Friday, May 08, 2009
Friday, May 01, 2009
k770i
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Mr. April is leaving
Hey! Do you all notice that Mr. April is leaving us soon ? When he drives his car and waves his hands with us and reach at the corner..
guess !!! who will he meet ?
Ms May !! What comes into your mind ?
Mid year exam.. Yea..besides??
after exam, is 20th may.you all can take a rest and think what to do NEXT !!
Enjoy your May !!
=)
Saturday, April 25, 2009
April
I don't like this APRIL. there are too many conflicts happen to me. Stress, the 1st time I have such big stress, now I understand why some people cannot cope with stress. I wish to buy a book consists of many jokes. but it has been sold out. sigh. Like what Bernice said, " I don't know how to express myself anymore." You give me more stress it will not just come out what you want me to be. You push me to the edge don't mean I can fix myself into it. I'm not flexible enough. I am a high "S"... today I went to Main Convent to listen a talk about personality. It shows I'm a loyal and very firm in relationships. I search for long term relation. in friendships or family or love...
It's quite accqurate. Because it also says that I cannot accept change fast.
Losing it is worse than gaining it. I rather hope it never comes to me than it just disappears infront of me suddenly.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Outdate
I love solitary life already. Not joining much people but live in my own world. I still love to chat but I still find I'm odd. I don't know what happen to me.
I went to pc fair.. people said about wireless network ..I don't know how to use it..I am so outdated to all these new technologies...
haha...I'm a barbarian..
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Dream

I dreamed I was in a car with my family, my dad was driving us to a hill. I was holding something which I needed to return it to the forest. We reached at the hill and I saw many giraffes. I saw one was really tall and I asked my dad,"Dad, is it the tallest one in this world ? Can't believe I can see it !" Suddenly, it lifted its head and looked at me. I smiled.
I heard somebody honked his car. The giraffes were frightened and they ran away. My dad quickly moved the car and we had a narrow escape. But when I reached to a safety place I heard some villagers said..somebody died just now.She was my friend. In the dream, I thought I cause her to death. I became hysterical and always cried. I saw her soul in my class and everyone didn't know she was dead. I told my friends she was dead and it was her soul.. She was talking with others. People didn't touch her so they didn't know she was transparent.
My parents brought me to S'pore, I ran away from everyone. I rode a bus and Ah mei jie jie followed me. She said I can stay here anytime I want.
And I woke up.
Weird dream.
birthday
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Scribble
I wonder are my friends really my friends. this sounds ridiculous because I'm already form 5. I don't even know how to differentiate. Friends are friends but why I can't tell them my problems anymore..? Not they don't want to listen is when I see their faces I don't even wanna talk to them my problems. 1st, I have been observing people around me and I make some comments. I have a friend, don't want to mention her name here (that's hurt).. sometimes when I talk to her, she answers me like dead fish...like not very please to answer me. but when I hear she is on the phone with her boyfriend, she can be like very sweet and nice. I didn't aware of that at 1st, until my sis told me that problem I realise yea..sometimes she is doing that to me too. Besides, I don't like her attitude. I play with her but she asks me what is that.. I just talk to her nicely but in the end she says.. "I don't want" with an annoying tone. that makes me feel so uncomfortable.. she is like wanna fight back. It's rude. and this is not the 1st time she does that to me. Morover, when it comes to something ..she has different answer compare to mine. She will fight back (of course she can) but her tone and face make me wanna scold her. At the end, she gets wrong and just laughs away without saying sorry.
Next, another friend. sometimes I really cannot work with her. It's face problem again. When I suggest another way to her, her face will clump together. I look at her face I don't really wanna talk to her. that makes me not happy and edgy and I show my sullen face too. I don't know is my problem or her problem... but when it comes to friendship..she can be a good friend.
Another one. this is special case. I don't feel like talking to her my problems because I think once I talk to her, it's like wasting her time. She has more things to do rather than hearing my problems. That's what I feel. I don't want to disturb her. Last time I used to know many of her things... but now.. everytime people ask me about her.. I only can answer them "sorry, I don't know"...
Last Sunday, my chemistry tutor said I'm getting lazy. he looked disappointed and I felt so sorry and wanted to cry. I wanna get good results. but I really don't know where to start from..and how to study............... PLEASE GUIDE ME...
Anyway, about my friends. I am not backstabbing them, I just want to tell them how I feel...
If they wanna angry.. I'm sorry. and I know I'm not really good because I am still a human.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
April Fool
hahaha.. FOol ~ hehehehe
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Recover
and my throat is better already but I cannot eat sour plum.. if not my ulser can cause me fatal. hehe.
hope you recover soon yea... !!!
Taken

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.. I'm strongly recommending you all to watch a movie called "Taken".. starring by Liam Neeson, Maggie Grace, Katie Cassidy.
Let me give you all a small description.
A parents were divorced and they had a daughter, Kim. The mother married another rich man and they lived with Kim. The father was a spy for country and he had retired. Kim wanted to go traveling with her friend, Amanda. She was just 17. She lied to her father that she went to Paris only but indeed they had planned to go to many places.
When they reached Paris, Amanda met a guy in airport and he invited them to a school party. She gave him their house's address. imminent, a group of men broke into their house and grabbed Amanda. Kim saw it when she was on the phone with her dad. Her dad asked her to calm down and told him all the traits she saw the men had. She was kidnapped,then. He went to Paris and saved her. If you like action movie..you should watch it. You can see the cruelty of the men in this world.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Castrate the men who do evil jobs
They aren't humans ! They ARE BEASTS.. I wish the animals come back and take revenges on them... They should be castrated... Crazy.. conceited...callous..nuts !!!
*view it if you love animals. do not view it if you have heart disease. it's toooooo CRUEL
Friday, March 20, 2009
Oh my !
and I feeling my head is spinning and it is so heavy........
Where's my MARIA...? OOI YING XIN..............
Monday, March 16, 2009
A frightening incident
Girls please becareful when you're alone. Luckily I'm still here. Safely ...
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Forever
they don't even know what's the meaning of forever. You have to take your responsibility on it.
Please be grateful you're still alive
And there's a new born. She was handicapped since she was born. her backbones affect her kidney so she will be having an operation after she was born a few months. Her head is much more larger than the normal babies because there's some "fluid" in her head and the fluid compresses her brain to 1 cm. We should appreciate our live. because it isn't easy to be a normal human. Many people are diagnosed with cancer and other sicknesses, there are some advices from me to my beloved friends.
1st, eat more fruits.
2nd, drink more water.. not any alcohol, soda drinks
3rd, sleep early. the best sleeping time is from 10p.m. to 6 a.m. I know we are busy, so try to sleep at 11. even though we have many things to do, but life is more important, right?
4th, regular exercises. Keep your body moves.
5th, don't repress your feelings too much. find somebody to share with it. =)
6th, be optimistic. The sky isn't Grey all the time, the rainbow will come if you believe it will. ^^
7th, be kind.
I'm very scared people whom I know will leave ..... Don't know why, maybe one's life is too fragile...
besides, there are many poverty families in this world. I really feel sorry for them and I hope I can give them a hand in future....
Friday, March 13, 2009
hey i'm back
erm, 1st thanks ah ling and zhe rou are fine now. so worry about them. thanks thanks thanks.
always healthy ya !!!
2nd, last week I went for a 3 days 2 nights camp in my school. Oh My God, we have so much fun because the facilitators from KL came to train us. I love them so much.. I even cried.. it is the best camp I ever have. We always shouted and jumped...laughed... all have gone crazy. I have a singing, dancing performances and drama there. All of us did very well.. *blink*
the nights I could never forget !!!
3rd, I didn't have voice after coming back from the camp and the next day I have my audition for choir school team !!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD !! but but but.. teacher gave me 2nd chance to have the audition on Friday (today).. I was so so so so nervous..
but finally I was in...... the best news I have this week !! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo .. thanks my god !!!
so late now.. tired.. good night ^^
Baby-faced boy is father at 13
The baby father .. Alfie Patten with little Maisie
Lee Thompson
Baby-faced boy is father at 13
BOY dad Alfie Patten yesterday admitted he does not know how much nappies cost — but said: "I think it's a lot."
Baby-faced Alfie, who is 13 but looks more like eight, became a father four days ago when his girlfriend Chantelle Steadman gave birth to 7lb 3oz Maisie Roxanne.
He told how he and Chantelle, 15, decided against an abortion after discovering she was pregnant.
The shy lad, whose voice has not yet broken, said: "I thought it would be good to have a baby.
"I didn't think about how we would afford it. I don't really get pocket money. My dad sometimes gives me £10."
Little family .. Alfie, Chantelle and baby Maisie
Lee Thompson
Alfie, who is just 4ft tall, added: "When my mum found out, I thought I was going to get in trouble. We wanted to have the baby but were worried how people would react.
"I didn't know what it would be like to be a dad. I will be good, though, and care for it."
Alfie's dad Dennis told how the lad does not really understand the enormity of his situation — but seemed desperate to be a devoted and responsible father.
Secret
And Dennis, 45, said: "He could have shrugged his shoulders and sat at home on his Playstation. But he has been at the hospital every day."
Maisie was conceived after Chantelle and Alfie — just 12 at the time — had a single night of unprotected sex.
They found out about the baby when Chantelle was 12 weeks pregnant.
But they kept it a secret until six weeks later when Chantelle's mum Penny, 38, became suspicious about her weight gain and confronted her.
Devoted ... Alfie holds and cuddles Maisie
After that Alfie's family told only those closest to them for fear he would be "demonised" at school.
Chantelle gave birth to Maisie on Monday night after a five-hour labour at Eastbourne Hospital, East Sussex.
Last night she told The Sun: "I'm tired after the birth. I was nervous after going into labour but otherwise I was quite excited."
Chantelle told how she discovered she was expecting after going to her GP with "really bad" stomach pains. She said: "Me and Alfie went. The doctor asked me whether we had sex. I said yes and he said I should do a pregnancy test. He did the test and said I was pregnant. I started crying and didn't know what to do.
"He said I should tell my mum but I was too scared.
"We didn't think we would need help from our parents. You don't really think about that when you find out you are pregnant. You just think your parents will kill you."
But Penny figured out what was going on after buying Chantelle a T-shirt which revealed her swelling tum.
Chantelle admitted she and Alfie — who are both being supported by their parents — would be accused of being grossly irresponsible. She said: "We know we made a mistake but I wouldn't change it now. We will be good loving parents.
"I have started a church course and I am going to do work experience helping other young mums.
"I'll be a great mum and Alfie will be a great dad."
Lee Thompson
Chantelle and Maisie were released from hospital yesterday. They are living with Penny, Chantelle's jobless dad Steve, 43, and her five brothers in a rented council house in Eastbourne. The family live on benefits. Alfie, who lives on an estate across town with mum Nicola, 43, spends most of his time at the Steadmans' house.
He is allowed to stay overnight and even has a school uniform there so he can go straight to his classes in the morning.
Alfie's dad, who is separated from Nicola, believes the lad is scared deep down.
He said: "Everyone is telling him things and it's going round in his head. It hasn't really dawned on him. He hasn't got a clue of what the baby means and can't explain how he feels. All he knows is mum and dad will help.
"When you mention money his eyes look away. And she is reliant on her mum and dad. It's crazy. They have no idea what lies ahead."
Dennis, who works for a vehicle recovery firm, described Alfie as "a typical 13-year-old boy".
He said: "He loves computer games, boxing and Manchester United." Dennis, who has fathered nine kids, told how he was "gobsmacked" when he discovered Alfie was to be a dad, too.
He said: "When I spoke to him he started crying. He said it was the first time he'd had sex, that he didn't know what he was doing and of the complications that could come.
"I will talk to him again and it will be the birds and the bees talk. Some may say it's too late but he needs to understand so there is not another baby."
Lovely
"She's my daughter. I love her and she will want for nothing."
Last night Michaela Aston, of the anti-abortion Christian charity LIFE, said: "We commend these teenagers for their courage in bringing their child into the world.
"At the same time this is symptomatic of the over-sexualisation of our youngsters and shows the policy of value-free sex education just isn't working."
Britain's youngest known father is Sean Stewart. He became a dad at 12 when the girl next door, 15-year-old Emma Webster, gave birth in Sharnbrook, Bedford, in 1998. They split six months later.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Boundaries
My add maths teacher was waiting some of us to come back for 25 minutes. She sat at the corner until all of us have come back. She walked to the middle and asked us what was the time now. We knew she was angry but she didn't really put it on her face. and then, she asked, " Do you line up before going anyway?" We shook our heads. " Do you respect yourself?" she asked again. I was confused, what was it to do with the respect ??!!! " If you respect yourself, then other people will know how to respect you and why your parents send you to school but not just send you to tuition centres? " The classroom was silence. " Because the school has discipline " Uh-huh, she has the point. Then, she picked up a white chalk and drew two roads. one with lines and another one without any line.
We picked the second road.
" Why we need boundaries? Why we need disciplines ? You know we cannot have too much freedom because we will lose control and turn out to be someone with bad personalities just because we don't know what is good or bad ! "
" just like the roads when you are given the chance to drive on the 1st road, will you know it is dangerous ? Will you know the car suddenly comes out and knocks you down ? or you knock the pedestrian? it applies in our life too. "
" Do you know why the girls in college can simply give their virginity to the boys ? "
" I have a friend, she met a guy during her 3rd year in University..They loved each other so they stayed together and rent a house. Then, she thought the guy was her one and only, so one day the guy was asking her to have sex with him. She agreed because she wanted to show her love to him and she thought that's no difference to have sex with him before marriage or after because in her mind she thought she will become his wife, what's wrong to give her virginity to him? but years later, they graduated and both found the jobs. The guy went out with other girls and his girlfriend was jealous and dislike that. They always quarreled over money and boy-girl stuffs. The boy didn't willing to pay anything for the house(they bought a house)... at last, they broke up. The girl was sad for many years and very resist to love. One day, she met her true love and they got married because the man said he wont mind she wasn't a virgin anymore.
after they get married for a few years, they quarreled and her husband shouted, "Who you think you are, don't forget you aren't a virgin when you married me !" See... that's man. Don't say everyone isn't the same. majority of the men very care about this virginity. They want their wives only belong to them but not they own the abandon women. They want to keep the best themselves. For guys, they didn't lose their virginity or what, because there's no mark left on their bodies. They can always tell their girlfriends, " this is my first time." but not for girls. There's no equivalent trade in this issue. Maybe some of you not agree with that, but it's true.
So girls, don't think your boyfriend is your one & only in your life because you may lose your mind and do something you regret for whole life. But but but it doesn't mean you shouldn't be serious in your relationship.. you have to take the balance. set the boundaries for yourselves, don't step over it ! Plus, the friend asked my teacher to tell the girls in school, "Don't have sex with anyone until you get married !"
SPM is just a passport for you to go for higher level in studies. When you step into this community, you must know how to co-operate with other people, how to interact, how to speak, how to behave and these.... reflect what kind of person you are. A friend he can score many A's in his exams from primary Year 1 until Form 5.. he can even get the 1st class honor in his Degree.Eventually, he was hired by a big company. his salary was 6 digits per month. It's a high pay. but slowly, he found that he couldn't work with other people. the people hate him. And he thought everyone was jealous over him or went mad..so he resigned his job. He became a lecturer in University. WHY ? because lecturer doesn't need any interaction with other people. he just needs to speak and gives resignment to his students. So, when someone can't communicate with other people.. it's useless eventhough you are a top scorer. Another case, he is a top scorer too, I called him Mr. X. He molest the girls. He was mancho.SO WHAT ? He was rich. SO WHAT? He was handsome. SO WHAT ? he was good in his studies. SO WHAT? He told a girl, every girl wants him but that particular girl rejected him. He was frustrated maybe he couldn't get what he wanted. so he retaliated. He always razzing that girl, discriminate her. He has such a gross behavior. YES! In study he was the top, the marvelous one, In life, He was sucked and flunked. GIRLS ! don't wince when you face this kind of situation. you should speak up or those people will think you're minx or tacky girl. love yourself , protect yourself & respect yourself.
I get some ideas from what my teacher has said. I must set my own boundaries.
Besides, recently I am learning how to be a forgiving person. I am a Buddihist so one day my mum showed me an article about our religion. It is written " learn to be forgive and compromise with others because you won't lose anything but you will gain something in return"
I know what it means slowly...=)
Saturday, February 07, 2009
a dead dog
Please love your pets.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Finally..phew ~
finally i make a new one..
so hungry now..
but cannot eat,
keep fit !!! and now i realize i haven't finished school work. OH MY GOD !
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
A friend's blog
His blog was so touched..it was about his father. If his father reads his blog ..he will cry, surely.
Even My tears are rolling in my eyes now.. I also have a good father. He also works very hard...but he never says he hates it. When people are sleeping, he is working.when people are working, he is still working. I'm so proud to have him as my father although he always acts so cool infront of us .. demure-the proper word. but actually I bully him more. haha. My mother of course, she has found the best man in the world. someone can bear her temper. tolerate to her. and not like other fathers..go out for drinking beer always..he stays at home right after working. However, I never a "Thank you" to him.. cause I'm shy to say. I hope our family will live happily ever after.
p/s: Wooi Lun, Gambateh ^^ !!!
Monday, January 26, 2009
Gong hei Hei hei hei...
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Good One To LAUGH =)
Good One To Laugh
1. A FOOLish man tells a woman to STOP talking, but a WISE man tells her that she looks extremely BEAUTIFUL when her LIPS are CLOSED.
2. One GOOD way to REDUCE Alcohol consumption :
Before Marriage - Drink whenever you are SAD,
After Marriage - Drink whenever you are HAPPY
3. Three FASTEST means of Communication :
1. Tele-Phone
2. Tele-Vision
3. Tell to Woman
Need still FASTER - Tell her NOT to tell ANY ONE.
4. Love your friends not their sisters. Love your sisters not their friends.
5. A man got 2 wishes from GOD. He asked for the Best wine and Best Woman.
Next moment, he had the Best Wine and Mother Teresa next to him.
Moral : BE SPECIFIC
6. What is a BEST and WORST news you can hear at the SAME time ?
It is when your Girl Friend says YOU are the BEST KISSER among all your Friends.
7. Let us be generous like this : Four Ants are moving through a forest.
They see an ELEPHANT coming towards them. Ant 1 says : we should KILL him.
Ant 2 says : No, Let us break his Leg alone. Ant 3 says : No, we will just throw him away from our path.
Ant 4 says : No, we will LEAVE him because he is ALONE and we are FOUR.
8.. If you do NOT have a Girl Friend - You are missing SOME thing in your life.
If you HAVE a Girl Friend - You are missing EVERY thing in your life.
9. Question : When do you CONGRATULATE someone for their MISTAKE.
Answer : On their MARRIAGE.
10. When your LIFE is in DARKNESS, PRAY GOD and ask him to free you from Darkness.
Even after you pray, if U R still in Darkness - Please PAY the ELECTRICITY BILL.
11. Why Government do NOT allow a Man to MARRY 2 Women.
Because per Constitution, you can NOT PUNISH TWICE for the same Mistake.
School
Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone and I will update anything happens in my chinese new year.
wishing you a properous and funny chinese new year ~ !!!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Alive and Fresh Sushi & Sashimi..Don't you dare to eat ?
This is a true case of a Japanese man from Gifu prefecture who complains incessantly about a persistent headache.
Mr. Shota Fujiwara loves his sashimi and sushi very much to the extent of trying to get them as 'alive and fresh' as can be for his insatiable appetite.
He develops a severe headache for the past 3 years and has put cut off as migraine and stress from work.
It was only when he started losing his psychomotor skills that he seeks medical help.
A brain scan and x-ray reveals little however.
But upon closer inspection by a specialist on his scalp, the doctor noticed small movements beneath his skin.
It was then that the doctor did a local anesthetic to his scalp and discovered the cause when tiny worms crawled out.
A major surgery was thus immediately called for and the extent of the infestation was horrific.
See the attached pictures to the scene that one thought only a movie could produce.: sushiworms.jpg / sushiworms2.jpg
Remember, tapeworms and roundworms and their eggs which abound in all fishes fresh or salt fishes can only be killed by thorough cooking and/or freezing the fish to between 4 deg C - 0 deg C.
The eggs of these parasites can only be killed if it is cooked or frozen to the said temperatures for a week or more.
Think twice about that raw dish next time...or you might get a headache.

The Sun
*The white man is not a statue..is a REAL man ^^*
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What does it mean when someone asks to you "let go"
-When you are fed up with it ?
-When you are too tired to face it ?
pathetic. how pathetic it is.
I choose to AVOID.
Avoid what's in my mind,
Avoid what's the fact is,
this moment I believe it isn't the truth,
because the sun will come out after the heavy rain.
Shiny
and bright..
Warm my hearts.
I'm full of confidence only when the sun rises after the rain.
I hate the rain.
I wanna walk through it.
To a place that only belongs to the sun.
Warm my hearts.
Intrude my life,
isn't easy to let it go.
It is easy to come,
but hard to take it away from my heart.
This moment, it's gone.
I hope it is waiting me
at the place where only belongs to the sun,
belongs to us.
I know Shireen Chow will ring me up again to ask me " Jan, why you are so sentimental recently..what is the blog about...^^"
















