+**>.Live behind a ShaDOw..<<+

My brain is still thinking about the bm paper 1.
I'm very scare that i will drop to bad class.
i Dont want to be
i cant take this pressure..
if it is reallly happened .....

I think i will hide myself
not to contact with my friends
change the enviroment.....
stay far from them
because i coudn't
face them...
I can't tahan..
the eyes.. that are looking at me
full of pity or look down on me..


Why i did the mistake ??????
why ~~~
maybe this reason
makes me cant focus
or i dun hv the energy to handle other subjects
but i will try hard
but it doesn't seem i got...
because i m online now !!!!!!!

I don'T BeliEve That What I couldn't see

God.. what are they thinking about L-O-V-e ? Although I'm not good in it.. but i know.. i wont be mad like that for love.
my fren, 14..
She met a guy who is 15
he loves smoking and drinking..
and .. her world likesss not 14 year-old-girl's world. it's complicated.. I cant believe got such things happen at here..

I recall back my memory..
actually.. my life is greater than others.
at least I dont have simply.. stead with people..
like what they said.. i love him.. even can give my life to him.. yucks.. their brains.. are thinking rubbish..
and.. they all are only using handphones to courting..
big troubles... happended they will commit sucide..
aiyo...

I m normal than them.. !!!

god bless them.. not to be that !!!!!!!

Life is wonderful

Hmm.. i m just a little girl.. 14-year-old girl
but i have planned a lot of things.. lolz
one day.. i try to imagine
how wonderful the world is...
ocean...
forest...
every wonderful place.....
i hope i can go there.. before the god takes me back to his side.
but now..
in reality life..
all we need is money !!!
hmm...
can't we just live in the
mirage ...? hoho.. impossible.

I love my life be ... very meaningful..
how am i going to plan it ?
must start from the basic..
means that i have to.. work hard.

easy to say.. but not easy to do lar..

hehe...
anyway..
this mooncake festival..
was the 1st time
i didnt celebrate wif my grandma...

haih......

~..Last Minute+~

Today we were tested on maths and geography....
you know ~~~
the maths was very easy.. i think. but i know the result i get sure ..will be very cacat 1. lolx

GeoGRaphy..
i read it last night..
means that.. last minute i studied it.
i taught i will fail the exam... which i will brake my record !
but it came out.. hmm
just easier than I taught.
I need to catch up... to get my A's back.
otherwise,
my bm will make me..fall into the deep.

I didnt have enough energy to do my exam paper.. because
yesterday night.. i slept at the midnight.. So.... hehe

actually i got many things to write about...
but i 4got already !!!!!!!!!!!

haih
time for dinner.
bye

Nothing can replace my pain

WHAT HAD HAPPENED ON ME ????
I AM REALLY A CARELESS PERSON
OR..EVEN I M A RUBBISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
A JERK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







I DID MY BM PAPER 2 ON MONDAY
I MISSSED OUT ONE PART OF IT
MEANSSSSSSS
I DIDNT DOOOOOOOOO THE SUMMARY
WHICH CONTAINED
20 MARKSSSS




















































IS IT I GOING TO DROP ??????????????




HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

study

Now is 12:15 AM..
i m stil on the line..
why..
cz of exam loh
ishhhhhhhhh

but i trust hard work turns to be good results
hopefully lar..

got many people i want to thxxx
exspecially my gor and a fren.
they all
accompany me.. haha

white rats...

pooorrrrrrrrr blog spot it is...
haih
i wrote 4 blogs
only left 2 blogssssssss

system gets stuck !!!!!!!!!!!

My real blog

hehe... after having the experiment..
now is the time to say my stuff...

haih..
dont know why..
my feeeling get confuse
just same as my fren
pity..
cant shout too much at here....

later got people...
discriminating meeeeeeeeee

anyway
the feeling is good
i think this secret
only my brother knows it
jian xun lee
u must be proud of that

haha

succed in writing second blog

Aiyo..
what is blog spot.......
haih..
tooooo sad

i m still being stupid in creating blog
now i m typing 2nd one
to see
my blogsss
can be combine together or not
cz my gor said i m vv special
my blogsssss
all duno gone tooo where..

My DAIry..* Jan

haih..
i have to create a new blog site again..
is tough.. to post a blog here.
or else i m stupid in that..

well this is my new
paradise blog site

-janice-