this tuesday and wednesday, I'm going to Penang with shireen, bernice and sabrina. haha. SHOOPING MALLS AND FOOD STALLS HERE WE COME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hang out a lot recently, to meet friends. so excited about my holidays now. =)

Don't Cross The Line

Finally, After left it for few months, sudden urge to type again. Problems are coming again.
F-U-T-U-R-E..! Supposed to be ??? Everyone is deciding or heading to their new path. What about me? Trying so hard to get my mind set on certain field. sigh.
Leaving, Finally the word is used on me, on us. Stepping forward to another new stage. Friends, leavin'.. Should be used to it right? Why .. Sorrowfulness still growing from the bottom of my heart?
Sigh. My mind is confused, confused by all these unpleasant thoughts. Showing I'm not growing up yet? Yea, definitely. The one who cannot decide her own future, damn useless. It's like a blind man lost his walking stick. Where am I heading to at last ?
Sometimes I wonder, Boys and Girls.. would it be better just be friends..? If cross the line, everything will change. more complicated. happiness would be getting more than last time but there are more problems to be faced slowly, and both might not be able to back like last time, used to be like friends.
Hmmm........
Why am I so lost...
haha.....

Big news

Update my blog again.
1. I bought a new mobile on 2nd october. W595
2. I got my car license last friday.
3. I always play in class instead of study. xp.
4. Friends not happy. =(
5. Plan for Genting trip with friends and family on 23th Dec. It's done.
6. SPM is around the corner.
7. WHO CAN HELP ME !!?

My hp lost

everybody i lost my hp today, still finding it.
my mum still didnt know yet...
die man....
please don't contact that number

Abrupt change

Finished trial.. yeah ! but surprisingly I don't feel excited at all. I feel I lost something and strange that I didn't hold my book to study today. I wish to pick up my History textbook and read. You may think I'm odd but I know myself, I didn't do well in my exam. The chinese essay I picked the first one to write entitled : How Do I Look Upon Myself. I thought about for a few minutes..should I pick this topic ? Normally I write essay is following my heart.. I wrote about myself. People around me have their own talent but I don't have. Last time I felt bad about it and as days go on, I learn how to love myself. I walked out from the shadow. I wrote out the story, at the end I don't know will I get high marks for Chinese..
Recently, I find out that there's another me inside my body. the more emotional one. I went for a talk in Main Convent, the speaker said everyone have two personalities. my 2nd one is more emotional.. EMO-GIRL?? oh no.. but I won't cut myself or do anything stupid. Friends I know won't be together all the time, I know one day each of us will leave to chase after our dreams. But I have been living like this since standard 1..everyday go to school,meet friends, chat ... suddenly change..I admit, there's a sightly unpleasant feeling in my heart. I didn't show out to them, just when I'm alone, I start to think about it. Many friends have started to plan for their further study. Some will stay here, some will leave. When one by one tells me, they want to leave.. yea, study at oversea is good ..but I think : So Fast, everyone has to leave. I'm like..something is missed. My mum says I am not mature enough, friends of course won't be together for a long time. yea, I am immature but you can't stop me from thinking that. sigh...
Sometimes, tears will flow out automatically. Shireen says it is involutary action. I cry more compared to the last 4 years. I wonder is my hormone changed? an abrupt change of attitude.
please condone I sometimes look down ..
Nothing much I wanna say..
it's a rainy day in my heart today ..

Animation

video that you will never miss in your lifetime.. haha

Car Learning

Today I have my driving lesson for 2nd time at Sepakat. haha.. Parking is tough.. The teacher praised me, "pandai !" ..see.. so those who think I'm gonna make the teacher vomit through out the lessons ...you guys are so wrong !! haha... today is the muslims have their first day puasa...
oh ya.. I saw ooi too.. it was her first day to drive.. haha...
AYU.. GAMBATEH neh...
hehe...
exams are nearer to us... my gosh...
thrill......
erm... finally get back my car after repairation.=)
that's all for today...
haha...

yesterday we have our choir farewell in music room. they prepare a sketch for us.. so funny.. too bad I din take pic for it..
Janice teh's look made me burst into laugh...
Cheryl too.. So cute her plaits...

Update

such a long time I didn't update my blog. Friends always complain about it. i'm sorry guys. haha...
I don't know what to write and erm... no time to write. form5 is really busy and hectic. so many people sick recently.. I see getting more and more people putting on the masks.. I can really feel the danger of H1N1... Don't wish anyone i know will get infected by this virus.
erm...last 2 weeks, my sis and I went to grandma's house during weekend.. we have lots of fun there...Morning, we have our breakfast..after 2 hours.. food are served to us. lunch time, we ate roti canai...after 2 hours eat again... I didn't feel hungry at all throughout the day... >.<... *GAIN WEIGHT*
Next, I got my L license finally.. yeah.. my dad has bought a car for me.. erm..for the family la..
I will get the car tomorrow.. haha... but cannot drive it yet.. maybe can drive around my housing area... people don't worry.. it's safe.. p/s : I even bought a keychain for my car..



Ow... I love to watch Slam Dunk recently... everyday spend half an hour as my leisure.


Plenty of my hair has dropped...because of study ??? stress?? Arhhh I really don't know.. I dont want become bald...OMG !!! I see everyone starts studying ..and working so hard.. what's the heck am I doing.. I'm so slow to finish even one chapter... !!!

yesterday... I went to Golf Club with ber's , shireen's, auntie ann's and ying xin's families to have dinner at Japanese Restaurant...!!

Kl trip with shireen's family and mine...

KL 2 days 1 night trip .. @Shireen and I@

*The toilet we went... before we reached Kuala Lumpur

*Roti BOY !! we're the first customers to buy it...*MY HONEYMOON restaurant*

*We ate DURIAN PANCAKE & drank MANGO TONG SUI


* Ah Qi & I

*DOREMON SHOP
* SUBWAY
* Yo.. What's up.. GIRLS' Shopping time... >.<

* CRAZY in Fitting ROOM

*7a.m. got up from bed...and went for swimming.......... ^^

Do you support Science and Maths to be taught in Bahasa Malaysia ?

Everyone, if you DON'T LIKE science and maths to be taught in bahasa Malaysia .. please go to http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/ to vote for it !! It's Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad's blog. Don't worry. It doesn't involve anything in politics. just the people can voice out their opinions. =)

Different way of showing love

Different way of showing love and caring.

haha. Honestly, I may not be the best friend by your side to tell you don't cry and move on your life when you're sad.
But I will use my own way to show you I support you. It happens to my best friends.. recently, they love to sit in a small group suddenly confess all the problems and thoughts they have in minds for a long time. Well, it's not about me and not so linked with me. I am at the edge..."should I go over there or just stand here,don't move" ... I picked the second choice. because I don't know the situation and I know what can I do is.. right after they solve it.. cry for it.. I "counsel" them.. of course I'm not very good in counseling ...
anyway, as time flies, I notice we have grown up.a lot. We will separate and move on our life. wonder how would it be. I really miss the moment I have now. hope we won't just meet once in a year or slowly friends forget me.

That's the sharing for today. I know I din update blog for such a long time. haha. no time.
big boss. ^^

p/s: may get a laptop soon. weeee..............>,<